What is it about cock? Ever since Alex reawakened my lust for it, I couldn't get enough, and, lately, it seemed like every guy felt the same.
I was always pee shy. If there was someone else in the restroom I just couldn't go, and all because I was stifling my desire for cock.
"What if he looks at my dick? What if I look at his?" I was always so worried. Well, the answer was, if he looks at my dick, he probably wants to suck it, and, if I look at his, it means the same.
I began to see horny guys everywhere, to watch if they're gaze went to my crotch or if they followed my eyes to theirs. I focused in on the slightest brush of a hand across a bulge, the eye contact that said "Follow me."
There was the dapper old gent at the mall who bought me lunch after I blew him in the department store stall. Then there was the bear at the hardware store who plowed my ass in his van in the middle of the day while mommies with their carts from the big box store walked by yelling at their kids. There was the clerk at the grocery store who followed me into the men's room and sucked my cock. All those years of hiding what I wanted when there was a world just full of it waiting.
Which brings me to Justin.
I used to think it was a curse to be bi and married, but now I realize it's an opportunity. My wife's cousin had gotten engaged and we were invited to a garden party to meet the new in-laws. Whee! I get to burn off a Saturday talking to people I don't know about something I don't care much about. I thought of all the mischief I could get up to if my wife would only go by herself. No such luck.
As soon as we got the party, my wife got sucked into the world of women – what's the dress look like, what are your colors, etc. I went off in search of food and beer. I was just putting together a burger when he came out with more platters.
"You've got to try this," he said as he set down a bowl of coleslaw. Then, pointing to the barbecue, "This, plus that equals heaven."
"I could make a joke about a mouthful of pulled pork, but that wouldn't be right. I'm Jackie," I said.