Later that night, my phone rang. When I saw the number, my cock began to grow.
After answering she cut off my hello with a breathless, "Oh god, you're so bad." She dragged that last syllable out into a whimper of a sound.
"Am I?" I asked instantly both bemused and aroused. "How's so?"
"Well," she let out a small giggle, "I came to your office to see you today, and do you know what I saw?"
Uh oh. My throat went dry as my mind went back to my office door which had been left open too long that afternoon as I first fingered and then fucked the department administrative assistant. "What did you see?" I asked, stiffening (and not in a pleasant way).
"My, my," she said, "I could hear your jaw clench. You need to relax. I'm not out to hurt you. I'm here to play." Over our phone calls this student had gotten much bolder, more confidant in her role as tease.
"Yes, yes," I tried to be dismissive; "I'm a very uptight kind of guy."
Her laugh turned into a kind of mewling wantonness as she said, "I bet I know how to help you unwind."
I cleared my throat to stop my mind from wandering, "So why did you call again?"
"Because," she said, "I stopped by your office today. You know you should close your door all the way if you're going to fuck your secretary. You never know what kind of voyeur might be lurking in the hallways."
My mouth was dry; I figured there was no point denying it. "You saw that, did you?"
"Mhmmm," came the reply.
There was an awkward silence as I wasn't really sure what to say next. One of my students had seen me fucking the departmental secretary in my office. What's worse, I didn't know which student despite having had phone sex with her.
I said the only thing I could think of to say which admittedly wasn't much, "So..."
"So what?" she asked, almost cheerfully.
"So what now?"
"What do you mean?" She seemed taken aback.
"Well," I said, "You called me. Do you have something else to say about it?"
"Um..." She clearly hadn't thought too far ahead.
"Yes?"
She mumbled something into the phone that I couldn't understand. "What was that?" I asked.
Very quietly she said, "I wish it had been me."
"If you had come by my office earlier, it may have been." I tried to be more confident in my handling her.
"Oh," she almost purred, "I don't know. I don't think so."
"Really? Why not?" I wasn't sure where she was going with her thoughts, but I figured I might as well have some fun, so I added, "What, aren't you attractive enough for me to want you?"
She laughed into the phone. "What low self esteem you must have to think only ugly girls would want you. If you must know, I expect you wouldn't be able to help yourself. I'd be your cocaine." She sighed into the phone. "I bet you're touching yourself now, aren't you Professor?"
She had me there. Unconsciously my hand wandered into my lap and was rubbing my cock through my pants. I really needed to end this.
"Look," I began but she cut me off with a cackle of girlish laughter.
"Oh my god, I'm so right, aren't I?" She slipped into a long whimpering sigh, "God it's so hot that you want me that badly and you don't even know my name."
"Look," I began again forcefully, "this has to stop. I'm your professor. Not to mention I'm married. It's wrong."
"Mhmmm," she purred, "it so is." Silence lingered for a moment and then she continued, "Want to guess what I'm doing right now?"
I didn't have to guess, but somehow I found the resolve to take back control. "I think this is over."
She moaned into the phone, exaggerating her own building orgasm. "We'll see," she said and then *click,* the phone went dead. A momentary feeling of victory spread over me as I had successfully pulled myself away from this intoxicating girl. But that was almost immediately swept away by a feeling of anxiety. What if it really was over? Did I really want it to end there? Then again, what if it wasn't?
I awoke the next morning refreshed, even relieved. I think I actually whistled to myself as I adjusted my tie in the mirror. My wife commented on how unusual it was to find me in so good a mood. I figured that despite the very compromising position I had put myself into, I had likely ended the flirtation with this student, clearing my head and my conscience as I again returned to that space where I was lost in my own heady thoughts without paying much attention to students at all. At least I had demonstrated the strength to walk away, and that was something.