(Editing by LarryInSeattle)
Carol ... what more can I say? She was the woman of my dreams. Five-foot, six-inches tall, brown shoulder-length hair, vibrant ocean-blue eyes encircled by designer glasses, a 34D, 26, 36 body, long shapely legs, and a tan that never seemed to fade.
We met quite by accident, while I was in the hospital for surgery on a broken wrist and she had her 3-month old son in for placement of tubes in his ears. As fate would have it, the surgical ward was full so I was placed in a private room on the pediatrics unit. The moment she walked by, I knew I had to meet her which was made all the easier when my mom told me she had spent time talking to her in the waiting room. The next thing I knew, Carol was sitting on the end of my bed and we were talking as if we'd known each other for years. A short while later, the nurse entered the room and told Carol that her son's procedure was over and he was ready to go home.
"Well, it was nice to get to know you," I said as she stood to leave. "I guess your husband will be happy know everything went okay."
She turned back to look at me, her eyes ablaze, "I don't give a shit what that prick is happy about or whether he's happy at all!"
"Hey, sorry," I replied as I raised my hands as a gesture of surrender. "I just thought ... I mean, you're wearing a wedding ring so ..."
"Oh, this thing?" she questioned as she twisted the band of gold on her finger. "It used to mean something until I caught him fucking another woman. Now, it just means I'm stuck with him until the divorce is final."
"Ahhhhh," I said as I nodded my head.
Just then she grabbed a piece of paper from the over-bed-table and wrote something on it before handing it back to me.
"You know, you seem like a pretty nice guy so give me a call sometime," she finished as she handed me the piece of paper with her phone number on it.
"I will," I called as she walked out the door.
She paused, glanced over her shoulder, and said softly, "I hope so." And then she was gone.
"She actually wants to talk to me?"
I thought. I figured I'd wait until later in the day to call but didn't get the chance. Forty-five minutes later my hospital phone rang. "Hello?"
"Hi, handsome."
"I think you have the wrong number ma'am."
"Hmmm, let's see. About 6-foot tall. Kinda on the slim side. One blue eye, one brown ...," she went on to describe me perfectly.
"Yeah, that's me. Who's this?"
"You've forgotten me so soon? I'm gonna pout."
"Carol?"
"Bingo," she giggled.
"I ... I figures I'd call you later this evening."
"Well, I got home and put the baby to bed and was just sitting here when suddenly I felt like I wanted to talk to you some more."
Thirty minutes slipped by, then an hour, and then after almost an hour and a half I heard the baby crying in the background."
"Sorry, but I need to go. The baby is up and I need to change him and feed him."
"I'm sorry too. I was really enjoying our talk ... but hey, I have an idea. You see, I work on an ambulance so the idea of a mother and child is really no big deal. I mean, it's not going to freak me out if it doesn't bother you."
"You're telling me it wouldn't gross you out to know I was feeding the baby while we talk?"
"No. Why should it?"
"Well ... ummm ... the fact that I got pregnant and then decided to breastfeed are two of the big reasons my soon-to-be ex-husband and I split up."
"He's a jerk."
"Yeah, he is," she laughed. "Hold on while I get the baby changed and then I'll be back."
"Okay, I'll be waiting," I said as I heard her place the phone down. For the next several minutes, I heard her moving about and talking softly to the baby before she returned.
"I'm back," she said, in a soft almost embarrassed tone.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. It's just that I've never considered talking to somebody, especially somebody I just met, while I was feeding my baby. It's kinda weird, wicked, and sexy at that same time."
"Yeah, I guess it is but as long as you're okay with it ...," and so we continued to talk, and talk, and talk; sharing our hopes and dreams for the future, our failures and triumphs of the past, and our everyday routines of the present. It wasn't until the nurse brought my dinner tray that I realized how long we'd been talking.
"Did you realize we've been talking for over 4 hours?"
"What?" she replied in surprise. "I'm sorry. I guess I just miss talking to someone other than my mother."
"Hey, I don't mind. In fact, I'd like to talk to you some more."
"When?"
"When is good for you?"
"This is gonna sound strange but what if I call you back after I put the baby to bed?" she asked in a soft, tentative, almost frightened voice.
"Sounds good to me. And if I don't hear from you I can always call you, since I have your number."
"I wouldn't suggest that."
"Why?"
"Ummmm ... because the number I gave you is my parent's number," she giggled.
I sat there speechless as she continued.
"I wasn't sure what to do when I was getting ready to leave your room. On one hand I wanted to talk to you some more but on the other I had to think about what could happen if my ex- or his lawyer found out I was talking to someone. You know ... talking to a man. He's already claiming that I was the one who was unfaithful and now he wants to take our son from me."
"That sucks. So what do you wanna do?"
The phone went silent and I thought she'd hung up until she suddenly blurted out the 7 digits of her real phone number, and said, "Good-bye."
That night, I barely slept as I thought of our conversation while also hoping to talk to her again. Little did I know what lay ahead.
The following morning, a nursing assistant woke me just after 6:30 AM and a few moments later the nurse came with my morning pain medications. "Do you know a woman by the name of Carol? She's called several times overnight asking how you're doing."
"Yeah, she's a friend. What did you tell her?"
"We couldn't tell her anything because she's not a family member but I thought you'd want to know she called."
I barely got "Thanks" out of my mouth when the phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey, handsome."
The nurse smiled and waved as she walked out of the room.
"Hey, gorgeous. I heard you were checking up on me."
"I couldn't sleep," she murmured.
"Well, guess what. Neither could I. I kept thinking about you and our conversations yesterday."
"Hummmm. What do you think about that? Both of us thinking about each other."