"What do you think about spank therapy?"
It was an honest question directed to my psychologist in the middle of my therapy session. Well, mostly honest, anyway.
Brenda had multiple college degrees and certificates of specialty in her field, and a chest to die for. I could tell even though she kept it well hidden in colorful, printed, oversized shirts that she tucked into full, ankle-length skirts. Whenever she would move, even slightly, the front of her shirt would move and rotate, revealing in no uncertain terms the substantial cargo her bra was securing.
Deep down, I guess I was a tit guy - could that be part of the reason I was in therapy? Just to be able to glimpse what was under that shirt...
She was medium height, with brown hair and eyes, and tan features highlighting her smallish nose, warm smile, and two dimples that appeared with the smile. I had never seen her legs which were always covered by those ankle-length skirts, but when she sat down, she would often put her arms together and pull them down between her legs. The skirt would then be pulled between her legs and her petite ankles and bare feet would be exposed. She always removed her sandals at the beginning of each session. I wondered if she had removed her panties as well. Sometimes her feet would be tucked up under her skirt as she questioned, pondered, and worked her therapeutic expertise on those of us with issues.
"So, how have you been, Kyle," she asked at the beginning of each hour-long session. As usual she began her questions focused on the events and feelings I experienced since the last session.
"Oh, I'm good. Just the same ole' things. You know," I answered with the usual generalities to see where this session would be directed. And, as always, I was surreptitiously watching her chest.
This time I added to my answer.
"I felt kind of funny this past week."
"How do you mean?" she probed.
"Well, I don't quite know how to describe it."
"Was it a good feeling?"
"Yeah, I think so. At least it could end up that way."
She scrunched her face indicating she didn't understand what that meant and asked "Do you mean that it was a bad feeling that could turn into a good feeling?" She moved and I watched her tits sway under her shirt.
"Not really. It was all good, but could be a lot better."
"O.K., Kyle. You're going to have to be more specific. Just what was the feeling?"
"Uh... I was horny," I said quietly.
"Excuse me. What did you say?"
"I was horny."
"You mean you felt like you wanted to have sex?"
"Yeah, that's right."
"All week?"
"You mean 'Was I horny all week?' " I asked, then answered my own question. "Yeah, all week."
It seemed as if she blushed slightly, cleared her throat, shifted back in her chair, and looked down at her note pad trying to regain some of her composure.
"Uh... Well, that's normal. I mean, you are a young man, probably in the prime of your... Ah... Your... You know, when those things are important."
She made this statement, but asked no follow up question as she almost always did. She seemed a little flustered at the direction the conversation had turned.
At our first session she had me sign the "everything is non-sexual" clause, but curiously, she said early on that we could talk about anything, anything at all. So I thought that "anything at all" actually meant "anything at all."
"I'm horny now," I stated.
She looked at me where I was sitting on the leather sofa. She squirmed a little in her chair and that shirt moved some more. I guess she was trying to think of a question to ask. That's when I asked my question.
"What do you think about spank therapy?"
"Uh... Excuse me. What did you say?"
"I said 'What do you think about spank therapy?' Do you think that there could be some therapeutic value in the exercise?" I threw in that big word - therapeutic - just for the effect.
"Uh... Well, I never... I mean, that wasn't in any of my training."
"But, you think it might be worth trying, right?" I opened the possibility for her.
"Well, I suppose we could..."
"Why don't we try it to see if it will help me with my issues? You want to help me, don't you?"
"Of course, I do. That's why I'm here. For you."