She pulled over into a parking lot a few blocks away from his apartment. Her hands were shaking, and she could feel tears building up. They had talked briefly a couple days ago for the first time in three months. She thought about turning around and heading home but she knew she couldn't do that to him. She wasn't really sure what to expect, would he be happy to see her or pissed because she had totally put him out of her life for the last three months. She wanted to at least talk to him and tell him everything that had been going on. She just hoped he would be receptive to listening to her at the least. Jill pulled back out onto the road and in what seemed like no time was at his place. She got out of the car took a deep breath. "Here we go." She said to herself.
It had started about a year ago when she dropped by to see her sister Debbie and her son Joel. Joel and her had always been close, she had two daughters so always treated him as the son she never had. Joel was an awkward kid growing up, very shy, never got into sports, kind of geeky as her own daughters put it. College had done wonders for him, his first year he shot up from 5'11" to 6'3" and he had started to work out slowly adding muscle to his skinny frame. Now at age 22 he had totally transformed into a lean 6'4" guy that she was sure turned the heads of most ladies when he walked into a room. His mom Debbie was ultra religious so Joel had turned to her for dating advice. At first it was more how to ask someone out but soon turned to how to let a girl down easy. He seemed to have no interest in a serious relationship and she had discouraged him from doing so and to concentrate on having fun and getting his education.
Joel greeted her with a big hug and innocent peck on the cheek. Today was a little bit of a sad occasion for her as Joel would be moving about an hour and a half away to pursue his masters degree. They all chatted over lunch and Jill couldn't suppress her constant smile as Joel talked about his future. She felt like a proud mother listening to the plans of her favorite nephew.
"Hey what am I going to do now for my relaxation massages" Jill shot out as it hit her how far he was going to be moving from home. Joel had taken some massage classes during school to make some extra money and had built up quite the list of customers in a few years. Jill stopped by weekly at least for some work on her neck and upper back and always felt better after.
" A few of my clients said they were going to make the trip down, so I guess you will have to do the same aunty". Joel laughed as he looked at his frowning aunt.
"They are going to drive 90 miles to get a massage".
"Hey I'm good, you've only gotten the upper body, my full massages are very popular".
"Let me guess it's the older desperate housewife's who are going to make the drive so they can feel your hands on them" Jill laughed.
Her sister didn't seem to like that comment and Jill apologized as her sister shook her head.
"I'm just kidding you know that, you are very good and I guess I will have to try a real massage from ya one of these days. Maybe when you come home for the holidays".
"Deal" Joel smiled. "You'll be driving down to see me after that though". Ill even give ya a discount since were related".
"Your to sweet" Jill laughed "I'm really going to miss you"
Over the next six months she only got to see Joel a handful of times. She always made a point to catch him while he was home for any reason. She loved hearing about his experiences in college, his new place, he had really turned into an interesting young man. She got to indulge a couple times in his full body massages also. Both times his mother was present and they would all talk as she relaxed on the massage table he had brought home with him so he could get in a few of his clients while he was closer to them. Jill loved the full treatment and soon found herself thinking about driving down just to get her fix. Joel always told her he would love to see her anytime and he thought she would find it even more relaxing without his mom being there. He was probably right she thought, her sister always seemed to make her feel uncomfortable. There was never anything even remotely sexual about the massages but it was nice to feel Joel's strong hands work on her. Jill's husband had seemed to lose interest in her sexually let alone to give her a massage. Her sex life had boiled down to giving her over weight husband head a couple times a month and if she was lucky five to ten minutes of intercourse until he got off. Joel always complimented her on how fit she was and even though he was related it was still nice to hear from a man. She did get some attention from others; she was still in pretty good shape for a 48 year old. The thought of straying outside of her marriage had also crossed her mind but she didn't think she would ever have the nerve to do it. A couple months ago after a office party and a few to many glasses of wine her and another coworker made out in his car after. She was a little tipsy and if he hadn't got a call from his wife wondering where he was they probably would have ended up in a hotel somewhere. Steve did manage to bring her to an intense orgasm just fingering her and sucking on her nipples though. She was shocked how hot she got just feeling another man's hands roam over her body. They talked frequently after and although both seemed to want more Jill got cold feet and decided that it probably wasn't a good idea. The experience had fueled her libido though and she found herself masturbating often thinking about having another man other than her husband. Her work friend wasn't so easily discouraged but was sly about it and their relationship had turned into a lot of teasing with seemingly innocent comments around the office. Jill was finding it harder and harder to not agree to a discreet meeting with him to finally satisfy her curiosity. The thought of having an affair with Steve really turned her on but the thought of getting caught always brought her back to reality. She loved her husband he was a good guy but she just needed more and he seemed more and more like he had lost interest in her.
Over the next couple of months she found it getting harder to resist Steve's advances and his latest suggestion had her seriously considering her first affair. Steve's wife was going out of town for a long weekend and he had invited her over for drinks and we will see what happens, no pressure meeting.
The thought of it was very intriguing and she sat on the couch one night fighting the temptation to pick up her cell and agree to meet him while his wife was away. She was deep in thought when the ringing of her phone startled her.
"Aunt Jill how are ya" She fought to clear her head and didn't even recognize the voice. "You there"
"Yes sweetie I'm sorry just daydreaming here how's my favorite nephew?"
"I'm good thanks. Hey mom told me to call ya, they are having an art exhibition this weekend near campus and she thought you might be interested."
"Really that sounds interesting" her mind was going a mile a minute. If she went down that would at least get her far enough away that she felt she could resist the urge to go see Steve. But he would also probably be really mad that she was blowing off this opportunity to finally get together with little risk of getting caught.
"Hello"
"Joel I'm sorry been a little crazy here let me give it some thought and I will call ya back. I'm not real crazy about the idea of driving three hours in one day."
" No problem and you can spend the night here if ya want, my roommate is going home for the long weekend."
"Ok I will call ya back soon."
