I was born and raised in the hills of Tennessee in an old share cropper's house. It was on the edge of a farm but we were not sharecroppers. My mom, my aunt, my cousin (a female), and I lived together in the old house. We lived on a little welfare and food stamps and what little bit money my Mom and Aunt could make whoring in town. The little old house had four rooms, 2 bedrooms, a living room, and a kitchen. The kitchen had a wood burning stove for cooking, but it also served to heat the house in the winter time. Cooking? Well, if you could call it that, because most times, we didn't have a lot to eat. Many days, we had breakfast of biscuits and gravy and dinner of biscuits and gravy, because flour was cheap and the milk we got from the farmer we rented from.
Our moms took turns going to town and hitting the bars and picking up a 'John'. Both women would have been very good looking women and would have made great moms and wives under different circumstances.
The truth of the matter was that my Grandfather got drunk one time too many, on moonshine whisky and went on a killing rampage because someone kicked his ass for fucking with his daughter. As the story was told to me, grandpa was then about 30 yrs old and had found a neighbor farmer's daughter out in a pasture field, chasing butterflies and caught her and raped her. It just so happened that the girl's mom was watching her from the kitchen window in her house and saw the whole thing. The girl was in her early teens then. Grandpa killed four people in that rampage. He killed the man who had kicked his ass, the man's wife and daughter and the first deputy sheriff that arrived on the scene.
Back in those days, women stayed home and kept house and cooked and canned and sewed. The men went to school until they needed to go to work. My grandmother had a 3rd grade education. Of course grandpa was killed in an ensuing shootout with the county sheriff and his deputies. My grandmother then was left with no support and two daughters to raise. They had by then made it to the 6th grade and the other children were so mean to them that they had to leave school for fear of being beaten everyday by different students. Of course the teachers didn't care either. Everyone hated them for what grandpa had done. Of course they had nothing to do with that at all, but the whole family was condemned for it. Grandma had a cow and some chickens and little garden plot that she owned. They grew as much food as they could and the state gave them some staples. When the two girls were old enough to know what was going on, they started whoring in the bars in town for some money for clothes and some food. Of course some of the men treated them badly, knowing who they were and all. So Mom and Aunt Bette grew up angry at the world and especially at men. They never married, and of course Pam (My cousin) and I have no idea who our fathers are. Our mothers don't either. Pam and I grew up, basically, in a whorehouse. Many times we were sent out in the yard to play, while someone had his way with one of our mothers. Even at night, if two men showed up at our house, Pam and I were put on mats on the kitchen floor so our moms could use both beds.
When Pam and I got a little older, we would fake sleep until they got in the bed and then we would sneak in and watch them. Pam and I 'grew up' earlier than most educated kids do.
Our moms had spent a lot of time teaching us about the world outside our house since we had turned 17. The farmer that owned the house we lived in had been kind enough to let me hang around the farm while they worked. Now and then he would give me some spending money for helping him. I learned a lot of common sense things from him. I learned how to work and how important work was to a man.
I already knew that my mom and my aunt would pay the rent by 'taking care' of him and his wife and not telling anyone. Back then women didn't go to bed with other women. But the farmer's wife seemed to love it a lot! She would bring a basket of vegetables to our house about once a week. Then one of them would take her to the bedroom and 'take care' of her needs. The farmer was there once each week too. The women took turns 'taking care' of him.
Many times Pam and I would sneak and watch the women at work.
When Pam and I turned 18, our moms told us it was time to learn how to take care of ourselves, as we would soon be leaving home and would be on our own. Our moms took us in the bedroom one night and told us that it was time to learn the facts of life. We were both stripped naked and since I was the only male in the house, they used me for training both myself and Pam. First, Aunt Bette stood me by the bed and had Pam sit on the floor in front of me. There was no shyness because we bathed together all the time and slept together too. Aunt Bette then gave Pam lessons in how to give a 'proper' blow job. When I orgasmed, I thought I would explode from the inside! I was exhausted and didn't understand why. Then mom got Pam on the bed and taught her how to 'properly' take care of a woman. That made me so horny that in minutes, I was stiff and hard again. Aunt Bette came up with a condom and put it on me and then both moms made sure that I 'properly' fucked my cousin. She was a virgin, of course, and they helped me get through hurting my cousin. Both Pam and I sure liked that feeling! We were given lessons nightly for about three weeks and then they told us that they thought we were ready to be on our own. They gave us two old suitcases they had picked up at the Salvation Army and we packed our rags in them. Our moms gave us what little cash they had managed to scrape together and on Saturday morning Pam and I kissed our moms goodbye.
We walked for the couple of miles to the main highway and started hitch-hiking. We had heard that if we went to the right (east) when we got to the highway, we could go to North Carolina. So that is what we did. Soon a farmer picked us up in his pickup truck. We had to sit in the back, because his wife was in the front. But we made it to North Carolina and 'the other side of the mountain'. The kind farmer dropped us off in the middle of a town. We walked around town and when it got close to dark, we found us a place in stand of trees at the edge of town and sat down and ate the cornbread and slice of ham mom had packed for us. When it was dark, we laid down together and for the first time in my life, Pam cried on my shoulder. I held her and promised her that I would always take care of her. She took off her jeans and spread her legs and said "Ok, but I hope it don't hurt any more. Seeing her take her clothes off this time did make me feel different and I got a hard-on watching her. We made love there on the ground and then she put her clothes back on and we snuggled up and went to sleep.
On Sunday, we walked around town some more and someone directed us to the Salvation Army shelter. We spent two days and three nights there. That was where we took our first shower. We had never seen one before. It was pretty neat!
The kind and loving people at the Salvation Army gave us some decent clothes and let us select a city that we would like to go to. It was difficult faking it with them, because it was all I could do to read simple words and reading a map was something I had never even seen before. I told them we needed to go somewhere where I could get a job and earn a living. The lady was very nice and talked about a town in South Carolina and how it was warmer there and there was plenty of farm work.
She thought Pam and I were married because we had the same last name. We never told her different because we thought it was a good idea to be married. Anyway, the people at the Salvation Army gave us bus tickets to South Carolina and we went to the bus station and they put us on a bus. I told the driver to tell us when we got there because we had never been there before. He looked at us kind of funny but said he would.
We traveled through a few big cities and then the next evening we stopped at a gas station and the driver told us this was the spot. It was a little village and there was a lot of farm equipment around. We got off and decided it was too late to go looking for a job so we walked till we found a building that looked like a barn, but there was no house close by. So we went in and bedded down and slept for the night.