This is the first of what I intend to be a series of true stories documenting my ongoing journey of a married suburban dad, and secret cocksucker. I'm a normal, good looking, fit, educated, easygoing 60 year old guy. I've been married for over 30 years, with three kids now grown and on their own. I've always loved sex! When single I never had problems getting laid. Had a ton of girlfriends and many one night stands. Home sex life has long become rudimentary, though we are partners for life and no plans to change that.
I was never attracted to men in the traditional sense, but eventually became an occasional cock sucker. My favorite porn was always straight blowjob videos. Years ago I found a series called "The Art of the Blowjob" featuring a beautiful redhead giving long sensuous oral attention to a great looking cock. Initially I fantasized about her blowing me, then I could see myself in either role, and finally I realized that I yearned to be that redhead making love to that cock. I guess for me it was the ultimate taboo, becoming a cocksucker.
In my 30s, work travel would bring me to cities around the country for a few days at a time a few times per year. I began to use those opportunities with a hotel room available to explore my bi side, and I will recall those here for you. My tastes are very specific. I am only interested in servicing masculine guys, preferably other married guys. I love to give massages, stroke, JO and suck cock. So far, anyway I have had no experience with anal sex, but hope to someday add that to my list when I meet the right guy.
I'll start at the end.
Last year, due to Covid-19, work travel had ended and left me working from home. Maybe once per week, I would get distracted and find some good porn to JO to and also check out the local postings for potential hookups. Pre pandemic I never played around at home, always just on the road. Being a married guy, hosting a m2m tryst just wasn't ever an option when at home. Last summer the urge to suck a cock was overwhelming, so I dug in to the local listings.