Mercedes laughed. In the darkness, it seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere. It was a slight, musical sound. It hardly seemed as if the hand pressed against my belly, nails dug in for leverage owned both. Then, she said the phrase my conscience had been screaming at me, in exactly the same tone as my inner voice.
"Brian, we already are."
Then I could feel her heat wrapped around me in a tight, wet grip as she slowly pushed her hips down on mine, sliding me into her with an ease that seemed to practiced, too natural. My hands rose to grip her waist reflexively, finding that certain sweet spot where I could guide her without taking away control. Again, she spoke with the voice of my conscience.
"It's like we were made for each other."
Somewhere behind the nattering voice of my conscience, in a place reserved for light-of-day logic, I was fully aware that, as a man and a woman, we were made for each other. There was nothing magical happening here, nothing special. We were just two people who had given in to the same animal urges that had pushed humanity along since the dawn of time.
However, when I felt her tense under my hands, and begin to rock back and forth, working me into the secret places inside of her, it felt like destiny was at work. I was where I belonged. I was home.
That thought led to another, then another, each more damning than the last. But the sensation of Lisa's wet grip sliding along the length of my shaft pushed those thoughts out of my mind, or so far back that they couldn't be heard. At least, until Lisa whispered out loud to me and the darkness the very thought I'd been trying to ignore.