What a glorious day!
I thought when I woke. The night before couldn't have been more thrilling. For I had finally broken through that unspeakable barrier with my mother and committed an act of incest with her. However, it was only us masturbating each other to a gratifying climax. It indeed was a big step. One that I hoped would take us further down this forbidden path.
My dick was already hard in anticipation of what today might bring. I sprang out of bed and looked out my window. My father's car was already gone. This pleased me because only my mother and I were home now. Quickly, I dressed and dashed down the stairs in search of the person that was responsible for this hard boner in my pants.
I smiled when I saw my mother sitting at the kitchen table and went to greet her with a kiss. Only she stopped me and said, "Please, Kory. Take a seat. We need to have a conversation about last night."
I did as I was asked and sat next to her. Mom appeared distraught, and I was about to speak when she said, "What happened last night can never occur again."
My heart started to sink in my chest when I said, "But Mom..."
"Stop Kory! It was wrong! You know this. What we did was very, very wrong!"
I tried to speak once more, but again she cut me short and announced, "I'm your mother. You're my son. No matter how good it felt at the time. We must accept that it's a forbidden act. Let alone the fact that I also cheated on my husband. With our son, of all people. Just think what it would have done to him if he saw us doing that."
I looked down at the table and could feel the tears swelling in my eyes. Mom took my hand and softly said, "I know, Kory. I know what you're feeling. I felt the same way. Trust me; I toyed with this dilemma all night long. But you must understand that no good can come out of this."
I looked into my mother's eyes. A tear strolled down my cheek when I gave a single nod.
"I'm... I'm going to be late for work," I said as I stood up and wiped the tear from my face. I then turned and proceeded to sulk away.
Behind me, as I left the kitchen, I heard my mother say, "You'll see I was right about this. Someday you'll understand."
I paused for a second and thought,
No, Mom. I never will. But hopefully, you will see the light again.
I then continued on my course after that and left for my job.
That day and the days that followed, I moped around. I would come home from work and then head straight to my room. I didn't want to face my mother at all. I wouldn't even leave my room to grab something to eat until I knew she was already in bed.
I would say I was suffering from depression, but this felt even worse. I didn't even want to look at any of those incestuous posts anymore. In fact, I tried to forget about them altogether. In my mind, all they did was add to this misery. At least, that is what I thought.
It wasn't until the following week that things changed. I had just walked in the door after leaving work and was about to head to my room when I heard my mother call my name.
I popped my head around the corner of the doorway, and there, sitting in the living room by herself, was my mother. This wasn't uncommon since my father typically worked late, but she appeared upset as she sat there for some reason.
Only I wasn't in any mood to talk with her and just said, "Did you need something?"
"Yes. Can you please come here?"
I let out a loud sigh as I approached her. But once there, I didn't sit down. Instead, I stood and asked, "Okay, I'm here. What can I do for you?"
Mom looked up at me. She had definitely been crying. I could see the smears in her makeup.
I felt a bit sorrowful, but I stood firm and looked down at her. Mom then replied, "For starters, can you please take a seat?"
Again I sighed as I plopped down by her side.
"Kory..." my mother said. "We need to have another talk."
I barked, "Pffft. What did I do now?"
"It's not what you did. It's what you're not doing. You've been ignoring me ever since we had that talk."
"Well!" I said. "How did you think I was going to act afterward? I mean, I did reveal to you how I felt, and I thought we both were on the same page. But it wasn't until the next day that you decided to smash all my hopes of showing you just how much you meant to me."
"Kory!" Mom barked. "That isn't what happened, and you know it. I think I explained very plainly why I felt we had to stop."
"Well, that was how I felt afterward. I mean, you never allowed me to explain why I felt you were wrong about it all!" I exclaimed.
Mom replied, "What could you have possibly said to me that would make me think it was anything but inappropriate for us to have done that?"
"For starters. How about the fact that you've been fantasizing about me also? Not to mention that you appeared to be enjoying what we were doing just as much as I was. I mean, you did come on my fingers, you know."
"Hold on, Mr., I never said I didn't enjoy what we did. God knows I loved it. That's not the problem." Mom rebutted. "Do you actually think it was easy for me to tell you we had to stop? It wasn't! In fact... I... I...
Mom started to cry. She held her face in her hands, and I felt like a heel. My heart was opening up again. I wanted to make her feel better and, as I put my arm over her shoulder, said, "I'm sorry, Mom. Please don't cry. I never meant to make you feel this way."
Mom looked up at me with her tear-filled eyes. She then sat up and quickly hugged me. Then, with her head on my shoulder, she said, "Oh, Kory... I can't stand that you hate me now."
"Mom," I replied. "I can never hate you. I love you."
I eased myself back until she looked at my face and, while I wiped the tears from her cheeks, said, "Don't you see? That's my problem. I don't just love you, Mom. I want you. I want you more than anything, and it's killing me that it won't ever happen."
Mom lunged forward and kissed me hard on the lips. I was initially surprised, but then I embraced her body while letting my mouth welcome her kiss. Passionately we kissed, and as we did, I could feel my hunger building for her.
Only my mother suddenly pulled away. With her hands pressed into my chest, she sighed. Oh no. No, no, no. Not again. She quickly rose, and I could tell she was about to bolt away, and I yelled,
"What the hell, Mom!"
Slowly she turned and pouted, "I'm sorry, Kory." Her head shook as she said, "I shouldn't have done that. God, I'm so confused."