As we were drying off, she asked if it was OK to bring her stuff to the master bath when we were done. This brought up the elephant in the room. I had considered last night a single, 'special occasion.' Beth clearly thought that she and I would be sleeping together on a regular basis. She had broken up with her boyfriend shortly before graduation. They didn't have a fight or anything; they just decided that, since they were going to different colleges in the fall, they should transition to 'just friends' when they weren't seeing each other regularly at school. Beth's refusal to fuck him probably contributed to his accepting the arrangement - apparently her (excellent) BJ's weren't enough for him. For now, she and I were both 'single.' If we were going to be sleeping together regularly, it could continue almost indefinitely since she had a full-ride scholarship at one of the top soccer programs in the country, which happened to be in our home town - Portland. She was one of four girls from her high school team who had accepted Soccer scholarships to the University of Portland (the other three were Karen, Shannon and Jackie), and the four of them had arranged to share a 'suite' (two bedrooms connected to a common bathroom) together. They had all agreed to cover for each other in terms of bed-checks, and wouldn't question where anyone spent the night. One of the few rules was that males could not spend the night in the suite.
At this point my cock was saying "go for it. She's hotter than any of the dates you've had in the last 4 years, and you've already identified 2 shared kinks." Beth enjoyed receiving and giving oral sex, and last night she expressed interest in watching me pee. Cathy didn't really share my interest in either kink. Occasionally when we showered together, she would let me watch her pee. She seemed to enjoy having me go down on her but was not eager to return the favor. Cathy had never tasted herself, while Beth stated that she had, and found that she liked it. The pee fetish was a bit more tenuous -- I know I was into it, but Beth had only mentioned that she liked watching me. The sex we shared last night was incredible. I don't remember ever cumming more than twice in one session. The blow-job she gave me was one of the best I have ever had, and she seemed eager to learn whatever I was willing to share with her.
On the other hand, I had to consider her future. Although I didn't see her as my daughter (last night was sufficient proof of that) the fact remained that she was, and her best interests were my primary responsibility. "Beth, we need to talk about this. I want to start by saying that I love you - as Beth. I loved Joan in the same way as any father loves his 'little girl.' As Beth, you are my lover, with everything that implies. Although you no longer see me as your father - and to be honest - last night would have been a lot different if I still saw you as my daughter, that doesn't change the facts. As much as I would like to take you as my wife, the LGBTQ cause has no plans to include 'Incest' in their campaign for marriage equality. Prior to last night, I was in complete agreement with them on that point. After last night, I've had second thoughts, but nature itself is on their side, and you should know that I'm reluctant to argue with 'Mother Nature.' Incest is about the only universal taboo - and you know enough genetics to understand why."
Beth clearly understood what I was saying and, just as clearly, wasn't happy about it. "The taboo is from the increased likelihood of deformities. You've had a vasectomy, so you can't get me pregnant."
"So you don't plan on ever having children? Yes, I know there are ways around it. Your cousin Janet and her wife have two children. The children have two loving parents, but they will never know their 'biological father.' Growing up with two Mommies or two Daddies is now accepted. Coming from a household where Mommie is living with Grandpa would be different. Besides the issue of children, I'm obviously old enough to be your father and, despite advances in medical technology, I will likely die some 40 years before you do. You remember your grandmother, but you never really met my mother. Because of Alzheimer's, the person who raised me was gone by the time you were old enough to remember her. My father died when he was 66, and she was a widow until she died some 30 years later. For 20 years, she did all the things they had planned to do together, but she was alone. She sometimes had a friend with her, but it's not the same as sharing an experience with someone you love."
Beth seemed to realize that I had a point. Regardless of our feelings, we would be fighting Mother Nature.
I then thought of a middle road that placated my loudest internal voice (that of my cock) while satisfying my parental instincts. "Let's try this: For this summer we can sleep together when you're here. When school starts, you have to start dating guys from school - being on the soccer team should be a major asset to that end. You can spend an occasional weekend with me or your Mom, but you have to spend approximately equal time with both of us. If you spend the night here, you will sleep in your room, and I'll sleep in mine. In essence, this is a 'summer affair' with no extensions. You were able to break up with David, and this will have to be like that. I will also have to find a suitable fuck-buddy when you start school.
