"I... It's not what it looks like."
That was my standard answer whenever I was caught with pornography. I know it's dumb and isn't going to fool anyone, but my mind goes blank and it just slips out.
"Really?" said my sister Lori. "Because It looks like you're watching porn Jacob."
"Well, umm." I blushed crimson as I fumbled to close the video player on my computer screen.
"Mum says dinner is ready." she said, before leaving. A moment later she peeked her head back into the door frame. "Hey, you think I could borrow some of that?"
"What?" I asked, confused for a moment. Was she talking about porn?
"You know, pornography. I've never watched it before. Feel like I'm missing out."
I felt a little panicked being asked about something like that by my older sister, or half-sister at any rate. You see, I'm not very good with women. Or people for that matter. I suffer from social anxiety. I reflexively had to take the heat off myself.
"Um, Dad has some in his closet if you want." My ears felt like they were going to burn off.
"David watches porn?" she seemed fascinated. "Hmm, well thanks."
She finally left and I breathed easy once more. I needed to get a damn lock on my door. Or just stop watching nudie films when people were around. It was a bit of a problem of mine, I had a lot of sexual energy and no way to release it.
Dinner in the Jansen household was a family affair. Even though we were all adults now, Mum insisted that as long as we lived under her roof we would all eat together and discuss our day. So my sisters Hanna, Lori and I basically had to take turns telling our parents what we got up to. Hanna was banging on about some guy she liked and how she wanted to go to some party on the weekend. That was Hanna, the polar opposite of me. Outgoing and a complete party animal.
"And what about you Jacob, how was class?" asked Dad.
"Pretty good."I told him. "We are working on minimising matrices from the render pipeline."
"You're such a nerd!" said Hanna, rolling her eyes at me while she poked at her food.
"Software engineer." Corrected Lori. I was surprised to hear her sticking up for me. I also noticed her shirt was fairly low cut and I could clearly see massive amounts of cleavage between her large breasts as she leaned over her food. I couldn't help but think about her potentially watching pornography as she played with her chest. It was fairly common for her to wear slightly revealing tops, and I never failed to notice how well endowed she was. But after she caught me watching porn, I found it much harder than usual to resist her physical charms.
"Whatever, He knows he's a nerd." said Hanna with a smile on her face.
I didn't take it personally, Hanna and I actually get along fairly well, we just like to goad each other a bit. Although I suppose I do resent the way she treats me like a younger sibling due to my social inexperience, despite being a year older than her.
It was quite a while before I masturbated like that again after that night, I was terrified of being caught. Occasionally I would quickly jerk one off in the bathroom when I knew I couldn't be caught, but my video watching habits in my room were curbed for a while.
Every Tuesday I go to my friend Paul's house after dinner to play World of Warcraft. Tuesday is raid night and rather than play separately from home, I take my laptop over and we make a night of it as his folks are always out on Tuesdays. One particular Tuesday however, about two and a half months after being caught by Lori, the game servers went down unexpectedly so I decided to go home from Paul's early so I could finish some homework. It was rare, but happened occasionally.
I entered through the back gate this particular Tuesday as I normally would, but then something grabbed my eye as I was passing the dinning room window. The curtains were still open and I could see through the dining/kitchen area of our house into the lounge. On the TV was some woman sucking on a guys dick. I stopped in my tracks to take a closer look. I could see Lori on the couch facing away from me, watching the TV. Lori was watching porn, I couldn't believe it. Then I noticed something else, I recognised the images on the screen. It was from "Horny Teen Toads", a blu-ray in my small physical porn collection that I thought I hid very carefully in a disguised box under my bed. Had Lori gone through my stuff and borrowed it? How long had this been going on?
As I stared at Lori watching my porno I began to notice she was moving her arm. It took a moment of confusion before it dawned on me that she was masturbating. Suddenly my jeans tightened as my cock began to grow and my heart raced. I was actually watching my sister masturbate while watching my porn. Of course I couldn't really see anything and wished I had a better view, but my penis didn't care. It strained for released.
I knew everyone else was out. The only ones home on Tuesday nights would be Lori and Dad, and clearly Dad wasn't home this week or Lori wouldn't be watching porn. I looked around the back yard. It was pretty safe here, behind me was the back fence with a hedge in front of it so nobody would be able to see over. The gate I had just came in was pretty high so nobody would be seeing over. I gave in to my lust and unzipped myself, pulling my cock out into the free air.
I started sliding my hand back and forth over my cock shaft as I watched the porn on the TV and Lori masturbating to it. How I wished I could be a fly on the opposite wall.
I pumped my dick through my fingers with greater and greater intensity as I imagined the woman being nailed on the screen was my half sister Lori and I was the one injecting her with cock. Soon I couldn't withstand it any more and grunted softly as I unleashed my spunk into the bushes in front of me. My semen splattered over the leaves and branches as I tried to catch my breath sucking in the invigoratingly cold fresh air.