For the next few days, I totally avoided the gym which actually wasn't too hard since I was swamped at work and then it was time for the weekend.
As the days went by my mind continued to go over the events of that day at the gym. As I went about my day to day business I couldn't help but think about how turned on I was and how much I loved being called names and having that dick down my throat.
But on the other hand, I honestly didn't find men attractive in the least. I went to the beach with some friends and couldn't help but notice that the people I found attractive all had tits and pussies. But at the same time, when I looked at men I didn't get the same reaction. Rather I would randomly wonder what their cock looked like but honestly nothing more.
I couldn't help but feel conflicted but I also couldn't help the fact that try as I might, I had probably jerked off about 5 times since then and while 2 of those times I thought about girls the other three involved me thinking about Chris.
I found that the part that turned me on most was the feeling of being so slutty. When I thought of being called a whore etc and submitting to him I had the most intense orgasms. That being said the thought of going back to him and begging him to suck his cock again didn't sit well with me. I was a strong willed guy and that other side of me seemed foreign. I didn't beg anyone for anything. I was determined to not let it happen again.
Monday finally came around and again I got to busy to hit the gym but Tuesday I was all caught up and decided to risk going again. I knew I had to face him sometime.
By the time I got to the gym, Chris was already starting his warm up. As usual we were the only two in the gym which made avoiding him somewhat difficult.
Chris looked over my way and said "Hey, you been avoiding me?"
"No, just been crazy at work and haven't had a chance to get to the gym. Been working on a big project and I had some last minute changes that I needed to make."
"Cool, and on a side note, you up for a repeat of the last time we met? I've been thinking about that slutty mouth of yours all day."
I tried to laugh it off but inside my heart was racing. Just him referring to my slutty mouth got me feeling hot but I was determined not to beg.
"Look Chris, I'm not gonna lie and say that I didn't enjoy it but that was a one time thing. I hope we can be cool and go on about our business."
"Sure that's fine, but I can already tell your thinking about it. I'll let it go but now the offer will have to change."
"And how is that exactly. It's already at me begging you to let me suck your cock."
"Yes it was but I'm not one to take a no lightly. I saw how you reacted to the things I said and did to you. For fuck sakes, you even came without being touched."
My cock hardened at his words. He was right, and in that moment I was almost ready to drop to my knees right there and then.
"So here's what's going to happen. You will eventually beg me to let you suck my cock again but now I expect you to be wearing a very tight, very small women's thong."
I looked at him "Seriously? That will never happen."
"Oh I think it will. At some point it will be to much for you to handle and you'll literally come crawling back. But this time I want you to go out and buy a very sexy, very tight pair of women's underwear for the occasion."
I glared at him. "Not happening."
He just shrugged. "Ok, we'll see."
To his credit Chris finished the workout without saying anything else. My mind however was running in overtime. Panties? Really?
The rest of the week was a blur. I got swamped again and wasn't able to go back to the gym but my mind was always wandering back to the thought of his clock and now the thought of wearing panties if I ever wanted to do it again. I was jerking odd constantly all week. I had a feeling he was right. That I wouldn't be able to resist.
That weekend I went to the mall to pick up a few things and as I was walking I happened to notice a Victoria's Secret store. I figured it couldn't hurt to look. I had bought lingerie for girls before so it wasn't like I was new to the place.