you're
thinking."
She made a very small shake of her head.
"It's that bad?" My other hand went to her neck, lightly stroking with a finger from her chin down into the bit of cleavage her blouse showed.
"Are you sure you should be doing what you're doing--" She glanced around the busy bar-- "I mean, here?"
"Nobody's stopping me." She got the message. But she didn't stop me. So I stopped. I removed my hands from her body, high and low, and took a pull on my drink. It was reverse psychology: I'd glimpsed the disappointment she tried to hide when my hands left her. I was taking possession of her by controlling when I touched her and when she was cast aside.
I asked her a technical question I'd been wondering about, and got an informative mini-seminar. I petted her along her thigh in reward. She was already giving me head, a part of it she didn't typically get to give.
I took her hand, which she'd been writing notes with during the meetings, and began massaging her fingers, one by one. It was easy to tell that she liked it, but she pulled away. I got a look, an opportunity for me to apologize for moving too fast. I didn't take the bait. She finished her drink. Soon her hand returned to mine and I continued, moving to her palm, then wrist.
"What's going to happen?" she asked.
"Anything is possible." I saw again the faraway look she'd shown when I shot my taboo question at her: that recognition. "You're thinking of it again," I stated. We both understood that word, 'it'.
Again the shake.
"It must be mortally embarrassing," I continued. I paused for her to deny it. Silence. "It's that scary? Obscene?"
Her lips parted briefly.
"One advantage of a business relationship," I explained, "is that you quickly learn if someone's reliable and trustworthy." She swallowed and stared at me. Still no response, but I could see that thought simmering in her eyes. "You have a fantasy. Like battle plans, fantasies don't survive contact. But then you break through."
She straightened herself. "I-- I want--" she paused to clear her throat. "I want you to tie me up. Blindfold me. No. No, I want to see it all happen." She took my hand firmly in hers. Her eyes penetrated mine. "Tie me up and make me give you that blowjob." She swallowed again. "I need to service you."