Authors Note: Thank you once again to everyone who leaves comments and feedback on my writing, it is much appreciated. Thank you very much to Paul who continues to be my second set of eyes, he is a great friend to help me out so much. I hope you enjoy it. ~ellie
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The Fool Ch. 8
Caught in an invisible net.
December
To Carrie's delight, Sinclair found a manor house for sale no further from the city than where she already lived, and she had fallen in love with it at first sight. The ten-million-pound price tag it bore she hadn't fallen in love with, however, and prevaricated over the purchase. Believing that the house would still be there when they returned, she went to Myanmar with Sinclair to see what he said was the last of the treasure troves. They had already delayed the trip and, with the self-imposed deadlines for the exhibition growing nearer, she needed to see this final collection of Mansvelt treasure.
In Myanmar, she catalogued even more artefacts revolving around slavery, as well as some treasures of both monetary and historical value, but once again she had not managed to find the Heart of the Heartless. When she asked Sinclair about it, she got a surprisingly direct answer from him for the first time. Seeing that particular treasure would involve another evening or two with his parents and possibly meeting his sisters and their families. She would need his mother's permission to display that jewel, and there was little he could do to expedite that.
She'd found that there were a lot of girls like Gianna in Myanmar and Thailand whose families lived in poverty and often sold their children to the wealthier landowners and businessmen to pay off debts incurred through illness or misfortune. Carrie had been appalled by the seeming callousness with which this was done, and after ranting and raving about it, and the fact that something should be done to help these young women, Sinclair told her a little more about Gianna and confided in her about the work he did with Interpol.
"Unless you're prepared to overthrow an unstable government in a hostile country on your own, then you do what you can with the resources you have at hand," he had argued with her. "This is the way these young women are brought up; they know their value. Robyn brought you up in a different way to the way my parents brought me up, and I think the fact that you were so isolated from friends and family is horrifying. Robyn could have sold you into slavery, and who would have been there to stop her?" he asked bluntly.
"You're right," she agreed. "My family is more than your garden variety of fucked up," she shook her head.
"Tell me about them and what's going on with Jordan," he said seriously. "You have to tell someone what's going on with you and why you have become so highly strung lately. You're not the cool calm and confident woman I met back in April. What happened in Panama?"
"You!" she snapped back at his sternness. "You changed the rules of the game in Panama, and before that on Treasure Island!" Carrie accused.
"Me?" he asked in shock.
"We had a relationship based on mistrust and suspicion. Our mutual needs made it work, but it was never based on affection, let alone love. We knew that going in. Respect, lust, even admiration, but not love," she pointed out. "You tried to change that and put me in an untenable position when your parents arrived."
"Untenable?" he asked, not denying that their relationship had started the way she explained.
"You were acting differently, and your parents obviously had expectations, since you'd never brought a girl home to meet them before. Your sisters were even dropping their plans to come and meet me. That's a lot of pressure for a girl that wasn't looking for love, or a happily ever after, as you put it, out of this relationship." She sighed. "After that, you proposed, or tried to make me propose in Panama. You turned your back on me when I didn't say yes as if you were hurt," she said in an accusatory tone. "Not to mention the bitch who rode in on her broomstick and promptly told me I wasn't good enough to handle your family collection, let alone you!" she spat, still feeling as if the woman had sucker punched her. "She knew it wasn't real, we knew it wasn't real, and you just kept pushing until I couldn't take it anymore!"
"I was hurt and confused," he admitted. "This relationship isn't exactly what I expected either, you realise. You're right, we both came into this with our personal agendas. No one was more surprised than me when true feelings began to creep in between us. I..." he paused and cupped her face so he could look into her eyes, "I love you, and even though you struggle to understand it, you love me!" he asserted.
Carrie kissed him then to avoid having to say anything more. Sinclair broke the kiss and looked into her eyes again.
"I want to know," he said. "Everything. I want to know everything. I will have your back, against Jordan, against Miles, against the Hats, but I want to know it all." Even though he still held her face cupped between his hands, she lowered her eyes. "You can trust me, Carrie; I'll protect you."
For the last few weeks, while she'd tried to set up a few fail safes for herself, Carrie had been thinking about what she would and wouldn't tell Sinclair. If she said too much and he launched his own investigation, her grandmother would realise she'd betrayed the family, if she continued to say nothing, who knew what he would imagine and act on. He'd done everything she asked of him since her return from the Caribbean. He'd even run interference for her with Jordan, making sure they were rarely left alone to talk, due to bodyguards or himself. She desperately wanted to believe she could trust him; the loss of her trust in Jordan had left a gaping open wound that hurt every time she thought of his betrayal.
"I feel like such a fool," she admitted. "I blindly believed the few people I trusted, and now I'm caught up in something that appears beyond my control or understanding. I want to believe I can trust you, Sin. I want to believe you could come in like a knight in shining armour and fix what's wrong with me, but as soon as you make waves or start to investigate anything, they'll know I betrayed them."
"Who will know?" he asked, realising for the first time that she was not just scared of the consequences of talking to him from his side, but she was terrified of what the people who pulled her strings would do in retaliation. "The people who shot at us?" he frowned.
"No, at least, I don't think so," she said carefully. "The shooting had nothing to do with me and more to do with your activities here, and in Panama, I believe." She looked around as if worried they might be overheard, despite laying on a picnic blanket at the edge of the huge lawn in front of the house, high in the mountains of Myanmar. "They," she paused and swallowed nervously, "Are the creators of the Fool."
Sinclair's surprise showed on his face. With the discretion, absolute lack of evidence and information about the thief targeting the Hats, they had assumed it was a single entity working on their own. The fact that there was an organisation targeting them sounded alarm bells in his mind. "For what purpose?" he wondered. They were hardly pirates these days, more like gentlemen thieves. He considered if there were anything the entire association had been involved in that that could bring this sort of vengeance their way and his eyes widened. It was if someone had drawn the curtains and let the light shine in, and he breathed a large heavy breath.
"They, the Bonnet family?" he asked incredulously. His father had filled him in on some nastiness with Edith's father and husband while old man Bonnet was still alive.
