All of the people in this story are older than 18.
I thought the urges would go away but they didn't. Every time I would jack off recently the things which turned me on more and more were the thoughts of sucking cock. I experimented when I was younger but thought that that's all it was ... experimentation. Since cock had now become a driving force in my fantasy world, it was all I could think about some days.
I went online to fulfill my desire for cock. Mainly it was just watching straight porn and admiring those hung men as they nailed some woman to the mattress. But it all started to turn more and more towards two men fucking. Thats what would really turn me on. Or maybe a couple with a bi male where the lady really got off seeing her partner being pleased by another man.
The next step towards making reality out of fantasy was to start cruising online looking for an opportunity to break out of the normal ho hum life I was living. The woman I was with had no idea but why would she? We hardly ever had sex anymore and we never could discuss sexual things. So I started finding times to break away and try and meet up with men to have some fun.
At first I chickened out repeatedly. I would set up the meet up and would almost get there but then I would bail. How could I really be a cock sucker? Was I gay or bi? What would everyone think? I hit a point though in my cock lust where none of these things mattered. Instead of responding to ads on craigslist, I put up my own ad.
It's Been a While (M4M)
I haven't done this in a while. WM looking for someone to suck. Maybe more. 6'3" 200lbs 6.5cut cock. DDF and HIV- Want to please you.
My hands trembled as I hit the submit button. I wondered what the hell I was doing. I got an email saying it had posted and then the emails started pouring in. Mostly from travelers or young guys. I didn't really respond to the emails with no picture. Then His came through. He said He was an older man who was married and He liked time with guys too. There was a picture of His cock with His hand wrapped around it. It looked to be almost 8 inches long and pretty damn thick.