This part is told by Lily. (Lily is now 18 years old and therefore is no longer a minor and can perform sexual acts and be involved in sexual relationships.)
I sat at the breakfast table alone with my mother, who kept glancing my way. Though she didn't say a word, I knew exactly what was on her mind.
"I haven't decided yet," I said.
"That's fine, honey. You have all day to choose."
Today was my eighteenth birthday, and I had decided to lose my virginity to one of my brothers. I just hadn't decided which brother to chose. While Ty and Sky only screwed each other these days, same with Billy and Millie who fell in love during covid, all my brothers had offered to be my first time and my first steps into incest. Except for one brother; the one I wanted.
Mom looked up and smiled when Andy came in with their children. Three-year-old Sam (Samuel) as cute as a button and a major cuddle bug. And Hannah, a giggly 11-month old baby girl. They were my half-siblings, but also my niece and nephew, and cousins taking into account that my parents were siblings.
A long row of high chairs took up the left side of table. I watched as Mom placed Hannah in one as Sam found his seat at the table. While I wasn't a huge fan of children, I didn't mind these two. They were rather quiet and well-behaved.
Unlike...
You could hear him screaming all the way down the stairs. Ty came into the kitchen with Kyler (Kai) trying to escape his grip. The three-year-old screaming, his face red and blotchy. Following them in, Liana and Dylan, now four, found their seats at the table. Sky, who was about to give birth to baby number 6 in a month came in after them, holding her 10-month old twins River and Tripp. Two-year-old Noah trailed behind them.
I shook my head at the little nightmare child. Kyler threw tantrums right and left. Dylan had his moments too but wasn't as bad. Liana was super bossy with her brothers. Always putting her hands on her hips when she bossed them around. I thought her sass and attitude was funny and cute... her parents did not.
6 kids in four years! Well six together and Ty also had Dylan with Mom. Those two sex-addicts couldn't keep their hands off each other. Mom and Andy weren't any better. Part of was me excited to find out why they loved fucking so much, but part of me was also nervous. They were all very experienced, and from what I had heard, were quite rough.
Billy snapped me out of my thoughts when he came into the room carrying Summer, three, who was still half-asleep. Millie, due to give birth to baby number four in August, followed them in with William (Willy) and Maddison (Maddie.)
Summer, who should have been named Winter because she was born in December, not July, was a major girly girl. She loved to dress up in my mother's clothes and high heels, and loved wearing make-up... not that she knew how to apply it. It made me laugh that she was so concerned about her looks because she looked like a hot mess 90 percent of the time.
William, born eleven months after Summer... yes Irish twins like their parents, was two. He loved to be cuddle, but also loved to run and around and climb. And Maddison was a moody 9-month-old baby who cried over everything. She would turn out to be a drama queen, I was certain of it.
I know that is a lot to follow, so here is an easier list.
Ross and Vanessa had Victoria in 2014; she was now about to turn 10.
Ross and Vanessa had Ethan in 2017; he was 6 but would be 7 in July.
Ty and Mom had Dylan in Feb 2020; he was now 4.
Ty and Sky had Liana in Feb 2020; she was now 4.
Ty and Sky had Kyler in December 2020; he was now currently 3.
Andy and Mom had Sam in December 2020; he was now currently 3.
Billy and Millie had Summer in December 2020; she was now currently 3.
Billy and Millie had William in November 2021; he was now currently 2.
Ty and Sky had Noah in March 2022; he was now 2.
Andy and Mom had Hannah in May 2023; she was how 11 months.
Ty and Sky had their twins River and Tripp in June 2023; making them 10 months.
Billie and Mille had Maddison in July 2023; making her 9 months.
Sky was pregnant with another boy and due to give birth in a month (May 2024)
And finally, Millie was pregnant and due to give birth in August.
My siblings served their kids' breakfast before sitting down around the table.
"So, Lily, did you make your choice yet?" Ty asked.
"No, not yet," I replied.
"Are you nervous?" Sky asked.
"No," I lied.
"I was nervous my first time," Millie said.
"Really?"
"Yeah, it's perfectly normally. Especially when you don't know what to expect or if you're going to feel comfortable with incest. Thinking about screwing my brother and actually doing it were very different situations."
"But enjoyable, right?" Billy asked.
"Very."
I didn't know what to do. Incest didn't freak me out; maybe at first because I had never been exposed to it and hadn't even known it was a thing, but I was very much interested in being part of the sexual activities of my incestuous family. I wanted one brother in particular, but he wasn't an option. Between my other brothers, I was learning more toward Billy because he was closest in age, but I wasn't sure yet.
The day went by very fast, until the last hour and time went extremely slow. In one hour, I was going to lose my virginity to one of my brothers, and I still hadn't decided which one. I paced my room, considering each of my options.
Finally, I decided one on and took the rest of the hour to get ready. I shaved every part of my body, even though my Mom told me no one would care. I stole a pair of my mother's sexy underwear and the matching bra, but then went against it. I'd only be wearing them for a few minutes anyway so I wore nothing under my nightgown instead.
About twenty-minutes before, my mother called someone on the phone. I couldn't hear what she was saying or who she was talking to, but she looked disappointed after it. I didn't ask.
Finally, it was time. The children were fast asleep in their beds upstairs, and I joined my mother and brothers in my mother's bedroom. They looked at me, waiting to hear who'd be getting the honor.
"Are you ready?" Mom asked. "You can change your mind. This is entirely up to you."
"I'm ready."
"Okay. So, who did you choose?"
"And-" I started to say, but I was interrupted.
"I'll do it."
I turned around and my heart started to race. I felt a warmth rush to my cheeks. It was Ross. It was... the brother I wanted.
My entire family looked completely shocked.
"Yeah, well, these animals are wild, and I care about you, so I want you to have a good, gentle, intimate first time," Ross stated, stumbling over his words.
"Okay, I whispered."
"Right then, let's leave them alone," Mom decided.
"I was so close to getting picked," Andy said as they all left the room.
I stared awkwardly at my oldest brother. I hadn't realized how badly I wanted him. My heart was still racing and there were knots in my stomach. My body seemed to be burning up, too. I needed him to kiss me, pull me into him. I didn't really understand what I was feeling. Was this just desire or was it something more? I was scared too. What if I disappointed him? What if I didn't like it? I didn't know much about sex; I really didn't know what to expect.
He walked toward me; his expression a mix of uncertainty and longing? Brushing his lips against my ear, he whispered. "Close your eyes and relax. I'll teach you what to do." I closed my eyes and focused my breathing. His finger pulled my lips apart so tenderly. My heart raced faster as my lips anticipated his. And then his lips connected with mine in a slow soft kiss, sending waves of fire coursing through my body.
I think he felt the same way, because when he kissed me again, it was deeper, more passionate. Sky was right, I know knew. Kissing was intoxicating, and it did leave you wanting more.
He pulled my arms around his neck and stepped closer to me, placing his hands on my waist. I shivered at his touch as we continued to kiss. It remained at a slow pace for a while and then sped up. My breathing grew heavy and my body craved more. It was a feeling I had never felt before... sexual desire.
I tightened my arms, pulling him even closer to me. His hands started to move up my back, pulling up my nightgown. There was a moment of panic when the fabric no longer covered my butt and my lady part was on display. I couldn't focus on it or I'd chicken out. So I focused on the kissing and desire, letting my brother undress me. I moved my arms when it came time and felt my nightgown completely leave my body.
While still moving his lips with mine, he removed his top and tossed it to the floor. Gaining some courage, I ran my hands down his chest and unbuttoned his jeans. But then I got scared, and stepped back. I was completely embarrassed, but Ross was sweet.