It's still early, six am. I wrap a towel around myself and walk out Brads' door to head for the room I have been using. Not expecting to run into Seth this early in the morning I was surprised to see him leaning against his door frame.
"Have an eventful morning 'sweetie'?" Seth said with a scowl on his face. I had been dreading this conversation since he left Brad and me alone yesterday.
He pulled me into his room and I just looked up at him my face turning red. "Seth, you knew this was going to happen." Running his fingers down my neck he slid one under the top of my towel, gave it a yank and it dropped to the floor.
"Yeah, but doesn't mean I have to like it."
"Do you know how hard it is to lay here and listen to you moan. Every time I closed my eyes I could see your beautiful face with that look you get when you are about to come. I had to jack off to my brother fucking you last night and then again this morning. So what are you going to do for me now? I have been a good boy liked you asked me too." Seth said looking at me with nothing but pure lust in his eyes.
"Seth, Brad asked me to marry him last night." I said as I showed him the ring shining on my finger. To my surprise he didn't say anything he just took my hand and put my finger in his mouth and took the ring off with his teeth.
"When we are alone you take it off and don't talk about Brad and I will keep my promise to be good while he is home."
"You are not doing a very good job of being good." I tell him as he locks his door picks me up and carries me to the bathroom that our bedrooms just happen to share. "Seth, Brad could come in.. We shouldn't." Putting me down he walks to my side of the bathroom closes the door and locks it.
"Now if my brother comes in he will have to knock."
"Seth we can't."
"Get in the shower and shut up, we don't have much time and I'll be damned if I am going to listen to brother fuck you and not make love to you myself."
"Jen did you know that I could hear you through the wall?"
"Yes."
"Is that why you never once told Brad that you loved him?" Jen looked down at her feet as the hot water ran over her shoulders.
"No, you know why." She said quietly.
"Tell me Jen, tell me why." I said as I lathered her shampoo in her hair. I could tell that Jen was stressed and I was not helping either, but I needed to know. I needed to hear her say it.
"Jen?" She turned toward me looked up at me with tears streaming down her face.
"Because I love you. I love you Seth. But I will not send Brad back to Iraq heartbroken. I do still love him and care about him, I just don't love him in the same way anymore." She said now sobbing in my arms.
