11
"HE WHAT?" I exclaimed.
Out here on the front steps of our house, my step sister Alex just told me that Brian, the guy dating her mom (my step mom), had also been the one to take her virginity. I was aghast with confusion.
"Who did what?" Came a voice from behind me. Turning, I saw Steph walking toward us while waving back toward an unknown man in a car. She smiled at him. She was in her work clothes, and the top buttons of her polo shirt were unbuttoned. That deep pang of jealousy shot dully into my stomach.
I wasn't sure what was happening, but I was definitely on edge for multiple reasons now, and I did not hold back. "You know that guy Brian? The friend of your parents' that my step mom Kelly is seeing?"
"Yeah, what about him?" Steph tossed back casually.
"Alex FUCKED HIM!" I said in a loud stage whisper.
"Excuse me?" Steph said in surprise, stopping in her tracks.
"Jesus, Tim, keep it down!" Alex implored, looking around for anyone who might have heard.
"YEAH," I continued, "not only did she fuck him, she lost her virginity to him!"
"What?" Steph said softly, clearly confused.
"Yeah! Our mom's boyfriend!" I said incredulously.
"I thought..." Steph started, "...you said you lost your virginity to Eddie Besser after prom!" Steph had a puzzled look on her face.
"I lied," Alex revealed, "Eddie couldn't get it up. I liked him, so I told him I'd tell everyone we did it." She ran a hand through her hair in stress. "I didn't want him to get made fun of, but also I didn't want it to look like I couldn't get a guy hard."
"But Brian..." Steph continued, still trying to make the pieces make sense.
"He was a fill-in bartender at a bar by my school. It was my birthday, and my roommate sort of set us up. He was a hot, older guy from out of town, I didn't know anything about him, and I sure as shit didn't think I'd ever see him again!"
She didn't know anything about him. She didn't know that before dating our mom, Brian had been in at least one videotaped threeway with Steph's parents Sandy and Don. She didn't know that he had shot his cum all over Sandy's face while Don taped it.
...but did Steph know?
"But it was just the one time?" Steph inquired again, even more interested in the details than I was.
"Yes!" Alex quickly responded, before backtracking a bit. "Well, no...I fucked him again in the shower the following morning. But that was it, I swear!"
I had seen what Brian had done with Sandy and Don--I knew how big his cock was--and the thought of my step sister taking that big fuckstick deep into her body under the hot water of a shower made my balls tingle.
"Are you gonna tell Kelly?" I asked (probably a stupid question).
"No, of course I'm not going to tell my mom that her boyfriend took her daughter's virginity!" Alex said, a scrunched "what the fuck?" look on her face.
"What are you going to do, then, try to break them up?" Steph offered.
"Yeah, I mean they can't keep seeing each other, right?" I joined. I didn't know if I really thought that, or if I was just jealous of the attention Kelly was paying Brian, attention that a part of me felt was still reserved for my dearly departed dad.
"I don't fucking know..." Alex said, head in her hands again, "I mean, it's definitely fucked up, but at the same time...she seems really happy." She rubbed the back of her neck slowly. "I just don't know."
We all sat there in momentary silence, until Alex got up off the steps.
"I need to take a walk," she said, passing between us.
"You want me to come with?" Steph offered, but Alex just kept walking.
"No, thanks, I just need to clear my head a bit."
Alex walked on down the road, leaving Steph and I standing alone in front of our building in silence. She had a forlorn look on her face, and her mind was clearly racing. I began to offer the chance to talk, but she stopped me before I could get two words out and curtly said "I gotta go," and headed inside.
Later that night, lying in bed, my mind was reeling from the events of the day. My friend Christine, the pastor's daughter, had ravenously sucked my cock after church, opening up an entirely new dimension of our relationship. Neither one of us knew what it meant, but I don't think I was the only one who wanted more.
Then I find out my step mom's new boyfriend fucked my step sister, taking her virginity, before he met my step mom. It was a very strange, sensitive situation, but maybe Alex was right--maybe the past was just the past and Kelly's happiness was the only important thing. Maybe it didn't matter what Brian had done with Alex. Or with Steph's parents.
And then there was Steph. There was a weird vibe tonight. Steph had seemed hurt by Alex's confession of lying about losing her virginity, and then even more so when Alex rejected her offer to talk. Did she feel like Alex was pulling away from her? How would that affect them when they were at the same school next year?
Pulling my phone out, I opened up a new text message to Tara. I desperately wanted to talk to her about all this, but I couldn't bring myself to write.
I was caught in an indecisive daydream, when suddenly I was snapped out of it by the buzz of an incoming text message. It was from Steph.
"Wow, that was pretty fucked up tonight, huh?" it read. I hesitated before answering. We hadn't talked casually in quite a while, and given our recent past I wasn't sure what the bounds of our relationship even were anymore. But still, I needed someone to talk to, and seemingly so did she.
"Yeah. I don't even know where to start," I replied.
"I can't believe Alex had sex with my parents' friend..." she wrote back. Her statement was general to the whole situation, but it was clear which part of it bothered her the most.
"Did finding that out make you sad?" I inquired. I was taking a risk--Steph and I had never talked about her and Alex, but it seemed to me she left me that door open for a reason.
There was a long pause between messages, and then three dots preceding "I'm not sad she slept with him...I guess I'm a little sad she lied to me about losing her virginity though. We always told each other everything when it came to that stuff."