- The other part of me liked it...
His confession sent an intense shiver down my spine. My excitement took possession of my body. I opened my mouth before refusing to say the first thing that came into my head. I didn't want to rush her.
- I couldn't stop thinking about it all day yesterday... I confessed, my voice distorted by the desire for intimacy with her.
- I'm not completely comfortable with the idea, but... I feel like I'm brushing against the forbidden. Right now, I'm feeling needy, lonely, eager to discover new things, she whispered, more to herself than to me.
- You know you can trust me...
- I know, Max. But whatever's on your mind right now, I can't satisfy it. At least... not now. However...
- However?
She turned to me and came close enough for me to feel the warmth of her body. We were back to the days of adolescent pillow talk. This complicity made my heart beat even faster. The idea of discovering her thoughts, her fantasies, her desires, it drove me crazy.
- I think...I want us to discover each other's universe, she says with a little smile.
- How's that?
- Your world is pornography. These very visual films, these very raw images, these screams, these raw fantasies. I'm curious to find out what turns you on. Makes you hard. Makes you come.
- Hmmm... and yours?
I let out a moan of pleasure without even realizing it. Unconsciously, I stroked my sex under the comforter.
- I like to imagine things. Building my movie, the scenes, the characters, the acts. I can explore all sorts of impossible things, play out my most unspeakable fantasies, because my mind knows no bounds.
- It's all very tempting...
- I need to think about what I'd like to do for my world...but tonight I'd like to start with yours...
- What do you have in mind Emma?
- Why don't you give me a guided tour of your favorite categories on the naughty sites? I want to see you enjoy yourself. It'd make me feel more intimate with you, without us having to...well...you know?
- I understand, I'm not going to turn my back on that, even if it will be the first time I've jerked off in front of a girl.
- You've got to start sometime... she concluded with a mischievous smile.
Her eyes sparkled in the pale light projected by my smartphone. I didn't need to start any film to feel like coming already. The temptation was even stronger when she nestled her head in the hollow of my neck and let her hands caress my torso with sensuality and tenderness. I entered the address of my favorite X site, trying to disperse my attention on all the crude images unveiling themselves before my eyes. She scrolled through the various categories with me, without really learning anything. Emma listened to me, without saying a word, complicit and curious.
- Ah, that one looks expensive, she laughed, pointing to a white woman in a threesome with two black men.
- It's not really my style, you see, the "Amateurs" category is more natural.
- Let me see.