I still couldn't believe what had happened to me. A few days ago, I was casually dating Julie, my family and friends thought I was straight, I had never been fucked or sucked a cock... And now, I was publicly outed by my new dominant boyfriend, and I had just sucked a perfect stranger, all while being fucked for the first time by my new owner. It felt like a dream.
But I was comfortable with everything that was happening. I trusted Jason. It felt so good to surrender - body and soul - to him. I felt protected. I felt loved.
I admit it, however: I was sore the day following my massage experience. After reading about first times, I quickly realized that all of this was totally normal, and that I would get used to it. Used to being used, in a way.
I wanted to go out for a run, but instead, I decided to take a long shower. It felt so good. I was rock hard. I couldn't stop thinking about Jason and Antoine. How both of them had used me as their sex toy. One in my mouth, the other in my ass.
I put some shower gel on my fingers, parted my ass cheeks, and pushed one finger in my boipussy. And then another. I was fucking my hole, trying to reproduce how I felt when Jason was deep in me. I was so hard. I could see my precum leaking. And so with my right hand, I scooped up the precious juices and spread it all over my face. I now had three fingers in my ass. I was so close. I was pushing my fingers deeper, harder. I was moaning. I wanted to be better at this. I wanted Jason to find me more sexy, more attractive, more slutty. I wanted to please him.
And then I came. My juices hit the shower wall. Without any hesitation, I approached the wall and licked all of my cum. And swallowed all of it, of course. I was proud. I knew I had a lot to learn, but I was getting much better at this.
After my shower, I got dressed up, and prepared a nice cafΓ© latte with a big breakfast. I was off today, so I was planning to go out shopping. I wanted to look good for Jason. I had seen his buddies at the bar the other night, and I was aware that I needed to make some changes to my wardrobe to look pretty for him.
As I was enjoying my breakfast, there was a knock on the door. I wasn't expecting anyone. To my surprise, there was a bouquet of flowers and an enveloppe waiting for me. It was the first time someone had bought me flowers. I put them on the kitchen table, and opened the enveloppe. It was a letter from Jason.
''Hello sweetie. I hope you're enjoying your morning. I also hope that you had a good time yesterday. I must say: you are the best little faggot I've ever had. I knew you would be good, but you are really exceeding my expectations. Antoine also said that you were amazing. He would love to see you again.
Now, let's get down to the real reason that you are receiving this letter and these flowers. I have decided to loan you for a few days. You are booked for a trip to NYC. Leaving tomorrow morning at noon.
I know your mind must be racing at the moment. Don't worry baby. You need to trust me. Never forget that I would never put you in a situation that could endanger you, or your health.
Daddy has decided to loan you to some good friends for a few days. They saw your pics and videos, and want that ass and slutty mouth.
So: you will pack a bag for three days. No need to worry about money, hotels, etc. I'm covering everything for you sweetie. Well they are, but that's a story for another day.
I will send you your tickets soon. Just send me your passport info and I'll take care of everything else baby.
I'll see you tonight.
Love, Daddy. xox''
Wow! A free trip to NYC? Loaned to friends? What was going on? Was this a joke? I was nervously laughing. Was I really going to hop on a plane to New York, and meet strangers who clearly wanted to fuck me?
I admit that at that point, I got a little bit nervous. I started questioning my decisions. Was I seeing clearly? Was Jason really who he said he was? Was I putting my life in danger? I decided to call him.
''Hi Daddy. How are you?''
''Hmmm my little faggot. I take it you received your little surprise. How do you feel about it?''
''Well, first, thanks so much for the flowers. I really appreciate that. About the trip... well.... I'm not sure. I mean, I'm a little bit scared about the whole thing.''
''I understand. It's normal. But you're Daddy's little whore now. You shouldn't question my decisions. Right?''
''No.. well I mean it's...''
''Tell me what you are again!''
''I'm Daddy's little faggot slut.''
''Good. Now enough with the drama. I love you. You love me. You trust me. You're mine. I make all decisions in this relationship. I have decided that this is what you should do. You need this a this precise time. And you will do it. No more questions. Daddy wants the best for you. Now, tell me what you will be doing.''
I hesitated. He was so fucking powerful. Almost as if he was controlling my mind, my emotions.
''I will pack my bags. I will send you my passport information. I will travel to New York and meet with your friends.''
''Good little faggot. Daddy is proud of you. This is all a part of your self discovery. You are gay. Now everyone knows that. You are also very submissive. I know that, and Antoine knows that. But I'm not sure that you fully understand that. You will soon understand that your destiny is to be used by real, strong men. This trip will help you understand why you are like this, what you need to truly be happy and fulfilled. You need to trust me baby.''
I couldn't believe it. How could someone make me feel like this: reassured, protected, and aroused at the same time. I could listen to Daddy talk to me all day. I almost felt hypnotized when he spoke to me. Almost as if I would do anything he told me to.
''Now, enjoy your day. Send me that info. I'll send you your tickets later today. Daddy loves you.''
''I love you too, Daddy.''
Jason made me so hard. I had never experienced this before. Just a few words and I was rock hard.
So I was going to travel to New York! My first time there. It was exciting. I was nervous, anxious, intrigued, and happy. My life was completely being turned around by Jason, and I loved it. He was taking control, and that was so hot.
I decided to write a message to my director at work, saying that I would need a few days off. It was fine, because I had not taken my vacation days yet. He answered 5 minutes later, saying that he understood and that I should take all the time needed in such circumstances.
I wondered for a minute what he was referring to, but then remembered that he was part of my Facebook friends... and that he probably saw my new relationship status.
I put a few things together, but decided that I still wanted new clothes for this special trip. So I grabbed my phone and my wallet, and headed out the door to go to the closest mall.
While walking there, I felt like people were looking at me differently. When I say people, I mean men. Almost as if some of them knew what I was turning into. Could people really tell just by looking at me? Was it that obvious that I was gay, and submissive? That I was aroused just by being referred to as a slut, or a little whore?
My little shopping escapade cost me about $1,500. I got new jeans, a few fitted tshirts, new white sneakers, a pair of Dr. Martens, and new underwear.
I went back home, and packed my bag. And then I received a text. It was from Jason.
''How was your day baby?''
''Very good, Daddy. I did some shopping. I want to look good for you and your friends.''
''Good boi! How much did that cost you?''
''Hmm, a little over $1,500 Daddy.''
''Ok, good. Meet me at my place. 7 tonight. Love you.''
''Love you too.''