The train journey took two hours, and I sat staring out of the carriage window, oblivious to the countryside flashing by, oblivious to other passengers, oblivious to everything except thoughts of my daughter Wendy.
It had begun when my wife was killed in a car crash when Wendy was seventeen. I was devastated β it had been a terrific marriage, not least for the fantastic sex, where nothing had been taboo.
Wendy seemed to grow up overnight, taking charge and looking after everything. She was wonderful, comforting me and running the household, cleaning and cooking while I tried to come to terms with what had happened. At the funeral she'd put her arms round me and hugged me with tears in her eyes.
'Don't worry, Daddy β I'll take care of you,' she'd whispered.
Gradually, we'd settled down to a routine, and life more or les returned to normal. But then I became aware of changes in Wendy. She no longer went out with boyfriends, seeming to prefer to stay at home with me. Secretly, I was glad β I'd always resented her having boyfriends, imagining them kissing her and pawing her young body, perhaps even fucking her β¦
Also, as summer approached, Wendy began to wear fewer and more revealing clothes β very short skirts that showed off her bare legs, skimpy tops and half-unbuttoned blouses, and she rarely wore a bra around the house, apparently unmindful of the fact that her nipples were often clearly defined through whatever she was wearing.
When she was younger, I'd often guiltily enjoyed seeing her in her school uniform, with its very short skirts showing off her long, bare legs, and occasionally being rewarded by a glimpse of her knickers, and watching her budding breasts starting to strain against her blouses and sweaters. She'd always been very affectionate, sitting on my lap and cuddling me, often pressing her breasts against me, with her skirt sliding up as she wriggled into a more comfortable position. This often resulted in her bottom pressing against my involuntary erection, and sometimes I couldn't resist resting my hand on her bare thigh. Now, her innocent affection and careless display of her body had an even greater effect on me, but Wendy seemed completely unaware of my frequent arousal.
On her eighteenth birthday I took her out to dinner to celebrate. She wore a short, low-cut black dress and high heels, she'd had her hair done, made her face up and put on some of her mother's jewellery, and she looked very grown-up and sophisticated. I couldn't take my eyes off her, and when we danced she moulded her soft body against me and I tried to prevent her feeling my growing erection. I don't know if I succeeded completely, because she squeezed my hand and gave me a sly smile.
When we got home she threw her arms round my neck and thanked me for a lovely evening, and for the first time gave me a long kiss on the mouth. Her tender lips felt tantalizingly inviting, and it was all I could do to gently free myself and say goodnight.
After that, it seemed natural for us to regularly kiss each other on the lips, usually briefly, but sometimes a little longer than necessary, and our hands would touch and we seemed to brush against each other more and more frequently.
We often ate at the breakfast bar in the kitchen, sitting side by side on stools, which gave me repeated glimpses of her cleavage, and our legs would touch or her breast might sometimes brush against my arm. One morning Wendy accidentally spilled orange juice on her tight-fitting white tee-shirt. I'd already noticed that for once she was wearing a bra β it was black, and fully discernible through the thin material.
'Shit!' she cried, and peeled off her tee-shirt, and I saw that the bra in fact consisted of nothing more than scraps of open-mesh almost transparent black lace, and I felt myself stirring as I gazed at her fully visible nipples.
I'm a writer, and I spent most of my time in my study-cum-office working and earning our living. One morning Wendy came in bearing a mug of coffee. She was wearing a pair of abbreviated and very tight shorts, and a white sleeveless blouse, mostly unbuttoned and tied beneath her breasts to expose a large expanse of bare midriff.
'Still working on the novel, Daddy?' she smiled, and stood beside me, riffling through what I'd written. Then she pulled back my chair slightly and sat on my lap, thumbing through the pages. I was acutely aware of her bare thighs and midriff, and when I glanced down I saw that most of her left breast was visible. I rested my hand on her waist as I reached past her to pick up the coffee, and Wendy whistled softly.
'I like this bit, Daddy!' She wriggled her bottom on my lap, and I left my hand where it was on her waist, enjoying the feel of her warm bare skin.
'"Paul rolled her swollen nipple between his forefinger and thumb, squeezing it and then tugging it lightly,"' she read. '"Darling β that feels wonderful! β but β but don't be so gentle! Be rough with me! Yes! Like that!"'
Wendy smiled at me roguishly. 'Can I read some more juicy stuff, Daddy?'
'No!' I said with pretended sternness. 'Go away and let me do some work!'
She pouted, and slid off my lap. 'You're a meanie, Daddy! I was just starting to enjoy myself!'
So was I, I thought, but I just growled: 'And you're a naughty girl!'
Her shorts were strained across her beautifully rounded bottom, and I slapped her playfully. Wendy caught her breath, and then she giggled. '"Darling β that feels wonderful! β but β but don't be so gentle! Be rough with me!"' she quoted.
I grinned, and smacked her again, much harder this time.
She hesitated, then leaned forward to kiss me swiftly, but not before I looked down her blouse. Not only were her breasts completely visible, but I saw that her nipples were jutting rigidly. 'I β I think I could get to like you doing that to me, Daddy,' she whispered, and then she straightened and walked to the door, while I stared at her gently swaying bottom, imagining spanking it properly, minus shorts and panties β¦
I tried to concentrate on what I was doing, but all I could think of was my daughter squirming delightfully against my erection, and my hand feeling her soft smooth skin, while we joked about sexual dialogue, and I found myself dreaming of spanking her bare bottom β¦
It was a Saturday, and at lunchtime I suggested going out to a pub for a glass of beer and a sandwich. I was disappointed to see that Wendy had put on a bra, but I could still stare at her gleaming bare thighs and take pleasure in admiring her cleavage.