I wake early the next day and head to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee. As it brews, I look out the window at the sun starting to peek out above the horizon, decorating just the very tops of the trees with brilliantly colored light. As the light slowly creeps further down the branches, I think about the last few days and how different my life was just a week ago. I have experienced so many new and exciting things and feel proud that I have allowed myself to be open to this new world of sexual experiences.
The beautiful aroma of coffee fills the air and snaps me back to reality. I pour a cup and think about what today will have in store for me. After getting the kids to school, there really is nothing that needs to be done. I haven't checked yet for a response from John after writing him my experiences yesterday, but don't know how quickly I should expect one either. Taking the last sip of my coffee, I head upstairs to take a quick shower before starting my kid-related duties.
The warm water slides down my skin as the steam fills the room. The warmth of the shower seems to encircle me in such a comforting way. I feel completely relaxed as I close my eyes and let my mind go blank. As things drift back into focus, my thoughts center on him. My boss, my friend, my lover. I see his face and his amazing smile. I see his eyes and notice a certain feeling of understanding wash over me. I realize how much I long for him to be home, to be in front of me instead of just in my head.
As soon as I think it, my stomach knots up and questions fill my head. What is our relationship going to be like after this week? Will I be able to continue working for him or will things just be too different for us to handle? These thoughts have invaded my head on and off over the past few days and I decide to do what I've done up to this point: ignore them and acknowledge that nothing can be done about them now. We've clearly crossed a line over which there is no going back; so I may as well enjoy the rest of the week and not worry about further implications.
The kids are awake and already trying to conquer huge bowls of cereal when I get back downstairs after drying off and getting dressed. Within an hour, I pull away from the curb at their school after seeing them off. I contemplate what the rest of my day will look like as I drive back to the house. I figure I'll check the computer to see if John has written back and maybe that will determine the path of my day.
Back at the house I throw my purse on the couch and head into the study. I sit down slowly at his desk and flip on the monitor. I try to control my excitement, not wanting to be too disappointed if he hasn't written anything yet. My concerns turn out to be unfounded, however, as there is a new document in the folder that is titled "Amazing." I take a breath and double-click it.
I'm very happy to hear that you followed my instructions yesterday and it sounds like you thoroughly enjoyed yourself! I thought you might like to know that I came back to my hotel room yesterday after a day full of meetings and was almost shaking with nervousness, wanting to see if you had indeed written me about an amazing trip to the store.
You did not disappoint with your rendition of what happened, and I want you to know that I was aroused before the end of the first paragraph. I could feel my cock straining almost painfully against my pants and so I removed them and threw them on the floor. While my eyes darted quickly over your words, my mind filled with the thought of you walking through the store with the dirtiest of secrets.
I placed my hand on top of my hard cock and let out a sigh as I imagined your panties growing wet while you selected the cucumbers. Reading about you bending over the meat counter drove me so wild with desire that I had no choice but to grab my cock fully and start to slowly stroke it up and down. I just about came thinking about the look on your face when you divulged your secret to a complete stranger, but stopped so as to postpone what I knew would be an amazing orgasm.
I continued to read while I stroked my cock and thought about you secretly masturbating in such a public place. Hearing you depict your impending explosion pushed me over the edge and I stroked my cock harder. I erupted just as I got to the part about you making eye contact with the stranger while your pussy exploded into a glorious orgasm.
My heart is beating so fast that I feel as if it will jump out of my chest reading what he had written. I feel a somewhat odd sense of pride that my actions have elicited such a response from him. I take a brief second to acknowledge that a week ago I never would have been this comfortable with my own sexuality. I think about myself a week ago and realize that there is no going back to being that woman. My eyes return to the screen and the end of his paragraph.
Oh, there's one thing I almost forgot. As soon as I started reading your story, I decided to use the webcam on my laptop to record what it made me do. I just haven't decided if I'm going to show it to you yet. I don't even know if you'd be into seeing something like that, but I suppose if you were, you could probably figure out a way to make me comfortable sharing it. Have a great day, my special, beautiful nanny.
-JW
He...recorded...himself!? I guess there really is no limit to the lines we'll cross now. I try to sort out my thoughts and realize that he's trying to bait me into making a video for him! I check the monitor on his PC and find the tell-tale circle on the top that signifies a webcam. I sit frozen for what seems like eternity. I can't cross that line, I just can't. I've never done that for anyone, let myself be recorded.
I stand up and walk out of the room, shocked at what he's asked me to do. Of course, he hasn't really asked me to do anything, has he? Maybe he's just as nervous as I am about it and is looking for confirmation that I actually wanted to see his video. I realize that I've been pacing back and forth in the hallway for quite some time and decide to get out and grab some good coffee while I contemplate my life's big questions.