I had known for a while I was attracted to him. Not just his body but everything about him. The way he could make me laugh when I felt down or the stupid jokes he cracked. But up until now I could never have told him. See I thought he was straight β he had a fiancΓ©e, always checking out other chicks and always going on about females. That all changed when he found out she cheated on him.
He got pretty down and started seeing an older woman who he just wanted to shag. Now I'm sure he knew how I felt...I'd seen the glances and heard the comments but up till now had been to scared to tell him how I truly felt. Not scared he'd say he felt the same way to but scared he'd freak out and I'd lose my best friend.
Then it happened.
I was talking to him online one day when he asked me why I didn't have a girlfriend. I made up some shit but he kept pushing and pushing until finally I said that I liked him. He sounded abit shocked at first but asked me what I meant. I told him how for three years I had been waiting for a chance to tell him how I wanted to be with him.
I thought nothing more of it as he made it clear there was no way in hell it was happening. So I thought nothing of it until a few weeks later when I was staying at his place. We had been out for dinner and had a couple of beers β nothing much. As he had work early in the morning we went back to his place and went to bed β Brad to his room and me to the spare room.
He had been acting strange and since this was the first time I'd seen him since telling him how I felt I just put it down to that. I was just dozing off when I heard him yell out my name. He asked me to come into his room. So I slipped my boxers back on and went through.