Everyone in this story is over the age of 18.
Hello my name is Emma, and I am a lesbian. I have always been a lesbian, boys had never interested me and I was always chasing girls. I was dating a girl but we broke up just as Covid started. This meant that I was out into lockdown alone in my apartment. My work allowed me to work from home so thankfully I was still employed.
I spent my time at home working and gaming. I was a big PC gamer and would spend hours playing shooters with friends online. Recently my new neighbour Zach had gotten me into a new game called Valorant. I was hooked. We would spend hours at night gaming and chatting over mic. He was also single and working from home.
We had just finished gaming and we said our goodbyes. I was very horny so I went straight to porn. I found one of my favourite stars and watched her latest video. I started to finger myself as I watch two very hot girls strip each other off. I never used toys as they all seemed to much like cocks. I was getting myself very close when a man suddenly entered the video. I was confused at first as this girl had never done man stuff before. I could not help but watch as they stripped him off and started to suck his cock.
I was about to turn the video off when I stopped. For some reason I did not watch to stop watching the blowjob. I felt myself get wetter and I began to play with my pussy again. Within seconds I was cumming hard. When I regained my senses I quickly turned the video off. I felt kind of confused and disgusted with myself. I went to bed soon after.
The next day all I could think about was that video. It was so strange to me as I had never felt aroused at the sight of a cock. By lunch time I could not handle it anymore and decided to watch the video again. I watched the two girls again and began to play with myself. When the man entered I felt myself get more turned on. This time I watched the video for longer. I watched as both girl took turns. When the blowjob was over and the fucking started I felt myself lose interest. I put the video back to the start of the cock sucking and I quickly came again.
I tried not to think about it for the rest of the day but I could not help it. After another gaming session with Zach I decided to watch another video. I thought maybe it was just the sight of the girl I liked doing something different that turned me on. I went into the blowjob tab and found a girl I thought was hot. I skipped to the blowjob and I was cumming within minutes again.
The next few days all went the same. I would spend my day working while thinking about blowjobs, and then watching a different video each night. Everyone had the same effect. I decided to buy myself a dildo. I had never used a sex toy before. When it arrived I opened it up. I had gone for a life like one. It was flesh coloured, about 7" and had veins on it. The sight of it did not gross me out as much as it once would have. I sat at my desk and placed it in front of me. I found a new video and skipped to the blowjob again. I played with myself for a while before I took hold of the dildo. As the guy sucked the cock I began to suck the dildo. It felt so weird at first but I was soon wetter then ever. I came hard as I had half the dildo in my mouth.
The rest of my week went the same. I would suck the dildo as I watched the porn. I was becoming more and more obsessed. The only problem was that I was getting the desire to suck a real cock more and more. I wanted to know what a real one would feel like inside my mouth. I also wanted to know what it felt like to swallow cum and to get a facial. I was playing a game later that week with Zach. We had the party chat on so that only we could hear each other. The game was my rank up game and I really needed to win. It was a tight game and I was getting frustrated.
"Come on." I said as I died yet again.
"Calm down." Zach laughed.
"I would like to see you be calm on your rank up game." I moaned. The game continued the same way. Zach found himself in a 1v4 to win the game. It was nearly impossible to win but if he lost it would mean going into overtime and the way our team was playing we would lose.
"What do I get if I clutch?" He asked me. We always offered each other crazy things if they clutched. When the clutch meant something we would offer more sensible things. The last time I clutched when he needed it he offered to buy me a take away. I did clutch and a pizza arrived not long after.
"I'll suck your dick." I told him. I really wanted this win, and I had thought that offering Zach a blowjob was going to be my best chance of trying it myself.
"Your a lesbian." He laughed.
"No shit." I told him. "But I mean it."
By this point he had killed 2 of the other team. He went quiet as he concentrated. He managed to get it down to a 1v1 and somehow, through the skin of his teeth, got the last kill. We both screamed and laughed as he won.
"Guess you owe me a blowjob." He laughed.
"Do you want it tonight?" I asked him. I felt nervous now.
"You don't have to." He said.
"Look I'm going through some stuff and this would help me out." I told him.
"Ok, sure." He said slowly.
I said bye as we left the game and I turned my PC off. I was wearing some comfy trousers and a t-shirt and thought that would be fine to go over in. He did only live next door. I knocked on the door to find him standing in a pair of sweat shorts and a t-shirt. Zach was an ok looking guy, if you liked guys. He had dark brown hair and beard. He invited me in and offered me a drink. I took this time to explain to him what has been going on with me.
