So now I knew Dena for sure wasn't disgusted by what I was doing. I still didn't know if she was turned on by it or just curious but I don't think she would be watching that type of porn if it disgusted her.
I was addicted however. This was a powerful turn on for me. I guess I had always liked the idea of voyeurism because I used to visit voyeur porn sites. That was just looking at what somebody else had voyuered though. I had no idea how exciting doing it myself would be and now I understood.
I think also the fact that it was my stepdaughter was a factor in the excitement. This was taboo territory and I was breaking it. Don't we all get a little rush from breaking the rules.
I had never looked at Dena as a sexual object. I still don't look at her that way. I would never want to hurt her physically. I didn't want to hurt her emotionally either. I guess one could argue that what I was doing, invading her privacy, could be emotional abuse. I mean, if she never found out though she couldn't be hurt, right?
These were the mental arguments I had with myself the times I felt bad about watching Dena in her private moments. This happened seldom as most of the time watching her made me horny and put images of debauchery in my head.
Dena had started back to college for the spring semester just recently. During the Christmas break my wife had been off work for a couple weeks vacation and we had some family over so I hadn't had a chance to do my thing for quite a while. Now things went back to the normal routine.
As I said Dena had started back to college. I was glad she chose the local community college and stayed living at home. I would have been devistated if she had gone away to school. Not just because I wouldn't get to watch her but I also had become closer to Dena over the past year and I really enjoyed our time spent together. She had made a few new friends and occasionally they would visit Dena at home. This worked great for me because now I had the chance to watch other women. Most of them were Dena's age but a few times she had some older friends over. When I say older I'm talking like early thirties at the most. When her friends were over they would spend most of their time in the den or garage to work on projects or just socialize.
One of her friends in particular I took special interest in. Nikki was one of the older friends, I think she was 32 at the time. She was much like Dena, happy and outgoing type. She was always smiling and laughing. She was very smart and I liked that. She always made it a point to talk to me and it was nice to have intellectual conversations with Dena's friends. Dena and I have a lot of conversations as well and I enjoy them very much because she too is on a higher intellectual level. Her other friends, however, not so much.
Nikki as I said was 32. She was short of stature, maybe 5' and 120lbs or so......I never measured her. She had a really nice body. Just ever so slightly curvy and what looked like large-ish tits for her frame. I was beginning to have a taste for extra weight. Nikki had dark tan skin, I believe her mother was from India. Her hair was long, silky and coal black and she had very sexy big brown eyes with naturally full eyelashes. Another reason for the draw to her was that she wore some pretty damn sexy outfits. She liked to wear the yoga pants. I was very into yoga pants at that time. You could see every shape and curve without actually seeing the skin. That was a turn on like teasing. I am sure teasing never crossed a girls mind that wore yoga pants! Nikki also liked to wear low cut tight tops and occasionally belly shirts. Her belly was just perfect for that. She didn't have defined abs, just a soft belly that was a little thick but not fat. It was definitely a tasteful look on her. The low cut tops she wore showed a lot of cleavage but unfortunately she liked tight tops. So although I got to see her nipples poking out occasionally, I wasn't able to get any shots down her shirt when she bent over.
Every chance I got I would watch the camera when Nikki went to the bathroom. Most of the time I didn't see anything due to the camera's location above the toilet. I was ok with this as I have said before, watching someone pee or poop was not a turn on and I wouldn't do it. Occasionally she would primp herself at the mirror but never anything more.
One day Nikki was at the house and her and Dena were in the den working on a project. It was a biology project involving bacteria. They were growing bacteria in petri dishes. It was the weekend and it was a project they had to observe continuously for data. They were trying to figure out how they would monitor it through the night. Dena said she could watch it all night if Nikki came over real early. I saw my chance and stepped in with a solution. I suggested Nikki just spend the night here. This way they could both keep an eye on the project without one of them having to stay awake all night. I said Nikki could stay in the den on the couch which has a hideaway bed. They agreed it was a great idea. I nearly broke my arm as I walked away patting myself on the back.