Carmen had matured faster than Gary and me, mostly from a physical standpoint, girls usually do. She had long had her boob's, but despite still being a tomboy, she sure was proud of them. Girls that had bigger ones like herself received more attention, and Carmen thrived on it. I liked boobs, and yes, especially the ones on my buddy Carmen, but did not even know how to hint I would like to see them uncovered sometime!
The fact that the three of us were together most of the time, probably kept us from experimentation, even with others. I never tried to start something of any kind of sexual nature with Carmen, if anything ever would have been started, it would have had to be by her. I was just too shy.
This event on a bike trip we embarked on has had a lasting effect on Carmen and I's feelings for each other. It was put into motion by Gary going away to his grandparent's to help his grandpa with a home improvement project during summer vacation after graduation, and Carmen and I were left to come up with our own adventures.
Our first one that week was a bike ride to the forbidden quarry. It was the place all of our parents told us not to ever go because it was dangerous! I think before we were even born someone drowned there, and the company was sued and ended up putting up a pretty tall fence.
It was surprising that Gary and I never gave into Carmen's curiosity to find a way to explore it. But she was told about a break in the fence and wanted to see what the ponds looked like there, as stories were around from others that have claimed to have been there before. We found the break and got our bikes through to continue.
It was still a long ride within the quarry, we were quite tired, but most of all dehydrated from the heat, we had to ration our water on the way. Then we found what just looked so awesome in the hot summer heat. It was a crystal clear pond in one of the mining areas, with big rectangular rocks that had been mined from it, and for some reason quality maybe, they were left behind.
There we were, the two of us, each standing on our own rock looking into the waters. We were thinking about two things, filling our water bottles, and swimming. Unlike some of the ponds, this one had what almost looked like a beach. You could see as well, that it did not just drop off like most quarry ponds, it looked more like a recreational lake, where there is no drop-off right away.
Carmen looked at me and said, "The water looks so clear, I think we can chance to drink it, and we just have to swim here too. I know someone drowned, but there are a lot of ponds we passed that were just plain deep, this one isn't. I am sure it's safe for us, we both are good swimmers.
I pointed out the fact that we would have to ride all the way back to the fence and then on home to get our suits, and our moms would want to know why, and where, well, it just would not work.
Carmen, "I want to swim, I am going to strip down to just my panties and go in, they look just like my swimsuit bottoms.
Me, the voice of reason again, "Are you sure you don't mind being topless with your buddy, lets face it, you have tits, nice ones, that are quite big. Might I say they are awesome looking, and I know you don't have a bra you could keep on? I noticed when I looked back at you when you were leaning forward on your bike in that sleeveless top, sometimes I think you want me to see them. That top is so loose, I could see almost all the way down to your nipples."
Carmen, "That means you have seen my tits already, so it would not be a big deal for me, and I knew you were looking, you almost crashed into me a couple of times trying to get that look. I know we are just buddies, but it kind of turns me on knowing you want to see them, but if it bothers either one of us, I can cover my nipples with my hands as we go in. I don't care that much if you see me just topless. I trust you not to tell your other friends that Carmen likes to show her tits. We are just friends, buddies we have always called ourselves anyway, we won't be touching each other. I have not been all that active with boys, I won't say the word, but I admit I still am one as far as actual sex goes, so I think we can control ourselves."
I added, "The other problem is that we will be going home in wet underwear, or shorts, I know mine will not dry, they are the combo kind of shorts with stitched-in underwear making them extra thick, and I would be just plain naked and showing all of me if I took them off."
Carmen, "I don't care, I am going to swim no matter what. Since it is you, just a buddy, I am willing to go in naked. I may not have had one in me, but I have seen penises before, if it bothers you that I will see yours, I promise not to stare. We don't have to stare at each other down below, as far as my breast or my fat ugly butt goes, I don't care if you see them a little I guess. You will just have to see this buddy differently. We can even take turns getting naked, and then get in the water as the other doesn't look if that is what you prefer."
I wanted to swim too, but I had other problems, one I did not want to bring up. I had never been totally naked with a girl, and few males as well, and knew I had less hair down there, even though I was almost 19, I did not think my penis was very big back then. I remember being concerned enough at the time to look it up in the school library, it said that puberty in boys can continue into our mid 20's, and a male's penis and pubic hair continue to develop until then, along with the rest of their body. Even though my penis may not have been quite full-grown at this late age, there was also an erection problem that was getting worse as I got older. Even though we were just buddies, I had started having non-buddy feelings about Carmen, and started having more and bigger erections around her.
Erections, if I got one while still back in school I would walk around with a book or something in front of it. But even though I was at the age that I knew that seeing girls with nice breasts, and nice butts had a lot to do with it. I was not alone in that, in high school there were a lot of guys with books in front of them on occasion.
But here I was alone with a girl and was a little worried about having one while skinny dipping, because of my lack of confidence in my development. I kept that to myself, and being desperate for an argument said, "Even though we are both of legal age now, I don't think our moms would think it would be appropriate for us to be naked in front of each other, you know how the two of them are."
Carmen, "Moms always spoil their kids fun, that's just what moms do. We both need to grow up, we are past 18, and need to start acting our age, and stand up to them, we are heading to college in the fall. There is nothing wrong with two friends, especially ones that claim to be just buddies getting naked and swimming in the same pond, and we are just going to swim, aren't we? Or are you afraid you won't be able to keep from making a move on this dude? You better worry about it being me that makes a move, just because our relationship has been as just friends, it's not like I don't think you are a hot looking guy. Like you admit to trying to see my breast, I have on occasion wanted to check out what is going on in your shorts. Let's just get naked and swim for the fun and relief from the heat, nobody can talk about it, as no one else is here to see us anyway, and I won't tell."
It was a hot day, I was covered in sweat from the bike ride, I was even starting to get sore in my crotch from the friction of my shorts, a good reason to get out of them a while. Even though I was reluctant I really wanted to swim too, she is right I need to grow up. Knowing she was going to get her way in the end, I figured I could at least make some rules. Maybe I was overreacting to the nudity part because I was so insecure about my penis size, and she did not say she was OK with me seeing her sex. I figured we could limit, if not eliminate what we don't want to show, and still have a fun swim. I was still too modest and a bit prude, too shy to show it all to a girl, especially someone that my relationship has been one of just close friends for all these years.