After making plans to meet again on a future date, we started saying our good-byes. Kevin shook Michaels hand, them moved to Sarah to thank her for dinner and kiss her good-bye. As I moved towards Michael to give him a good-bye kiss. He gently pulled me to him and kissed me, his chest pressed against mine. I felt a sense of comfort and security in his presence. His lips were gentle and his tongue soft and un-intrusive. Tremors ran through me at his kiss. He slowly moved his body and face away from mine. He gazed into my eyes as if he was reading the script written on the inner chambers of my soul. With the same tenderness that he kissed me with, he said "Hello", as if this was our initial greeting. Was he talking to the "me" I showed to the world or was he actually talking to my spirit. My face felt hot and my sense of self, flustered. Could he really see within the inner chambers of my soul that I guarded so diligently? I quickly looked away as if in search of Kevin. Only to find that he too was engrossed in the passions of Sarah.
I timidly looked back to Michael and smiled as if to say, "Now what"? He put his hand upon my cheek and gently started stroking my face. Soon he assuredly took me by the hand and guided me to the middle of the living room. As we stood there for what seems like hours. His stare through the windows of my soul caressed my entire body. He seemed to expose my inner being. I fought feverishly within my mind to contain the stability of the walls I build around my heart to keep un-welcomed inhabitants and invaders out. If I allowed Michael to see the real "me", would he hurt me? What was happening? This was supposed to be sex, not a search for a soul mate. But I never have been able to give my sex away without giving a piece of myself. Did I want to give him what he seemed to be evoking out of me. He was sliding his fingertips up and down my arms. I quickly closed me eyes in hope of escaping his gaze. He gently guided my chin upward and told me to look at him. As we gazed into one another eyes, stories were told to one another without a single word being spoken. For some odd reason I felt I could trust him. I wanted to trust him. He possessed a controlled sense of passion that I had only experienced with another woman. Could a man have such a thing? I wanted to find out. So I gave myself a quick pep talk and smashed every bolder to this fortress I had constructed out of fear that others would see the real me and reject me. I let him in. His gaze immediately penetrated every fiber of my existence. I could feel my body heat rising. I could feel my nipples tingle as they pushed against the fabric of my bra. His hand slid over my breast and he squeezed each one gently, instantly making my nipples hard. I moaned out loud as he slide his fingers in between the row of buttons on my blouse to touch my naked skin. He slowly moved closer for what I thought was a kiss, but his lips moved down in a line along my throat to my cleavage. His breath was hot against my skin.
Kevin and Sarah were on the coach and seemed to be enjoying one anothers sweet pleasures as well. Knowing Kevin was happy. I continued to focus on what was turning out to be a life changing experience as well as sexual. Michael slowly unbuttoned each button on my blouse as if to marvel at the unfolding vision before him. His fingers gently traced the edges of my bra. He removed my bra and just looked at me. Repeating over and over, "you are so beautiful". My nipples aching to be touched, I could feel the heat and wetness growing in between my thighs. With the touch of butterflies fluttering wings he finally touched my nipples. I cried out at the instant wave of pleasure that flared through me. As his touch became firmer, the juices from my pussy flowed like a river out between my thighs. He ran his finger just below my belly button, un-buttoning and removed my pants. Never breaking the gaze that had been held between us for so long. He guided me to the floor. Positioning us sitting, facing one another with my legs over lapping his. He placed the palm of his hand against my lower abdomen in the area of my uterus and began to rock his palm firmly back and forth. He was literally fucking me with the palm of his hand from the outside in. Never had I ever experienced anything like this before. The inner walls of my pussy began contracting in search of a hard cock. I could no longer contain myself. The moans of pure ecstasy seeped out of my mouth. I could hear his words through his endless gaze, "Yes, let it go, cum for me." As he continued to rock his palm back and forth, never allowing me out of his hypnotizing gaze. I began pumping my hips and thighs with a slow, deep thrusting motion. He was touching me with his hand and his gaze, on the outside in places on the inside, I had never been touched before. I couldn't stop coming, one wave after another, after another. The juices from my pussy were pouring out as if someone had turned on a water fountain from within me. I had never cum like that before without penetration.