I'm in the bathroom, watching porn.
We're supposed to be leaving in ten minutes, but I'm horny and I'm frustrated and I just need to work off some energy, lest I spend the next few hours unconsciously rubbing my thighs together or tenting out my swimming top. My boobs might not be
big,
but I'm painfully aware how prominent my nipples can get when I'm not wearing a bra, thanks to a few mortifying winter mornings at school.
I hear Dion's footsteps advancing up the hall, and despite the closed door I lift my legs up off the floor reflexively. It makes the closed lid of the toilet I'm sitting on creak, and I wince, but then he walks past and into his room. I hear the door shut--he's probably changing into his new swimsuit too.
I relax, letting my fingers start to draw circles around my clitoris. I half-cross my legs around my hand, trying to intensify the sensations, but I can't quite get them at the right angle. On my phone screen, cramped by its diminutive size and scarred by several hairline cracks, two hunky guys are jerking each other off in a position that would in any other circumstance be an incredible feat of contortionism.
It's my usual bread and butter when I brave visiting porn sites, but it's not working for me today. I click back, start scrolling through various violently-titled videos.
"Double-dicking my subby math teacher." "Getting his ass pounded by two football teams -- and the janitor." "Meeting up for illicit sex with my wife's boyfriend, you won't believe what happens next"... Nothing, nothing, nothing...
I sit back and angle my hips up, then suck on the tip of my middle finger and slip it between my lips. My newly-shaven labia seems to make them more sensitive, and I push and pull my finger up and down for a while, but quicky grow desperate for more. And yet, despite my urges, I can barely fill myself past the first joint of my finger before it starts to feel uncomfortable.
I've ventured out of the gay categories on the site now, scrolling defeatedly. Pretty men have disappeared from the thumbnails; it's just their dicks, looming ominously over thick-lipped pouty ladies, or extremely closeup--and perhaps unflattering--shots of cum-spattered pussies. I'm about to give up entirely when a title catches my eye in the split second it flies past the screen. I scroll slowly back up, my heart beating faster as I wonder if I saw what I think I did.
Yep.
"DD sister loves brother's huge meat."
Hardly a classy title, but it's the first time I've seen the word "brother" without "step" in front of it on a porn site. I nervously click the video, my middle finger still partially inside myself. I find I'm able to slide it in a little more.
The video opens to the both of them sitting on a couch. Not exactly original, and the acting is atrocious, but then the camera switches angles and I realise it's a multicam production. There's a budget behind this.
I skip forward a few minutes. They're talking about their dad being out on a date--seems familiar--and while I'm normally all for a porn plot I'm desperate to see if this is real, or if they're gonna mention that they at least have different mothers or something.
But then she says it. "We can't... you're my brother. That's incest!"
I pause it, adjust the earbud in my ear, then replay it.
"Incest!"
Fuck, that turns me on. A shiver runs down my spine, from the back of my neck all the way through to my pussy. In barely a second I'm wet, soaking even. I push my finger all the way in, then back out. Then I add another.
You're sick, getting off to this.
I skip forward a bit more, and now he's eating her out. That must feel so good. I imagine Dion kneeling in front of me, just like he was that first day. I'd be lying back on my bed--no,
our
bed--and spreading my legs and he'd moving his head between them and opening his mouth, lips puckered to kiss my lips. Tongue out, to lick my clit. Teeth carefully bared, to gently nibble...
Another skip, and she's giving him a blowjob. I wonder what Dion tastes like.
Another skip, and--
"Ash, what are you doing in there!? We've gotta go!"
"Fuck o--!" I get halfway through saying before realising that's probably not very nice. "Um... 'fuck, o-ohh you're right', I mean. We're seeing that girl, aren't we?"
"Yes," Dion says. He doesn't sound impressed. "We're supposed to be meeting Sophie at that seafood place in like ten minutes."
I take a deep breath, pull my finger out of my vagina, and clear my throat. "Yeah, r-right. Well, I'm done, so... hang on." I stand up and give the toilet a flush, to make it convincing. My pussy's still so wet that I feel a drip of liquid slide down my inner thigh. I grit my teeth. "We definitely gotta leave
now?"
"If we don't wanna be late."
There's a moment's pause.
"And we don't want to be late, Ash", he reminds me.
"Of course not," I huff. "I'll just... wash my hands and meet you outside."
We're sitting in Albert's now, looking at the menus. Unsurprisingly, it's all seafood, and mostly battered at that. My two least favourite things. I glance up and give my brother a sour look.
"What?"
"We both hate seafood, Dion."
He shrugs. "Just because we never have it. It's an acquired taste. I think I'll try the... uh..." He frantically searches for something edible to our humble pallets, then pauses. "Oh you've got to be kidding me."
I flip my own menu around to where he's at. There, at the top;
"Bush Tucker Special."
A scan of the provided photo reveals what looks to be barramundi in a lemon cream sauce, buttery mash potato, and a sad-looking side salad with a few bluebell leaves in it.
"Lemon sauce and mashed potato... just like our ancestors used to eat."
I grin. "Could've at least thrown some yams in there. And served it up on mereny with some pindak jam. Bam, real bush tucker. They should hire me here."
Dion smiles at me, brown eyes glittering, and just that simple little expression makes me feel warm and cosy. "You're going to kill it at TAFE, Ash. The hospitality department won't know what hit 'em."
"Thanks." We look at each other for a while longer, neither saying anything. I'm about to push my foot forward to rest it against his when his eyes flit upward and behind me. A moment later he sits straight, and I sigh as from behind a melodious voice says, "Hey guys! Sorry I'm a little late!"