OUR FILM NIGHT.
Tara and I have been married for just over five years. We were both a little late in the marriage stakes, not walking down the aisle until we were in our late thirties, but that simply made our relationship all the more secure. We can, and we do, discuss pretty much anything together knowing that we won't judge each other on past mistakes. It was this easy openness that allowed Tara to tell me something one evening that was to have a massive impact on our lives together.
It seems that at one time she had dreamed of becoming a porn star. The idea of having sex and getting paid for it had appealed to her. Fortunately she talked to a woman who had done just that and she learned that not all, if any, of the orgasms shown are for real and the whole thing is a lot more sordid and a lot less glamorous than she'd believed. It must be said though that she had the looks for it, being tall and slim with curly blonde hair and legs to die for, and most important of all beautifully full firm boobs. Her face carries a kind of innocence that would have gone down well in the porn world but which totally belies the raw sexuality that she displays in the bedroom. She's open to trying pretty much anything and we have a wonderfully adventurous sex life. If she had entered the porn industry she would have certainly been a star. My only complaint, if that's what you can call it, is that she was slightly subservient by nature and never wanted to take the lead. But most of the time I had enough imagination for both of us and she was more than willing to comply.
She first told me about her former fantasy of being filmed as we lay naked side by side one time after a full on couple of hours in the bedroom, and so I just lay there and listened and let the admission sink in while I got my breath back. Then of course I wanted to know more about it. The first question I asked was the obvious one -- 'why?'
She shrugged, 'I've always been a bit of a show off and I suppose I liked the idea of being watched having sex and getting paid for it at the same time.'
We talked a whole load more about it. 'And you would have been okay with whatever was wanted?' I asked. 'I mean, you know what it's like, you could have been required to do pretty much anything with anyone, perhaps with an ugly, smelly man or even another woman.'
'Yes, I know, but at first you only see the glamour and the potential for both money and pleasure. You know me, I'll try most things anyway, and yes, even though I'm not that way inclined, I'd probably have done it with another girl if I had to. I know better now of course, I know the adult film industry a lot more sleazy than I imagined, but even now it's still there at the back of my mind that I'd like to be filmed getting laid.'
That was the bit that made me sit up and take notice, the fact that she still wanted to watch herself having sex. 'You still fancy doing a sex film?' I asked in surprise.
'Yes, although not in the professional sense now, my job would be on the line. But yes, I'd like to do it, even if it could never get shown.' Tara is an assistant head of department at the local college and the first sniff of an indiscretion would see her very rapidly become unemployed.
'Who with?' I asked, not quite sure what answer I wanted to hear. My cock was beginning to stir again, both from the conversation we were having and from the image running through my mind of watching a video of Tara fucking someone -- anyone - else.
'I'm not really sure.' She frowned as she answered me. 'I mean, porn actors have to do it with whoever the director tells them to, and they have to separate that from their real life relationships. I guess I'd have to be the same. In fact the idea of a partner I didn't choose appeals in a silly sort of way.'
She was discussing it far more seriously than I'd expected her to, and I was reacting for more positively than I should have. I had to admit it to myself, I liked the idea. Tara grinned as she glanced down at my cock straightening itself to lay vertically against my stomach.
'It's getting to you, isn't it? You'd actually enjoy watching me, wouldn't you?'
'Would you genuinely enjoy doing it?' I countered eventually. 'Having sex with a stranger on film?'
'I asked first.' She was still smiling at my cock as it betrayed me by lengthening and lifting its head from my stomach. Not a bad feat considering what we'd been doing only a short time before.
I didn't know how to answer her. I mean, how the hell can you admit to your beautiful wife that you'd love to watch her opening her legs to another man. I didn't even know why the idea was so appealing, it absolutely shouldn't have been. Thinking about it later I can only come to the conclusion that it would partly be because she wanted to be a porn star and I wanted her to fulfil her fantasy, but mainly from a sense of pride, showing off to the ultimate what a beautiful and sexy wife I'd got. I wanted the other guy to be jealous because although he might have her once, I can have her whenever I want and he'll know how good she is. Looking down at my treacherous cock all I could do was to nod and acknowledge. 'I think I would.'
