I stood in the bedroom, the taste of another man's come in my mouth, and smeared on my face.
I could try to find comfort in the fact that my wife's saliva and pussy juices were mixed in it, but the fact was, I had eaten another man's semen, and my wife fed it to me from her body.
I heard the shower turn on.
I stripped down and went to use the sink so I could rinse off my face, brush my teeth and restore some dignity for dinner.
Several thoughts raced through my head.
"Does Ben KNOW I am trying to encourage Liz to do this to me?"
"Has he just assumed what is going on is agreed upon, but not spoken of?"
"Did Liz tell him?"
"Did Liz say anything to the realtor?"
"She HAD to have said something to him, or Ben did." I thought to myself.
I watched my wife shower in the mirror. I felt my cock start to get hard.
"One more night." I thought to myself.
"Pretty soon, this is going to be more common, easier to accept and less of a fantasy." I told myself.
I dried my face, put on a new shirt and was just about ready to go.
"If this is no longer a fantasy, then WHAT does it become?" I asked myself.
I had a few minutes to wait. So I finished up in the bathroom, memorized my wife's figure through the steamy shower door, then left the bathroom without saying a word. I gathered up my work items that took them to the office.
I got on the computer and decided to check my wife's profiles. It had been a few days, so I wanted to see how things were going for her.
On Hot or Not, she was an 8.9 / 10. "She would be proud of that." I told myself.
I got on her Adult profile and there were more than 30 messages.
"WOOO HOOO" I screamed inside my head.
Most of the profiles had no image.
My wife had one "rating" from someone in her messages. I took a look and was completely SHOCKED to see the wording "This FINE piece of ass is Cuckolding her husband. She lacks experience but is eager. Squirts if you hit it right. Ladies, if you have any pointers, hit her up. Fellas, she is a tight piece of ass that does not know the word quit. Take a chance, make the drive. She is totally worth your time."
"BEN!!!" I thought to myself.
"Liz told Ben. Ben told the realtor." I thought to myself.
I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
Five years ago I read a few stories about cuckolding. They excited me more than any other fantasy I had ever read about. I re-read several stories over and over. I became obsessed.
I found online forums, story exchanges, and different blogs about this fantasy. Literature on HOW to get started was nearly impossible to find. I promised myself "IF I could ever get this boulder to move, I would not stop until it was tumbling down the mountain."
I read some articles that were written from a clinical perspective, and dug a little deeper into different ideas, the psychology behind this, different ways of talking about this and different methods of getting wives and girlfriends not only to agree with the idea, but to look forward to it, initiate flirting, find lovers, and how to manipulate their husbands and boyfriends into supporting this........ Lifestyle.
Since I had started reading, I was obsessed. I would master bate in the shower to the idea of Liz riding another man's cock while I watched.
I would imagine her stuffing her cheeks full of a strange cock, then pulling it out and looking me in the eyes and saying things like,
"He is much bigger than you."
"He lasted a lot longer than you ever do."
"His come tastes better than yours."
"I just come harder when I am with him."
"I left my panties at _____ 's place, I need to go back and get them."
"I came so many times that I nearly passed out."
I would let my mind drift and think about these things at all points of the day, when she was out with her friends, or when she was away for the weekend.
Nonstop I would think of different scenarios, different ways it would happen, different times of the day she would "take" another man.
Maybe in the guest room?
Maybe in the garage?
In public?
Parking in his car?
I was a constant source of "what if" and a die hard want to be (wanna-be).
Now it was here.
I felt as if I had a little "buyer's remorse". Maybe the lost discretion from Ben was had me second guessing this idea? Maybe other people knowing my weakness was where this was coming from?
All I knew was that I had wanted this to happen for so long that nothing was going to change my ambition for moving forward now.
"The door is open... Let's get another foot inside." I pepped myself up.
I looked at the posting date and time. Then I looked at the messages, most of them were posted AFTER this comment.
"Maybe this was a favor." I thought to myself.
I remembered reading, "The first strange cock was the hardest to get the wife / girlfriend to take. The second may be JUST as hard if the first lover she takes is not a good experience for her. You will have to encourage her, like her best friend. This is where you become her friend, and slowly fade away as "husband material" to her (in a physical sense). You have to take her out, leave her exposed so other men will come around her. Make yourself invisible, and ensure your cock is of zero benefit to her, ever. If it takes beating off 3 times a day so you cannot get a hard on, DO IT. Keep your nuts empty, but ALWAYS dream of her with another man. It may not happen on the first try, or the second, or even the third. Be patient. He is out there. Keep encouraging her to flirt and dance with other men. Be evasive. Leave the area, go to the bathroom, take a phone call, or just go check on someone / something. The point is she is out, and alone in the eyes of other men. You want this because it will do most of the work for you. When other men talk to her, her sexual worth goes up, and the possibility of her taking another man to bed increases.