"I do want to have sex, yes," I said trying not to say too much.
"You did not answer the question James. Let me repeat." I could sense some frustration in his voice. "Are you attempting to use me for your sexual pleasure?"
"I just want to enjoy myself with you by having sex Joseph, I mean no harm." I noticed his hard-on was gone but that his groin area was still filled with his sizeable dick and balls.
"Obviously you do not understand," he said as he shifted in his seat to get a more direct look at me. "If we are going to do this there is something you need to understand. You want me to fuck the shit out of you this evening, dominate you, all that stuff. And that's fine. You excite me man, but I do tend to get carried away and have always wanted wondered what it would be like to have a white boy at my feet, and it looks like I can do that right now. But if this goes well, I'm wanting to keep you around. None of this 'Hit it and quit it shit.' So if you're for that, let's not go any further. I just got to know."
Joseph had me in a position that I was I was unable to respond to right away. I had too many questions. "So. you're looking for long term?" I asked.
"Possibly, I mean I just might like this so much I'm going to want more. But a man in my position can't be reckless.
The fact that I had a partner who I loved made me question another long term commitment. "Alright James, time for you to make a decision then. If you stay, we make love, fuck, screw, whatever," said Joseph, pulling me into him, pressing his lips on mine, slowly pushing his tongue in.
After the great kissing, I decided to stay with Joseph. He was pulling me into his desires, and I was anxious to see where this would go.
We sat back down on the couch, this time with my head on his meaty shoulder. The more Joseph and I talked the more I was able to understand his needs. He had been curious about gay sex, particularly with a white guy but his religious upbringing prevented him from acting on it. I felt comfortable with Joseph and an excitement that I had not felt since I was with Leo.
Joseph stood up, unbuttoning his shirt, revealing a well-defined chest in his white crew neck T-Shirt. He went to his bedroom and brought back a marijuana joint, lighting it and sitting next to me.
"Damn, wasn't expecting that," I said.
"Nothing wrong with getting a little high," he said. We shared it in silence while listening to jazz which filled the dim room with a sensuous sound. The tension was building as we got increasingly buzzed. Finally Joseph stood up and pulled his soft dick out. I wasted no time kneeling before him, licking from head to base, then sucking him slowly until I got halfway down, unable to go further because of his girth. Still clothed Joseph led me to his bedroom with a nice size king bed in a luxurious environment. I was definitely ready to take on his enormous dick, no matter what it took.
"Undress me." Joseph stood quietly and held his arms out as I removed his T-shirt, then his dress pants, stopping for a moment to admire his body. He had tight boxers which accentuated huge muscular thighs. I kissed his chest that was dotted with tight curly hairs and sucked his extended nipples which caused him to moan loudly, then press my head harder onto his thick, hairy breast. When he raised his arm I could smell the man musk which further increased my desire. I licked and nuzzled his arm pits until Joseph moved me to the edge of the bed, raising my legs while removing my pants and underwear, leaving my ass at the edge of the bed, exposed and about to receive the largest dick I would ever take on. Joseph then pulled down his underwear, his penis hard and only inches away from my ass. While he went to the bathroom I lay there thinking if I could take on his large dick. But I was caught in the moment and wanted to see what something like that would feel like.
He walked over to his dresser and pulled out a bottle. "All I have is baby oil," he said, opening it. He raised and spread my legs, pouring a generous amount of the cool liquid on my hole. Then he made the move, putting the head at my entrance and slowly pushing it in. The invasion was spreading me open beyond what I thought was capable. As I started crying out in pain Joseph place his hand over my mouth.
"Shhhhh. You can do this. You feel so good," he said, slowly sliding in another inch. The feeling of being opened up that much had me taking deep, regular breaths and doing what I could to ease the pain as he entered me further. Fifteen minutes had easily passed when I reached down and felt that Joseph had worked himself all the way in, staying rock hard the whole time. His belly pressed on mine, balls rested on my ass as he bent down to kiss me, unexpected, but definitely wanted.
He started out my gently pressing his lips on mine, licking and softly kissing until his tongue probed into my mouth which I greeted with mine. I felt him slowly pull out a few inches, somewhat easing the pain that was slowly subsiding. He pushed back in too quickly, but my moans were muffled by his increasing passion in his kissing. "This man has done this before," I told myself as Joseph began slowly stroking my now fully open ass. "James, this feels amazing," he whispered, spreading my legs further. His thrusting action had increased, causing me to slide across the bed but he kept his rhythm. I held on to his thick neck and was now enjoying the ride. I glanced at the clock at saw it was 5:50 am - we had been fucking for almost an hour and he showed no signs of slowing down. But I had to stop because the baby oil was no longer effective.
"Joseph, I need to take a break," I managed to get in as he was rhythmically pounding me.
Breathing heavily, Joseph said, "I'm just getting started baby."
"But I need more lube- I'm..." I didn't finish begging before Joseph pulled out suddenly and sat back. In the glow of the morning I could make out his dick as I rested my legs across his. I couldn't believe I had taken the enormity of his length and girth. I reached down to feel it, barely able to wrap my hand around it. My ass felt wide open. And I smelled my hand to make sure there was no mess - which fortunately there was not. I had taken precautions the day before since I anticipated action.
"Need some lube man - got some in my pants." Joseph reached into my pants that were lying on the floor and pulled out a lube packet.
"I see you came prepared," he said as he opened the lube. "Lie on your side," instructed Joseph. I positioned myself as he told and was ready of another round of fucking after he spread some lube on my hole. He spread my cheeks and slowly slid himself back in. This time I felt minimal pain and mostly pleasure. I wasn't sure if it was the fact that I was already opened up or the position I was in but the feeling was as good as I ever had. I lay in ecstasy as I enjoyed Joseph's slow stroking. My moaning must have turned him on.
"You like that baby?" I heard him say softly.
"Yes, very much so," I said as I enjoyed the rest of the morning in various positions getting fucked by the hottest man with the longest staying power I had ever experienced. Finally, while laying on my side I felt Joseph's dick grow thicker and harder as he increased the force and pace of his thrusting. His orgasm was intense - he pressed his sweat covered body full against mine and poured his seed into my guts while he moaned loudly for what seemed like at least a minute. And, as if on cue, I also began to ejaculate, shouting loudly as I squirted several ropes of cum on myself and the sheets. We lay there, spent, in silence, taking in the sexual odors, breathing heavily until I felt him slip out of my ass. As long as his dick was his seed was planted deep and wasn't coming out for awhile. I felt him kissing my back while rubbing his hands across my chest, playing with my hardened nipples, traveling down to my softening penis that still had sperm coming out. Joseph took his finger and fed me my own come. Although never into it I was willing to do anything Joseph pleased. We fell asleep, spoon fashion, exhausted from a night of liquor, weed, and passionate sex.
Joseph and I spent the next three days with each other, gambling, eating and fucking. I had developed feelings for him and it was difficult to leave. When I got home I told Leo everything that happened, including my strong attraction to Joseph. While he wasn't happy, we held to the promise of being honest towards each other. I saw Joseph on and off for the next few year, including attending one of his services in Memphis. It was a wild ride.
