"I'm just going to duck into this little nook I found yesterday and see if I can't figure it out." I heard the voice approaching, filling me with apprehension. It was day two of a five day tech conference in Las Vegas, and I was hiding out in a quiet alcove to recharge my introvert batteries and try to make some progress on my latest pet project. After mingling with the thousands of conference goers for the past day and a half, I just needed some solitude. I grumbled to myself at the prospect of an intruder in my hiding spot, which was really just a small table with a couple of chairs tucked into an unobtrusive corner. But there was a strong wifi signal, a convenient electrical outlet and most importantly, it was well out of the way of the main conference traffic.
"Yeah, usually when I get stuck I just flash a little cleavage at James from tech support and he helps me out," the voice said with a small laugh, growing closer. The speaker rounded the corner, phone to her ear, and stopped short at the sight of me sitting at the table she was obviously hoping to use. "Shit," she let out before catching herself. I looked up at her with an apologetic shrug. "Let me let you go, Jen."
We spent a moment assessing each other. Everything about her screamed 'Sales,' from her brash, slightly too loud voice to her focused, driven demeanor to her a-little-too-stylish-for-a-tech-conference attire. The next thing I noticed was that she was very attractive. I estimated her to be in her mid 30's, with medium length sandy blonde hair in a messy updo. She was not very tall, maybe 5'2", but her figure spoke of many hours of yoga, pilates or whatever was the exercise du jour. Her fitted blouse and slacks showed that figure off to good effect, and a glance at her ample bust told me that James from tech support was getting a fair bargain.
"Hi," she said after a moment and I wondered if she was letting me stare just a little. "Would you mind if I sit here?" She nodded to the empty spot across the table from me. I motioned an invitation to the open chair, trying to hide my annoyance. At least the scenery would be nice.
"Thanks, I need to update a proposal and I don't really have time to find another quiet spot." She set down her laptop and her coffee. "I've only got about 30 minutes to finish it up or I'll be late to my next meeting. What a crazy day!" I dropped my gaze back down to my laptop screen, hoping to just ignore her.. "Um..." she continued, bringing my attention back to her. "I don't suppose I could plug in?" My own laptop charger was taking up the only available outlet. I just shrugged again and unplugged it. "Thanks, I'm down to 10%," she offered in explanation. "I'm Nicki, by the way."
I shake her extended hand, "Marty."
"So you can speak," she replied with a grin. I choked back my instinct to make a snarky reply, reigned in my irritation and made a conscious decision to play nice. I never was a people person and after my divorce I'd become more and more withdrawn. While I wasn't rich, I managed to save up enough money that I felt comfortable leaving my corporate job and becoming an independent consultant. My existing contacts fed me a slow trickle of gigs, but my solitary nature combined with my freshly rekindled disdain for humanity meant that I wasn't looking for work very actively. I wasn't ready to start dating and my friend group had been small even before losing some to the ex. But I realized that becoming a hermit wasn't healthy, so I was taking steps to rejoin society. That's how I found myself here, just on the downhill side of 50, trying to relearn how to be social and maybe even pick up some work to occupy my days and pay the rent.
"Yeah, sorry." I replied. "This whole thing is a little overwhelming." I gestured broadly toward the throngs of people milling around nearby.
"Crowds aren't really your thing?" She offered and I shook my head. "And I crashed your party of one?" I just shrugged. "Sorry, I'll be quick." We turned our focus to our respective laptops, but that proved to be short-lived. "Fuck, I hate Excel." She just couldn't seem to stop herself from narrating her life.
"Where's James from tech support when you need him?" I chided.
"No kidding!" A moment passed and I suspect her words replayed in her mind. "Listening in on my conversations, are we?" she asked, with an easy smile and an obvious lack of embarrassment. I really noticed her smile for the first time. It wasn't a row of perfectly aligned, brilliantly white teeth from a toothpaste commercial. There was a small gap in front and a slight discoloration that hinted at an unchecked coffee addiction. But it was warm, genuine and wonderfully imperfect. She smiled with her whole being. The few lines on her face told me she smiled easily and often. I bet that smile could open doors and move mountains.