"Let's see if there's anything good to watch. What do you like?" Uncle Jay asked as he grabbed the TV remote and fell into the couch.
I hesitated, feeling awkward then being annoyed at myself for feeling that way.
Uncle Jay looked up at me questioningly, then a smile broke out across his handsome face. "Come have a seat, relax, this is your home now."
I nodded my head and stepped forward, trying to decide where on his plentiful furniture to sit. He patted a cushion beside him, and I welcomed the suggestion. Sinking into the plush couch, I said, "I like sports, are there any games on?"
Uncle Jay grinned at me before flipping through various menus on the TV screen. He found a live game and I was grateful for this piece of normalcy.
"Do you want anything to eat? Or drink?" asked Uncle Jay.
"I might take some water, thank you," I mumbled.
When he returned from the kitchen, Uncle Jay handed me a glass of iced water, and sat his glass of amber-colored liquid on the table beside the couch.
He sat on the couch so close to me that our legs were touching. I thought about inching away, but if Uncle Jay wasn't bothered by the innocent touch, then maybe I should just calm down.
I tried to focus on the game. We made small talk; Uncle Jay and I were both rooting for the same team, and the score was pretty close. But even that excitement couldn't entirely distract me from the heat my leg was absorbing from Uncle Jay's thigh.
The game continued to be close in scores up until the end. I wasn't sure our team would pull ahead in the final moments, but fortunately, they did. Uncle Jay turned to me, right when I turned to face him; I intended to give him a high five but he leaned in and embraced me in a hug. I felt myself tense up for a second, before relaxing into his warmth. Just as I was wondering if the hug was lasting too long, he let go.
I couldn't help but be aware that he left his arm extended behind me, resting just atop my shoulders. His fingers idly drew circles on my shoulder. It felt so good, just to be touched so simply. I don't realize I've leaned into Uncle Jay until I feel his chest rumble with laughter. I feel my face heat and try to pull away, but his arms enclose me and keep me pressed up against him.
"Just relax, Lita," he murmurs. I don't. My heart races and I'm not sure what I'm doing, what he's doing, or what will come next.
"Relax," Uncle Jay says, with a bit more force in his tone.
This time...I do. I cave into his side, and let him rub circles on my back. I inhale a deep breath, and get a noseful of his clean, masculine scent.