'So would I.' She breathed excitedly. 'Would you like to do the filming?'
I didn't even have to think about that. 'Yes.' I told her simply.
We lay there silently digesting the revelations until she suddenly lifted herself onto one elbow and looked across at me. 'So how are we going to arrange it then?'
It wasn't until later that I realised how easily we had accepted that my wife would star in a homemade porn movie that I would film with a partner as yet unspecified, and neither of us had batted the proverbial eyelid. At the time I simply turned towards her and idly played with her nipples while we tried to decide how to proceed. We both knew that it would have to be very carefully organised, if only because of Tara's work.
There were two ways we could approach it. We could either make it ourselves and for our eyes only or we could have her wear some kind of disguise with a different partner and then post it anonymously on the internet for anyone to see. It was the second option that appealed to both of us - but who with. We realised almost immediately that we couldn't approach any of our friends to star with her because we simply couldn't rely on their discretion. Nor could we easily advertise for a stranger to join in for much the same reason. We finally came to the reluctant conclusion that we'd have to make do the first option and just film ourselves making love. Not exactly what we had in mind but at least we'd be sure of secrecy and at least it would go part way satisfying her porn film dream.
So we got hold of a decent camera and set it up in the bedroom with the bed squarely in the middle of its viewfinder ready for when we next felt in the mood, which of course that was almost immediately because the idea of being filmed turned us both on. I have to admit that we had a fantastic session, turned on by the camera and doing all sorts of things to each other just because we knew that it was all being recorded. Conscious of the camera we moved into all sorts of unlikely positions, glancing up to make sure we were in frame. Then later that evening we watched it back, grinning like kids at the idea of what we were going to see. Well, we saw it. We watched ourselves making love, going down on each other, playing with each other and then finally seeing Tara getting fucked, just as she wanted. But, oh boy, were we disappointed.
It just didn't work. We saw ourselves looking round all the time to make sure we were in camera shot, contorting ourselves to make sure we were and then stopping and reorganising if we weren't. It was so contrived that it almost put us off totally. After we'd watched it we both shrugged to each other and deleted it. But that wasn't the end of it. We tried again, this time ignoring the camera altogether, just doing what came naturally and enjoying ourselves. That didn't work for us either. We found that the single stationary camera angle couldn't and didn't catch half the pleasure we were having. The sight of a male behind bobbing up and down between a pair of splayed out female legs is nothing without the context of penetration, and we could see neither my cock nor her pussy, let alone one entering the other.
We tried a couple more times, but we were never happy with the results. The only time the film was at all erotic was one evening when I filmed Tara bringing herself off. We've watched that film many times together since and it's never failed to get us going. What made that so much better was the fact that I could control the camera, changing the angle, zooming in or pulling out to get the most erotic shots. She began by holding herself open to the camera, letting me zoom in for a close up of her clitoris peeping out from under its hood, red and shiny and engorged ready for action. Then I filmed her fingertips stroking that little button, slowly and very gently at first but then progressively more firmly as she got increasingly turned on. Soon I was able to zoom out to include her closed eyes and contented smile, with her free hand mauling her breast and tugging at her nipple, while still keeping her pussy in the shot.
It wasn't long before her hips began to gently gyrate and she took her hand from her breast and twisted her body slightly to push it under her thigh to reach her pussy from below. I'd see her reach this point many times, although never in front of a camera, and I knew that she was getting close. I zoomed back in for a close up as two fingers from one hand investigated her vagina, the sounds of her wetness coming clearly through the microphone, and as she rubbed harder and harder at her clit with the other. I could hear her sharp little gasps that became louder and more insistent until finally she simply pressed her fingers as hard as she could against her clit, holding them there even as she rammed two more fingers deep inside herself. I loved watching that and so did Tara when we played it back afterwards. She hadn't realised quite how hard she had pressed her fingers onto herself or how fiercely she had rammed her fingers into her pussy.
