I just can't stop thinking about it - not HIM, just certain parts of his anatomy! I'm walking around in a constant state of arousal - my panties are so wet all the time that my thighs are chafing. I grab every opportunity to bring out my "rabbit" (the best ever vibrator which has little ears that stimulate the clit while you fuck yourself silly with the cock part of it) and have a serious go at myself. I can't stop at just one orgasm - I give myself at least 6. I keep going until my pussy is so bruised and sore and overstimulated that I just have to stop. Then I walk around feeling my muscles spasming with every thought, so turned on that I can virtually come in my pants without even touching myself. Whenever I sit, particularly at my desk, I find myself rubbing up against my trousers (jeans are all I want to wear because they are great for this), pushing down against the seat, having little mini-orgasms right there and then. Sliding my hand down my pants to grip my aching pussy, shoving a finger in, rubbing my clit hard to relieve the ache.
My mind is constantly picturing his cock - long and thick and hard, so very very hard. I want it inside me so badly - the vibrator is a poor substitute. And the hands, the thumb... oh! I've had a fair amount of experience, some might even say quite a lot. But I've never experienced that thumb thing. It was just unbelievable, then the fingers sliding in with the cock. Jeepers, that was amazing. I want more.
But I also know there cannot be another time. He did call and ask, with a laugh, for another appointment. I had to decline, citing professional issues. He did sound disappointed, but he didn't try again. Just as well, i don't think I could have refused him twice. Even talking to him made me spasm and get even wetter - in fact, I must confess, that my hand did stray to my panties, rubbing myself even as I said no to him. it took me seconds to come that time, the sound of his voice in my ears, the memory sharp as if it was all happening again.
In the midst of all this, I have discovered that I'm not the only one in my circle that has been unfaithful. I was quite shocked as it all came out. It seems I live in Wisteria Lane with the Desperate Housewives lining up for a bit of cock every weekend. No long term affairs, just hot one night stands, usually with married men so there's no risk of strings. Wow. I seriously had no idea. They've invited me to go out with them tonight. And I think I just might. Not with the intention of fucking a stranger, but just to get out of the house where I'm climbing the walls with frustration to a place where I can watch, and possibly learn or at the very least, just sit and fantasise in peace.
So now here I am - it's a rather dark, somewhat dingy pub. Pretty packed. A couple of pool tables (which remind me of my physio bed and THAT encounter, making my panties moisten even more), a bar, some tables and lots of dark corners that seem to be quite well occupied. Couples are making out all over the place. It's not exactly like an orgy, but it's as near as dammit! The air is thick with lust, rank with the smell of it - it's not only a visual feast but a feast of all the senses. I had no idea such places existed. I actually feel innocent, probably for the first time in my life!