Not the strongest swimmer, I held onto his to brace myself against the breakers. His waist was also to brace us for what I was about to say. I stumbled and sputtered over the right way to explain what transpired before his call last night.
I could tell he wasn't a hundred percent comfortable with what I had said and unsure of what to do or say, as a boyfriend. I was glad to get an, "Everything's gonna be good. It was just a dream," from him, but it didn't set either of us at ease. Not totally. It *did* make things a little better when he gave me one of those hugs he learned from my dad.
We lingered deeper into the water and enjoyed being together as Sam and Nate played Frisbee on the shore. We always appreciated dancing with each other in the waves.
When it got too dark and cold to appreciate, we left the beach for Sam and Nate's apartment. Nate went in his room to shower and take a nap. After Sam showered, he told Jason to toss him the keys so he could pick up the drinks and food for the party.
As he was leaving, Sam told Jason and me, "Don't do anything in my bed. Don't do anything you can't clean up. I'm out of bleach."
Laughable because everyone knew we were 'good kids,' as our parents said. We hadn't done anything sexual, outside of making out. I decided to change that when I heard Jason turn the water off. I unlocked the door and walked in on him.
"What are you doing?" Jason asked with his towel in hand.
"Just my way of thanking you for today," I told him. I took the towel from him and began drying him off. The romance of the gesture was received. I saw that in his eyes. He was an emotional person, but Jason was a MAN -- with his girlfriend fondling his naked body. Jason's dick reacted to this. It hardened and slowly started to rise as I finished drying him. I had never been this close to Jason's naked dick (or anyone's). When I took it in my hands, it was less of a sexual move and more an academic inspection. His moan reminded me that my research wasn't just research to him.
He stopped me, "You don't have to do this," with my face in his hands.
The look on his face -- in his gaze was why I DID have to. "I *want* to," I assured him. I wasn't planning on doing what happened next. I just felt like, what he did & said and why -- the type of person he was, this was the least I could do.
I moved my face toward his dick and realized my inexperience. None of my friends who had done anything talked about it or were graphic; if they did talk about it. I didn't watch anything that was more hardcore that a Hollywood movie. I imagined my best option was to treat this like when we made out. I placed light kisses on the tip until I got the guts to start licking the sides. I built enough nerve to open my mouth to begin sucking. Whatever I was doing, Jason seemed to enjoy. The noises he was making let me know I was turning him on and should continue circling his tip with my tongue.
Giving the love of my life was turning me on, too -- maybe too much. I started licking and sucking with more ferocity, until I tried to reach my lips to the base of his hard dick. Bad idea. I don't know if Jason liked it, but I did not feel sexy gagging. After I recovered, I decided to use my hands to stroke his shaft and regulate my depth. Jason removed one of my hands, sucked on my fingers until they were really moist, and put them on his sack. He could only handle me stimulating both for another minute or two more. He pushed my hands away from him as urgently and gently as possible as he turned to spray toward the drain.
"I guess I owe Sam a bottle of bleach," Jason joked as he tried to rinse away the cum.