I had been with my fiancΓ©e Michelle for over 3 years when I hit bottom. What I thought was a caring, loving, and honest relationship went up in smoke. Come to find out that she had been carrying on some internet affair for quite some time. Only staying with me to suck my bank accounts dry while she spent late nights on the computer, and eventually the phone with her new lover. Infuriated at what was happening, we fought endlessly about where to go next. In the end, I was the one to move from our very nice apartment, leaving only her things. It was over.
I'll admit, it took me quite some time getting over her. She was my first, my only, and the one I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. I guess you could say I still held some resentment for the way she treated me. Even after our messy breakup, she made sure to make a presence in my life. From parties, to our friends, she always made sure that I knew she was still there. Was it just her way to see if there was still a spark? Or was she trying to just make me miserable?
While at a party one night, I had WAY too much to drink. Honestly, I think I would have fucked just about anything that night. My date had disappeared on me, probably puking in the bathroom as I was about ready to pass out. I asked my friend throwing the party if there was someplace I could crash and he helped me to an empty bedroom.
It was dark and my eyes were half shut when I heard the door open. I figured that my friend told my date when he saw her of my whereabouts. Like I said earlier, I wasn't sure where she went. Looking into the darkness, I could only see an outline of a female body illuminating from the lighted hallway. The door closed and once again I was in total darkness. Within a matter of moments I could feel the sheets being pulled off of my body. I smiled to myself at the prospect of getting laid and reached my arm around the body next to me.
The skin was so soft and smooth. I breathed in the perfume and intoxicated myself even more. I reached for her head to pull her down for a kiss when I noticed the hair I had grabbed was much longer than that of my dates. Confused I stumble around looking for a light when to my surprise it's none other than my ex, Michelle, completely naked and smiling.
She told me that she wanted me and that she never wanted me to leave. That she had made a mistake and she didn't want to be paying for it the rest of her life. She was begging for my forgiveness, and I told her that I would agree to talk to her but I wasn't promising anything. She told me she was going to grab her drink and that she'd be right back.