Reaching the top of the front stairs, I looked over the front door. Nervous, I couldn't seem to make up my mind how to proceed; but then I didn't have too. As if you'd sensed me on the stairs, you opened the door. Even knowing you knew I was coming it still surprised me. Crossing the threshhold, I could feel my body start to tremble. Anticipation and mild fear warred through me.
After a week of teasing, taunting and tantalizing each other, here we were - face to face. And I couldn't think of a thing to say or do. My mind had gone blank and all of the carefully rehearsed lines left my thoughts. Then you wrapped me in your arms and hugged me close. I knew it was right.
Smiling, mostly at my own ineptness, I followed as we sat and watched the television and each other. We chatted, each struggling to find an inner calm. Oh how I hated feeling as shy as I did then. I wanted to touch you, to kiss you, to know what it felt like. You said something about having to "double-check on them" and my brain, overwhelmed with need and nerves, barely registered it.
I sat there frozen in an instant of time, every moment of indecision weighing heavy. You came back and knelt in front of me; I'm sure my eyes went wide as I watched, only partially hearing you, knowing you were going to kiss me. Then you did. Your mouth pressing into mine as your body relaxed into me.
My body lept to life, tingling and shivering with buried wanton need as I eagerly kissed you back. Opening my mouth with no urging, I wanted to draw more of you into me; to taste as much of you as I could. After moments or hours, you drew back and stood. You took my hands in yours and led me to your bedroom.
We stood together in the low light of the lamp. The power of our lust and cravings rushing over us both. Shaking and trembling I drew back for a moment as I fought to get air into my lungs. Shakily, I smiled and assured that it wasn't you, that I was so excited I couldn't catch my breath. I watched you smile at that, a little smug, and you reached for me again.
I revelled in your height, the broadness of your shoulders. Slowly, the more I stood within your arms the less afraid I was, the more beautiful I felt. Boldly for me at that moment, I started to unbutton your shirt. I parted that lovely blue and bared your skin to my mouth. I licked and kissed that skin softly before finishing the task and began to slide your shirt off. I felt you help me, eager to be free to touch me. Playfully, I held fast to your shirt. I used it to trap your hands for a moment or two to give me a chance to continue to tease my mouth over you. I could hear the pleased sounds in your throat. Stepping back, I released your shirt and waited for you.
I watched as the cuff stuck fast on one arm and you almost ripped it in your haste to get free. I tried to keep aware, to keep sane but couldn't. I raised my arms and eagerly let you strip my shirt from me. Here then, I was vulnerable. I couldn't look at your eyes, afraid of what would be there. For nought though. I watched instead as your hand came up to trace along my breast and then over my collar bone, up my neck to cup my face. Then again I had your mouth on mine. Your tongue teasing me into distraction as your hands raced to free my breasts from the bondage of my bra.
I began to tremble slightly, all I could do was hold you to me as I waited. I needed this, to be touched like this. My mind was overwhelmed and unable to decide; it could only feel. You stepped away and extinguished the light. All the while I stood there, shivering and trying to think. I wanted to reach out for you but couldn't seem to muster the movements.
Then you were back in front of me, holding me close. Then, deliciously, your mouth was on my breasts. Oh! how it felt so good. So warm. It flamed my body higher and made me want more. Turning, without breaking our hold on each other, mouths and tongues teasing, we stumbled to the bed.
At it's side, I grabbed at you to keep from falling. Felt you hold me to you tight and kiss me again. Then your hands were at my waist and undoing the fly on my pants. My eyes looked up to yours and I was certain every fear I had was shown in them as you slowly pushed my pants off my hips.