My son was taking the death of his father very hard. They were great friends as well as father and son. Billy would look forward to being with his father as a best friend on weekends. They would go off to spend the night in the mountains fishing or just camping out by the lake. So when Greg was taken from us so quickly with out warning the shock was even greater.
It was about a week after the funeral that this all started. I should have seen it coming and stopped it or maybe I would have even encouraged it who knows now.
Like I have often heard it said “We can not change those things that are meant to be.”
So maybe it was meant to be or maybe not. I really don’t know but what I do know is neither myself nor my son want to change things now. We find it highly exciting, erotic and very loving to live this kind of life style.
It was late summer so Billy and I have been talking about where he wants to go to college. There is an excellent Junior College right here in town or if he wants to get away there is one over at Bay City just as good.
Bay City is only a few hundred miles away and he can make it home when eve he wants to. I was hoping he would choose to live at home and go to school right here.
I had bought Billy a new car with some of the insurance money. So he took me for a ride and we ended up at the River Side Motel and restaurant.
We were seated off to the side way from the main flow of waiters and the regulars. It was nice to get out and it was nice to see my son finely getting his mind on other things.
Billy is nineteen but looks older so when the waiter asked for our drink order I did not object when Billy ordered a high ball. I ordered a Manhattan on the rocks. I also got the idea that the waiter thought Billy was my date rather than my son. This made me feel good for two reasons. One I felt that maybe I looked good enough and looked young enough to date a boy his age. Secondly it made me feel as if I could get on with my life and maybe even start dating again some day but not this soon.
Through dinner Billy reminded me this was the weekend he and his Dad always went up to the Lake for a few days of camping before he had to go back to school. I know Billy looked forward to these days and I wondered if I could take him camping and be as good a friend as his father had been.
We talked about school, cars and then what life would be like now for him and later for me. Billy said he would understand if I wanted to start dating after all I was still young.
I am forty-two and as Billy said “Mom you’re a very beautiful lady.”
I had never considered my self beautiful but I did know I had a better figure than many of my friends of the same age. True I had had only one child and my best girl friend had three so maybe that accounted for the difference. I also worked out at the city gym twice a week and more often when Billy and his Dad were off on a trip.
These boy Dad trip with out mother started when Billy was about twelve and after a couple I found my self with too much time on my hands.
I went shopping and visiting my old school friends. Then I volunteered at the hospital but that was not for me. I can not stand to see people sick. So I started going to the city gym to work out.
The very first night I met a wonderful lady named Karen. We hit it off and she showed me all the ways to make a fool of myself. Then she pointed out a body builder named Tony she knew very well. Tony was in his early twenties while Karen and I were both thirty-one.
That of course was ten years ago.
That first night at the gym was also my third night alone so when Karen asked me out for a drink I accepted.
We each drove our own cars and met at the Hotel Bradley down town. Karen has an apartment near there and knew the hotel bar very well. She introduced me to the young bartender and a few of her regular friends. Every one was so nice I felt like a real member of this social order almost at once.
I also found this group to be very risqué and to tease a lot. Dirty jokes were common place and I was soon being picked on as well. It made me feel so welcome. I started to accept when strangers asked me to dance.
Before long Tony showed up and joined the group. But I saw many of the other guys fade off when Tony showed up. I got the feeling he and Karen were a thing. I thought I should also get going and leave these two on there own. But Karen insisted I stay so I did.
Tony asked me to dance and by this time I was feeling pretty good so when he pressed his very hard erection on my leg I welcome that too.
We returned to the booth and I found myself between Karen and Tony. I had both hands on top of the table but felt two hands on me one on either thigh.
It did not bother me and I laughed about it with them.
Then they got a little bolder and each found a tit to play with. I asked Karen if she liked my breasts and she said she would like to see me naked on her bed with black silk sheets. Some how this did not seem strange either and I asked if Tony was going to join us.
Karen said if I wanted him too he would.
I said “It would be impolite to leave Tony here in his condition.”
We laughed and left the bar headed for Karen’s apartment. I don’t know why I let myself be lead down the path of adultery but it never occurred to me that what I was about to do was wrong.
Once in Karen’s apartment Tony put on a record and took me in his powerful arms to dance. Karen joined us in a slow dance and as we moved around both she and Tony slowly removed my blouse, skirt and bra to leave me in panties and shoes.
Karen took me into her arms and she kissed me full on the mouth while caressing my bare breasts. Tony I saw was dropping his cloths across the room.
He returned to hold me from behind slipping his cock up between my legs. He reached around to capture each breast. Still dancing it was very strange to feel his muscles pressed to my back as we dance. It was also very erotic and arousing.