"While you are looking for a boyfriend, remember that being known as a slut is bad, but being thought of as 'easy' is worse. The latter can be dangerous when you say 'no.' Knowing what I do about the friends you're rooming with, they'll help with that.
"When you find a boyfriend your age - or at least close, he has precedence. You shouldn't (I was tempted to say 'aren't allowed to') compare him to me - especially in bed. I have about 25 years more experience in pleasing women than he will. While you're pleasing him, you can encourage him to be a better lover. Some women won't tell their partners how to please them, thinking it may hurt a guy's feelings. I've always encouraged them to let me know what they like, since every woman is different. Although you didn't say much in the bedroom last night, your body spoke volumes. In the shower this morning, you didn't say a word save the occasional moan, but again your body told me what to do. You mentioned last night that you masturbate and you can use your experience from that as a guide as well. If he's, pardon the pun, 'rubbing you the wrong way,' tell him. Say 'I get hot when I touch myself like this' or something like that. If a guy doesn't care enough to listen when you tell him what you like, he isn't worth your time. The same applies to boys who think they know your body better than you do.
"Either way, he's not nearly as bad as the 'if you loved me you'd let me' assholes I warned you about a few years ago, but if he's not interested enough to listen to you in bed, it's unlikely he'll care about your needs elsewhere. It took me a more than a few years to catch the non-verbal signals, and again, every woman is different. You could easily fake an orgasm with most guys. Don't, but tell him how to give you the real thing. I don't think you could 'fake it' with me, and your orgasm makes mine so much better. We can both work on 'training the trainer' over the summer."
Beth thought about it, and finally responded. "I think that will work, but I'm not keen on the idea of you and me being a 'summertime fling.' Coaching a guy about sex seems odd, but David didn't hesitate in giving me pointers about going down on him. I can also see how it would help. I especially like that 'training the trainer' bit."
To celebrate finding a 'solution' to the dilemma, I threw my towel on the bed and sat back on it. Beth didn't need any encouragement to climb onto my lap. She grabbed my cock and guided it into her pussy as she scooted forward with her knees hugging my waist. If she's going to find a boyfriend, she might as well know as many options as I can cover in the time we had. An advantage to this particular configuration is that she can set the pace. She started by shifting her ass around a bit, discovering how she could shift my cock inside herself. After that, she raised herself almost tentatively for the first couple strokes, but was soon slamming herself onto my shaft. She lifted herself to just short of the point that I would slip out of her, then drop quickly enough that the bed bounced under me. Once again, her strength as a soccer player helped her out. I've shared this position with other women, but none came close to matching Beth's power or stamina (although the latter trait wasn't really an issue). While marveling at her strength, I was also savoring the feeling of her sex surrounding mine. Her vagina hugged my cock with moist warmth. When she lifted herself, I could feel the coolness of the room on my exposed shaft. This only made her engulfing me that much more pleasurable. Her breasts were small, but large enough to bounce when she landed on me. We both had just showered, but I could easily smell her arousal. Even the sound of her butt cheeks slamming my thighs only increased the pleasure.
As with her previous orgasms, she whimpered as she came and her pussy's reaction pulled me with her. As she came, she fell forward and hugged me, squeezing her breasts against my chest as we shared a coffee-flavored kiss. Afterwards, she rotated herself for a quick 69 - insisting that we make up for the opportunity missed in the shower to 'clean each other.' I may have ended up cleaner, and I sucked some of my cum out of her, but she was as wet afterwards as she was before. When she was done sucking me, she asked if other guys would cum when she did. I explained how her orgasm set me off -- and why I doubted she could fake an orgasm with me. I said that it may happen with other lovers, but she was the first woman who could set me off like she did. We then got dressed and headed out to the kitchen to finish the coffee and grab breakfast.
It was time to bring up my earlier idea. I asked her if she had plans for the day. "Karen and I were talking about maybe going shopping or something, but never finalized anything. Did you have something in mind?"