Author's Note: Chapter 3 as promised. As the relationship between our characters continues and complicates. The chapters are getting longer. Chapter 4 is also being released today Chapter 5 is in minor rewrite and editing. Please enjoy.
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My alarm woke me at seven-thirty, my normal start of the day. It was Wednesday. I was groggy and confused. I pressed my ear to the wall but I didn't hear the lovely sounds from the previous morning through the wall. I felt bad. We hadn't really talked after the morning incident. All day I imagined her beautiful body and envisioned what she was wearing under her jeans. We didn't play games or watch movies together. We were isolated from each other in a way I'd never experienced. I couldn't take the image of her panties out of my mind.
Despite this, I felt the strong pull in my groin. I was rock solid with anticipation of my sister masturbating and allowing me to listen to her. I pressed my ear to the wall and heard nothing. I was fearful and desperate until I heard a soft knock on my door...
"Are you awake?"
I froze. She was already up, standing outside my door. We were supposed to do 'laundry' together today, what did that even mean? I had went to bed naked that night, why would I do that? I was torn in so many ways I couldn't even begin to speak. My lust for her consumed me, my steel tent was overriding conscience thought.
"Yeah... ugh... you can... well come in... if you want..."
I stammered unable to speak clearly. My voice breaking apart like I was going through puberty again. My sister entered my smallish room, her eyes low. The soft glow of the early sun was creeping through the window illuminating her as she entered. She looked angelic in her beauty with her t-shirt which was noticeably shorter than the t-shirts she wore any other morning. It just barely covered her upper thighs and panties.
She stepped up to the bed, raising her eyes to the tent which my steel was making. My manhood had an idea of its own and I could barely contain it. She looked shy, flushed, and very red. She was nervous, she was scared. I felt bad, I felt evil, I felt a lust I had never imagined. She stood there staring at the sheets for what seemed like an eternity.
"Can we... talk...?"
It was barely a whisper. I nodded, soaking in her beauty. The clean lines of her face, her perfect frame and long slender legs. Her breasts stood prominently against the thin material of her shirt.
"I don't know... yesterday... what came... oh ugh... how I... well... you know... "
I nodded. I could barely speak, what could I say? I wanted to make her happy, I wanted to calm her but the pressure in my loins wasn't dissipating, it was building. Without words, I motioned for her to sit down on my small bed. It was an unplanned act for her to sit near my waist almost parallel with my aching erection. She was so close to it, staring at my cock that was coating the thin white sheet with precum. As the sheet continued to soak, it became partially translucent. The head of my member beginning to reveal itself. The sun was outlining the head of my cock as it bobbed to the pace of my incredibly fast heartbeat. Her shirt rode up higher exposing her upper thighs when she sat. Her luscious skin exposed from the side. I couldn't stop imagining what she wore underneath. I never imagined I could get this hard, it was almost painful.
"I just wanted... you to see me..."
She was ashamed and sad. I felt for her, I loved her beyond words. Tears began leaking down her face. She was my sister. My best friend. The person that I was closest to in the whole world. My erection began to weaken as I sat up against my small headboard with only the wet thin white sheet barely concealing my manhood. I reached out with my left hand and wiped away her tears. She looked longingly at me and I smiled. This was the sister that I loved, the girl I would protect and defend with my life. As her tears ceased, her smile returned. She was the most beautiful thing I could think of at this time. Then, she look down again. Her smile faded.
"I just wanted... you to know... I wanted to show you... I'm a woman now..."
I was stunned. I did know, but maybe I hadn't acted like it. She was always my partner in everything we did. Did I make this happen? Did I not recognize her enough? My mind raced as she continued.
"What I did... we did... I didn't mean to... I did mean to... I just thought..."
What is she saying? Was this planned? Did she mean for me to hear her through the wall? The thoughts of yesterday morning playing through my head.
"I'm sorry but... I need you... I needed this... I'm sorry..."
I couldn't comprehend what she was saying. I needed her, I loved her. I wanted her to know this, I wanted to reach out to her and hold her like I had done a thousand times. I was confused beyond anything that had ever happened between us.
"This is all my fault... it was... your cock kept bulging... looking at me..."
I was terribly embarrassed. I had failed to hide my arousal around her. She felt awkward. All day after our morning events I couldn't contain myself. I was constantly hard for her. Just the sight of her became intoxicating. I couldn't stop thinking about what she was wearing under her jeans. I had to say something...
"April..." I swallowed maybe a dozen times.
"I'm sorry but... I kept imagining... I know it was wrong... wonder what you were wearing... underneath... I'm sorry..."
I was so ashamed but I had to defend myself.
"In the laundry room... they were... you showed me your..."
She looked at me with her big light brown eyes searching, looking for more. I didn't know what to say.
"Looking at me... my panties... thinking about them... does it... umm... turn you on?"
She was asking me if it turned me on. How could I lie after yesterday? The idea of her wetness was driving me mad.
"I'm sorry but... oh April... Yes..." My words were soft, low, trailing off into near silence.