(Author's note: For Steve, whom I am missing very much -- more than I ought to, and more than he misses me, I'm sure.)
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On a humid and sultry July afternoon, Steve was heading to his car after a particularly demanding shift in the ER when he realized that it had been two months since he last saw Anne. In May, she and two friends had attended a block party in East Fairview, the borough where he lived and worked and where she owned a clothing boutique; she had deserted her friends for a while to join Steve in the stairwell to his apartment for an erotic interlude.
He further realized that she hadn't texted him in about a month and a half, which was odd for her; every week or so she'd send a note to say hello, or ask him a medically-related question, or tell him she'd seen something that made her think of him and laugh. He wondered what was going on with her, hoped she was all right, then with a pang wondered if she and her husband (with whom she'd been having marital problems) were patching things up, hence the radio silence.
After starting his Altima and cranking up the air conditioning, Steve dialed her cell phone number, which went directly to voice mail. He hung up without leaving a message, then sent her the following text: "Haven't heard from you in a while, you OK?"
Anne did not immediately reply, so his short drive home was made in silence, but as he sat down on his living room sofa with a beer his phone rang; looking at the display it was a number he didn't recognize but he could tell it was an East Fairview exchange. "What the ...?" he muttered. He briefly debated sending it to voice mail but reconsidered, as it could be someone calling from the hospital needing to speak with him. "This is Dr. Moretti," he said as he thumbed the Send button to answer the call.
"Steve. It's me," Anne's voice, low and hurried, replied.
"Anne! Hey, what's up? I haven't heard from you in a while, I was a little concerned ... is everything all right? And why are you calling me from a different number? Your BlackBerry broken or something?"
Anne sighed, then explained, "I'm calling from Mare's; I can't call you from my cell phone right now. Larry and I are separating, and I don't need anything that he can use against me in a divorce. If he and his lawyer decide to check my cell phone records and find out how much we've been in contact in the past ... things could get ugly."
"I see," he told her.
"That's why you haven't heard from me in a while." She sighed again. "I'm moving into the apartment upstairs from my shop," she continued, "so it looks like we'll be neighbors again. Well, kind of." At this she giggled, then told him, "I'm finding myself looking forward to
that
, I must say."
He found himself liking
that
very much too. "When are you moving? Do you need help?" he asked.
"I don't know, hopefully this weekend but I'll have to keep you posted ... I'm taking only my things, the living room furniture and the majority of the pots and pans and stuff like that, and I had new bedroom furniture delivered earlier this week. Larry's staying at a hotel near his office while I'm packing up my stuff, which is good. I should be able to get the majority of it out of here this weekend, and the rest the following weekend." She took a deep breath. 'I never realized it would be this hard," she confessed, "even though I've wanted out for such a long time."
"Over a year," he reminded her.
"And downsizing from a house to an apartment isn't easy either."