Alrighty, this one's got incest (f/d), impregnation, a first time, reluctance, and some good ol' size kink. I might write a second part for this, so potentially stay tuned?
Hope you enjoy!
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I can't wait to start college.
I mean, seriously: how long can one summer feel? Infinitely long, apparently.
Honestly, I think doing manual labor would be more fun than my current situation. Hell, I'd go paint some houses for free. Then I'd get to watch paint dry -- a second activity that's more fun than anything I've done recently!
See, I'm barely allowed out of the house. Each parent's got their own shit going on, but apparently the one thing they agree on is keeping me under lock and key. One less potential problem or something, not that I'd ever been a troublemaker at all.
And it especially sucks because it's this one. The summer before college! I'm cute enough, eighteen, and done with high school. Shouldn't I be having at least some fun?
But the universe said no. No fun for you, Sally.
Just endless sudoku.
Gee, thanks, universe.
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I know plenty of people with divorced parents. It's, like, pretty common nowadays, but it seems like all those parents got divorced when their kids were young, so it was normal for all of the kids by the time they were teens.
None of them seemed any weirder than average, which I guess is good. The only time you got any real weirdness was around holidays. Those kids always had some strange shit going on then.
"Hey, want to come to my birthday party?"
"I already said yes."
"No, that was the party my mom's throwing. This is for my dad's party."
"Oh."
That type of strange shit.
Sure, the young kids thing wasn't always the case. But usually.
And then there were my folks: technically not divorced, but clearly heading there. After nineteen years together and eighteen years of raising a kid, they'd had enough.
They're basically never talking, and mom's already half moved out, and I'm here in the middle to mediate.
They had to only have one kid too, of course. It would've been nice if they had given me a pal here, but it was just me, my parents, and the shadow of something that once was.
Spooky.
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Mom's at the house, so dad's gone. Sometimes I wonder if he has a secret second family out there or something. Where else could he be spending this much time?
Honestly, I wouldn't even blame him. He's always been a big family man. Just a lot of dad energy, you know? And we haven't had a successful family dinner in months, so it's not like he's getting a whole lot of that around here.
I had been doing a little bit of aimless walking around the neighborhood, and I don't think mom heard me return. She's on the phone in the kitchen, which was a rarity.
(The closed-door calls in the master bedroom started at around the same time as the mail from divorce lawyers, and she still doesn't think I know anything. She's so funny.)
"The man is a fool," mom says. Wait: this is something I want to hear.
I lean near the door to the kitchen, careful to not make a noise.
"You know I had been suspicious he was having an affair-- Exactly! That's what I'm saying: you must not be a very smart guy if you haven't realized your so-called kid isn't yours for this long-- Well, he'll be single and able to sleep with as many women as he wants soon."
I take it back: I wish I hadn't heard that.
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She was talking about me, right? I'm the "so-called kid." I mean, obviously.
She was talking about me, so that means my dad... isn't my dad.
No way.
He's got to be my dad. He-- He just has to be. He's always been my dad.
The idea that he's not -- that there were any affairs going on, period -- is utterly insane.
Then the doubts start creeping in. Dad's huge, a real big man. Tall, and pretty buff too. A big beard and a hairy chest that used to make all the other girls giggle nervously.
And I'm... not. I'm barely five feet tall, always on the edge of underweight. Which, of course, means no boy has ever given me a second glance: I've got zero tits and zero ass.
He's got dark hair, almost black unless the lighting's perfect. I'm a brunette too, but more caramel than dark chocolate.
I suppose we have some stuff in common: we have the same sense of humor, all the same mannerisms. But you can learn all that by being around someone enough, right?
So yeah, I clearly take after my mom. She's tiny too, though she's got at least some curves. She swears they came from pregnancy, and that's a funny thought. Anyone as small as the two of us must look hilarious pregnant. Just totally disproportionate.
Hell, I had wished to be just a bit more like my dad many times before. What if that was because... I'm not like him at all?
I don't know what I'm going to do.
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The more I think about it, the more I realize: what a crappy thing to do to a man.
Shit, my mom conned him for eighteen years. Admittedly, she picked a hell of a guy, so points to her there. But damn.
I have to tell him, I think, and that's going to blow. I hope he still wants to be my dad.
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Mom and dad have clearly got this separating thing down pat, because mom leaves one morning and dad gets home only a few hours later. Do they, like, have a shared calendar somewhere?
I tell him at dinner that night. It's even harder than I think it's going to be. I stammer out that I didn't mean to overhear this but did, and that she called him a fool, said I wasn't really his.
And he just looks... sad.
He rubs a hand over his face.
"I'm sorry, Sally."
"What?" Why is he apologizing to me?
"I'm sorry you have to be a part of this whole mess."
"Da--" I stop, suddenly unsure if I can still call him that. Now that's a bad thought. "You don't need to be sorry. I'm sorry for you. This seems really bad."
He sighs. "I'll be honest, sweetie: your mom and I are already in the process of separating. I think we've already hurt each other as much as we can. This would've hurt in the past, but now..."
Maybe I've been a bit in denial about it all, because those words kind of hurt. My parents loved each other once.
"Are you-- Are we--" I don't really know what I'm trying to ask, but I need some form of reassurance, I think. I feel like I've lost my mom with this blindsiding news; I can't lose my dad too.
"Oh, Sally," he says, and I look up to see that he's staring at me intently. "Of course. I'm your daddy, and that won't change."
I don't reply, instead offering a small smile. Slowly, I nod. Good.
"Sally, I-- I think we should keep this to ourselves," he adds after a moment.
"Why?"
"It'll just make everything harder. Let me handle this on my own, okay?"
I don't like that at all. I'm angry. I want to be angry, preferably in my mom's general direction. But he's looking imploringly at me, and I trust him so much, so: "Fine."
"Our secret?"