Copyright oggbashan April 2005
The author asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
This is a work of fiction. The events described here are imaginary; the settings and characters are fictitious and are not intended to represent specific places or living persons.
This is a sequel to Virgin's Sister.
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My big sister Lynn had been my first. After my abject failure with my then girlfriend Eve and Lynn's disastrous evening out, Lynn had straddled me and had taken my unwanted virginity.
I loved my big sister, but until that night I had loved her as a sister. Our relationship was very different for a while. Lynn was everything I wanted. She needed reassurance after her divorce that she was still attractive. My instinctive response to her had been enough to precipitate a love we should be ashamed of.
Lynn is my big sister in more than age. She stands a head taller than me even in bare feet. I still had pictures of Lynn on my bedroom wall. The one I liked most was the newest showing her in the ball gown she had been wearing that fateful night.
Lynn asked me to stay with her for the weekend the next time my parents went away. I accepted and my parents had no objection. Why should they? I was nineteen, nearly twenty, and my sister just thirty and recently divorced. My parents didn't know about that night. I hadn't forgotten it. How could I? It had been my first time. I thought it had been a once-off, never to be repeated and had happened because we had both been hurt.
On Friday evening I drove over to Lynn's house in my own car. I had saved hard and bought a wreck that needed work. Four months of work had turned the wreck into a reliable vehicle that looked respectable if boring. Even with my parents' help I couldn't afford the insurance on a powerful car. It might have been small but it was good. Just like me.
When I arrived Lynn admired the car and seemed to appreciate how much work I had put into it. Eve thought the car was too small. For some things it was.
Once inside Lynn's house, with the front door firmly shut behind me, Lynn took my head in her hands and kissed me full on the mouth. At first I was startled. I couldn't avoid responding to her passionate kiss. My arms wrapped round her waist. One of her arms cradled my head. The other pulled me close. I could feel her erect nipples against my chest.
Lynn let me go. She patted me lightly on the head.
"Coffee, Giles?" She asked as if her mouth hadn't been raping mine seconds before.
"Er... Yes please, Lynn."
"Come into the kitchen then."
I left my suitcase in the hall and followed Lynn. One thing had changed since I was last in her kitchen. Just below the kitchen clock was that picture of Lynn and me at the wedding years ago. Lynn noticed me looking at it.
"I put that up to remind me that at least someone loves me. You do, don't you Giles?"
I nodded. Lynn brushed her lips on my cheek.
"Thank you, Giles. I do need reassurance this weekend."
"Why now?" I asked.