I had planned a romantic dinner for my husband, Ron, and I. He travels a lot for work and because of new projects starting up, I hadn't seen him for more than two days in the past month. Normally, I don't worry about it and enjoy the alone time but in the past few months he had missed our anniversary, our son's birthday and my birthday. I appreciate the fact that he called on each of those dates without being prompted and normally that would have been enough. But this time I had made a dinner to celebrate his birthday and he called me to tell me he wasn't coming home an hour before his flight was supposed to land.
My disappointment led to sadness then anger. That fire was stoked when I went to our liquor cabinet and saw we were out of vodka. Wanting a drink more than anything, I got in the car and drove to the closest liquor store.
Storming in, I went and snatched a bottle off the shelf.
"Aunt Jane?"
I turned to the voice and saw my nephew, who was also my son's best friend, approaching. "Dylan? Hi. How are you?"
"Better than you it seems." He gave me a hesitant smile. "Everything okay?"
Sometimes it's the most innocuous things that can set me off. That simple question at that moment from someone who genuinely cared made me break down and start crying. I missed my husband. Our son, Luke, was off at college and I felt alone. When he pulled me into a hug, I became even more upset because I was having an ugly cry in public with my nephew trying to console me.
"Let me take you home," he said once I calmed down.
"It's not necessary." I pulled out of his embrace. "I'm fine now."
"That might be the case but I'd feel better if I at least followed you home."
About to be overcome with emotion again, I nodded. As we stood at the register to pay for our purchases, I looked Dylan over. It seemed as if he looked more like his father, my brother Jake, every day. Dylan was a few inches taller than me, standing maybe 5' 10" and had bright hazel-green eyes. He had light brown hair that was straight and hung to the middle of his back and wore a wife beater that displayed his thick arms and hugged his torso tightly. One of his hands was holding up the baggy jeans he was wearing while he made his purchase. While Luke had moved away for college, Dylan didn't have aspirations for higher education which was one of the things that drove Jake crazy. The last time I had seen Dylan, he had been working odd jobs and living with his girlfriend, Melissa, and their daughter, Raven, another sore point between his father and him.
After finishing our purchases, we left. As promised, Dylan followed me home. When we arrived, I walked back to where he was sitting in his car. "Come inside."
"Thanks for the offer but I don't want to impose. You already didn't want me to follow you. It's okay."
"Dylan," I said with my maternal voice. He and Luke had heard it a number of times over the years and I saw him smile with kind amusement. "Get your butt in the house now."
"Yes, ma'am." He turned off his car and got out.
"Bring your bottle. We'll have a few drinks." When we got inside, the smell of food hit me. "Are you hungry? I made dinner for Ron but he won't be home for another few days."
"Then why did you make dinner?"
"That, dear boy, is the issue."
After fixing ourselves drinks, we sat down and ate the meal I had prepared. I had always enjoyed Dylan's company. I know many adults, his parents included, looked at him as if he were a trouble maker because of his appearance. He wasn't and I had gone to bat for him with his parents many times. Though he may not have, or want, book smarts, he was a wise young man who could easily hold a conversation. Though they got into the usual teen boy troubles, I never had an issue with Dylan and Luke being together. If anything, Dylan was usually the one getting Luke out of trouble. I loved my son and would always defend him. However, I was well aware he was often the instigator in any trouble they got into.
"Let's go for a swim," I suggested after eating. We had continued to sit and talk and I was starting to feel antsy. Even though it was the middle of December, the weather was comfortably mild. It was one of the perks of living in Florida.
"I would love to but I really should be going." He stood and grabbed his dishes and went to the kitchen. "You've tolerated me long enough."
I followed him with my own dishes. "Dylan, I don't mind. I'm enjoying the company. It feels nice to have someone here after that asshole canceled on me. Just leave them," I said when he began to scrape the plates clean. "I'll get them in the morning."
Dylan turned and leaned back against the counter. "Well, that asshole needs to learn to appreciate you."
I smacked him playfully. "I can call him an asshole but you can't."
He gave me a half smile. "Sorry, Aunt Jane."
"Just call me Jane. No one's here and I only made you do it because your dad made me."
At that, Dylan screwed up his face. "I don't think I can do that."
"Your choice. Now, I'm going to go get changed. Check Luke's room. There are still clothes in there. You should be able to find something to swim in."
He looked nervous. "I really should go."
"What's wrong?" I immediately remembered his family. "Oh. I forgot about the girls. I don't want to keep you from them."
"Melissa kicked me out." Dylan hung his head despondently. "I was going to see if I could find a friend's couch to crash on."
I had noticed a number of bags and stray clothes in the back of his car. Knowing how messy he and Luke had been as teens I hadn't thought much of it. Now it made sense. "What happened?"
"I don't want to bother you with my problems. You have enough of your own."