Would You Like to Cum for Mommy?
An offer that I couldn't refuse, my mother volunteered to stroke me while allowing me to see and fondle her naked breasts.
My name is Donald. My friends and my mother call me Donnie. My mother's name is Elizabeth. I call her Liz or Beth. She's forty-eight-years-old.
After my dad left her for a younger woman, it made sense to continue living with my mother. She's as angry over him deserting her as she is lonely without having a man in her life. Unable to afford my own place and with her unable to financially survive on her own, it made sense to continue living together. With me being a grown man, unless a woman that I picked up in a bar invited me to her place, my chances of getting laid while living with my mother were slim to nil.
As every 24-year-old man is without a woman in his life, I'm horny. Oddly enough, even though I'm sexually attracted to my mother, I never thought of her being sexually attracted to me. I never thought of her being horny. Other than having had sex with her husband, I never imagined her having sex with anyone else. After all, she wasn't just any woman; she was my mother.
Then, something that I was curious to know, I wondered if she masturbates herself. I doubted if she played with herself. Then, I wondered if she had toys, a vibrator, and/or a dildo. Nah, she wouldn't do that. She's too busy cooking, cleaning, and doing laundry. My mother doesn't think about sex in the way that I continually think about sex.
Then, going to the dark side, I wondered if she sucked my father's cock. Unlike the whores of today who'd rather give a man a blowjob than French kiss him, many women from her generation didn't suck cock. Definitely, she'd never take my dad's prick in her mouth. I can't imagine her blowing him. She's not that kind of a woman. She's not a cocksucking whore. She's my mother.
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My mom is beautiful. She's a tall, busty redhead. Especially with me, a man who no longer has a girlfriend, what son wouldn't be sexually attracted to a mother who looks like her? She's a real MILF. Only, even though I masturbate over imagining her without her clothes and having sex with me, I can't go there. She's my mom. Having sex with her would be wrong.
She has beautiful, blue eyes and freckles. I love older, busty women with red hair, blue eyes, and freckles. Suffice to write, I love my mother but, my sexually frustrating burden to shoulder, I love her not in the way that a son should love his mother. I love her in the way that a man loves a woman. Nothing more than a masturbation fantasy, if only she wasn't my mother, I'd definitely do her. I'd love to have forbidden sex with her.
Whenever I masturbate, which is all of the time, I masturbate over imagining my mother in her short, low-cut, sexy, sheer, and revealing nightgowns. I visualize her in her low-cut bra and her bikini panties. While stroking myself faster and harder, even though I've never seen her in her bra and panties, topless and/or naked, I envision her in her bra and panties, and/or topless and naked.
Only, something that will never happen, I've never seen her without her clothes. Unless she starts dressing with her bedroom door open while dressing and undressing, which she'd never do, I'll never see her in her bra and panties, topless, and/or naked. With her always sitting like a lady with her long legs crossed, and not leaning forward, I've never seen an upskirt peek of her panties or a down blouse view of her cleavage and bra.
With her always wearing a robe over her nightgowns, unless it's stuffy in the apartment, I'll never see her in her sexy nightgown. My favorite thing to imagine while masturbating myself, I stroke myself while imagining her having sex with me. Yet, her giving me incestuous sex will never happen. She's not that kind of woman. My mother is a good woman. She's a lady.
Even though I may think about it, I'd never make a pass at my mother. That's just nasty. I'd never try to sexually seduce her. I wouldn't even know how to do that. She'd throw me out of her house if I did. She'd ask me to leave. I'd be homeless with no place to go.
Ruining everything, and destroying a good thing, she can't afford to live here without my financial help, and I can't afford my own apartment unless I get a roommate. Yet, I can't think of a better roommate than living with my mother. We have a close mother and son bond. Able to entertain one another, when we're not watching TV and movies together, we're playing board games and card games.
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Furthermore, as if I'm living with a live-in maid, a cook, and a laundress, she cleans, cooks, and does the laundry while I work from home. She does all of the grocery shopping and runs all of the errands, too. All that I do is take out the trash, wash and wax her car, and shovel when it snows. A good living arrangement, why ruin things with sex, sex that will never happen between my mom and I? She's not a sexual person. She's my mother.
Instead, when horny and sexually frustrated, embarrassed for her to know, I take a pair of her previously worn panties to bed with me. As if I'm eating my mother's cunt, I sniff and lick them while stroking myself. Then, I cum in her panties, while imagining cumming in her pussy, my mother's cunt.
Having been doing this for years, I remove my cum with a tissue. Then, I return her panties to the dirty, laundry basket. She's never suspected me cumming in her panties. Yet, it excites me to think that she's wearing a clean pair of panties that I had previously ejaculated in them.
I stroke myself while imagining having sex with her. I visualize kissing her. I envision parting her lips with my tongue and French kissing her. I picture myself touching and feeling her through her clothes while making out with her. Only, sexually frustrating to admit, nothing more than a masturbation fantasy, I'll never have sex with my mother and she'll never have sex with me.
She's not a whore, an incestuous whore. She'd never have sex with her son. She's morally modest. She's a churchgoing, and a God fearing woman. While imagining her on her knees and blowing me, the only time she's on her knees is when she's praying.
She's a kind, gentle, good, and generous woman. She volunteers her time at soup kitchens and craft fairs to help the needy, she has a good spirit and a kind heart. She'd help anyone in need. That's just the way that she is. A loving mother like her would never have incestuous sex with her perversely perverted son.
Yet, something that I continually masturbate over, I wished she'd help me. I'm in need. I need to have sex with my mother. I need my mother to help me cum. I need to cum for her.
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