015 One big fill for me, one giant leap for my bra size.
A few days went by since my beach fiasco. I was still thinking about it, even at work I found it really difficult to concentrate. I thing I might have been maybe in shock still? I'd gone from only ever having sex with 1 man, and during our 15 marriage we would have sex only 2-3 times a year. Calling the marriage dry is an understatement. I kept thinking about what I did and how totally out of character it was but it was such a high, I can't even put it into words. It was just like unrelenting ecstasy, it was like a drug to me I suppose like the adrenaline junkies. Maybe I'm a sex junkie? I know that's a thing because they have support groups for it. But I liked it immensely and I don't want to stop.
I finally noticed that I needed to go as I had my Dr's appointment for another saline fill, I just loved these days. So I arrived at the Dr's office and went in as usual. The Dr did an exam like always and we discussed this fill. As we could fill the expanders more now he wanted to know what I was thinking about this fill.
"I was expecting that you would fill them to the point they are tight like you always do." I said.
"Yes we can do that but to fill them to that point it would be a significant increase in volume."
"Ok define significant."
"200-300 CCs is possible I think."
"And in cup sizes that is what?" I asked curiously.
"Well usually about 150 CCs is a cup size up to about a C cup, over that it varies partly because of patient anatomy."
"And for me? Since currently they are a bit big for my frame?"
"Do you want to reduce them then?" he asked with a bit of shock.
"Oh God NO! I love them! They're starting to cause me to have to make a few changes but nothing I can't handle pretty easily."
"Ok in they are impacting your quality of life we need to talk then, I'm concerned about this now."
"Ok, first of all are they a health risk to me?"
"No they're not, you're muscles are stretching really well, because we're going slow like I recommend, and the muscles at the bottom of your sternum feel like they are holding the weight of the implant just fine. In fact they actually feel like they are very solid and firm so they will definitely hold additional weight safely." He said as he felt the bottoms of my breasts, ribcage and sternum.
"Ok then we're fine." I said happily.
"I'm still concerned about them impacting your life as you said you're having to make changes?"
"They're nothing I didn't expect, I sleep on my back or side now, I have to adjust how close I get to things as I walk like door frames, I've bumped a couple, at the beach if I want to lay face down I dig a hole so I'm not resting my weight on them."
"Ok, so they're not causing any pain for your back, neck, or your shoulders because of bra straps?" he asked with a tone of concern but relief.
"No not at all Doc. I go to the gym so they don't cause my back or neck to hurt, and I get bras at a professional bra shop, not a department store, and they are fitted properly. Besides they don't need much support, and I go braless otherwise because of the stretching of my tissues so that we can add more fills, remember." I explained.
"Ok, but I need to know if they do start to cause problems, especially health related issues. It would be unprofessional and negligent of me to continue this if your health comes into question." he said resolutely, as he turned to pick up the saline bag and needle off the counter.
"So we need to discuss how much you want to do this fill." the Dr said.
"Well can we just go until they are taught again?" I asked.
"We can but it might be pretty significant and higher volume fills will need more time in between for your body to adjust properly."
"Ok, I can see that. Yes lets see how they feel when they're a bit tight." I said.
He got the syringe and started on my left as usual. I felt the cold of the saline and watched as my right breast inflate, and inflate, and inflate. I was surprised how much it grew!
"How are you doing? So far that's 150CCs."
