After that memorable Wednesday afternoon, I found myself thinking of little else. When I wasn't with him I'd be thinking of him and at night I'd find myself jacking off at the thought of exploring more of Dannys body and Dannys exploring mine.
I often wondered if Danny was thinking and doing the same.
I wasn't ready to admit to myself that I maybe gay and to be honest I didn't think Danny did either.
Since that day, I would have thought more would have happened between us, but it turned out to be the opposite. Things had stopped completely.
We hadn't really talked about what happened, just that he was glad it did.
Despite Danny being the initiator, he was the one who put the brakes on. I guess he was just figuring things out, we both were.
Was it just lust, love or experimentation, I don't think either of us really knew.
We'd still talk about the girls in our school and who we fancy and who we'd love to fuck - the usual guy talk.
I think at this moment in our lives we were two sexually charged teens who would seize any opportunity male or female as an outlet for our sexual urges. The question remained, which one did we really want.
Graduation day was fast approaching and our High school decided in their infinite wisdom that they were going to host a leavers ball as a chance to give all the kids heading off into the world, be it college or work, one last party and give them a proper send off.
Danny and I were walking through the corridors at school discussing last nights lakers game, when we turned the corner and crashed into two girls who had their faces in their phones.
Their phones dropped to the floor in the collision and Danny and I were quick to bend down and pick them up.
As we both looked up, we recognised them as Sam and Jen. We shared a few classes with them, exchanged a few glances across the room and we both thought they were pretty damn hot. Sam was obviously the dominant friend, while Jen seemed happy to go with the flow. Sort of like my relationship with Danny, where he was the dominant one.
Danny and I had previously confessed to each other that we had on the odd occasion stroked one out thinking about them.
"I'm so sorry" apologising as we handed them their phones.
"No, It's our fault, we weren't looking" replied Jen.
There was an awkward silence, before Danny interjected.
"Hey girls, are you going to the dance?"
"Haven't decided yet." Sam replied.
"Could you hurry up and decide, as I know two boys looking for a couple of pretty girls to take" he said with a wink.
"YES" Sam said emphatically.
"I mean yes we'd love to go with you" Sam corrected herself as not to sound too eager.
"SAMM!" Jen said, taken aback by her friends directness.
"Oh come on Jen, dont pretend you don't fancy them. You even said so last period. Especially this one." she said audibly whispering in Jens ear and tilting her head in my direction.
Jens face went even redder.
"Then it's a date." confirmed Danny.
"Great!" Sam snapped.
She pulled out a pen from her bag and grabbed Dannys left hand and wrote her cell number down on his palm followed by a little heart.
"Call me and we'll sort the details yeah."
"Later" and with that the girls giggled past the boys and went on their way.
I looked at Danny.
"Dude, what the fuck?"
"What?" he said all innocently.
"You could have asked me first"
"Ah c'mon, you said they were fucking hot and if I remember correctly there was a certain fantasy of yours when you and Jen are the only ones in detention."
"Dude shut up! I know... but" and I trailed off into silence.
A small part of me thought we'd skip the dance and experiment with each other again, but it looks like that wasn't on Dannys agenda.
"Look, its our last time in this dump. We might as well go out with a bang. Besides, we both know what's going to happen after the dance... and it's farewell virginity." he said giving a mocking wave.
Danny had a way with words, he was talking about it as if what we had shared meant nothing and I was nothing more than his sexual outlet. Perhaps I was reading too much into this, perhaps Dannys sexual compass swung too far one way and now he's trying to overcompensate by asking the girls out.
So why did this bother me so much?
Deep down I knew I should just ask him - Christ we've been friends for ever, but I really didn't want to make things awkward between us, our friendship meant to much to me.
While I was trying to work Danny out, there were a few issues of my own I needed to resolve.
I felt so conflicted, on the one hand I was keen as anyone to have sex with a girl -especially with Jen, but I also felt there was more to explore with Danny. Was there a chance I could have my cake and eat it, could I sample Jens delights and Dannys - did I have to choose? Was Danny thinking the same? Arghh my brain hurts, what do I want??
Soon the weeks before the dance became days and finally the big day had arrived.
I had chosen to get ready over Dannys and from there we would go on to collect Sam and Jen.
We were both dressed in our formal suits and I was starting to stress out big time.
"Dude, I look fucking ridiculous. I feel like a fucking penguin."
"Chill man" Danny said cooly.
"... and what about the dancing, you know I can't dance for shit. What if I look like a right ass on the dance floor?"
"Look it's easy."
Danny stood up from the desk chair he was sitting on and came over to me.
"All you have to do is stand there and grab her hips" and with that he came in close and grabbed my hips, looking directly into my eyes.
I stared back at him, scanning his face for intention. I thought, for the briefest of moments he was going to kiss me, was this going to be the moment?
However, it soon became obvious to me, that this was purely instructional and not romantic.
"Now just sway side to side" he began to move us side to side.
I could feel myself getting hard as Danny was practically rubbing his dick against me.
"And if you're feeling particularly brave, you can grab her ass" and with that Danny grabbed my ass and smiled.
At that point I almost came in my briefs. My heart was pounding.
Then Danny broke off contact.
"Ahem, cough, cough, sports, girls. Grrr." he said laughing.
I literally got hot under the collar and started
pacing the bedroom floor, frantically adjusting my tie.
"Dude relax."
He began to redo my tie, so it was neat and tidy again.
"Look, I know what you need."
He came in close again but this time grabbed the zipper of my trousers and yanked it down, then with what I could only describe as expert precision he reached in to my underwear and grabbed my dick.
"Dann...ohhh" I couldn't finish the word.
"There we go - just relax." he said as he started jackin' me off.
Danny dropped to his knees and took my now rock hard cock into his mouth.
With both hands he grabbed my ass and propelled my dick deeper into his mouth.
Instinctively I grabbed his head and started to control the blow job.
Danny stopped abruptly.
"Dude, dont mess my hair" he said jokingly.
I apologised and moved my hands to the back of my head and clasped them together.
