"My ass hidden desire"
I am a young man of 20 years old, handsome, attractive, white, and I have a beautiful, slim, smooth body.
My story began when I was 18 years old, I was enjoying watching my butt naked in the mirror.
I have a smooth white buttacks that looks like a supermodel, and touching it by my fingers make me horny.
I was always spending the times when I was alone in the bathroom or in my bedroom, I used to do anal masturbating using my fingers.
I enjoyed inserting any smooth shapes tools and vegetables such as cucumbers, long eggplants, and even bananas. I can also stick my penis's head inside my ass and ejaculating inside.
I can not describe to you the feeling and the delicious pleasure that you fuck your own ass yourself, and frankly, I got addicted to insert my penis in my ass and I mastered the way to fuck it and keep my penis as long as possible inside it and control the contractions of the anal muscles by squeezing surrounding my penis. it was a strong feeling and great fun.
My story evolved into a hidden desire to allow someone else's real penis and enable him to penetrate my ass, going deep and sliding it in and out.
After that I started downloading gay chat android applications on my smart mobile and I was preferring to choose nicknames indicating that I was bottom gay and actually I started chatting with strange men who were sending me pictures of their dicks while they was erect and also they was asking for pictures of my ass and I was sending them but I was careful so that they could not recognize my real personality.
I found out that watching others hard penis excites me very much, and I feel very pleasurable itching inside my ass, also strong erection of my penis, and a sticky liquid coming out while chatting.
My hidden desire to be fucked be other man cock got so bad I started to satisfy my anal desires in dreams and fantasies. I forgot to tell you that the country where I am living our society prevents the spread of gay sex among men.
Also, we used to hear stories spread in society that a man who allows another man to insert his penis for the first time will cause him to become addicted and love to insert the penis for second and third time and he will not be able to stop his pleasurable ass itching desire until he became faggot power bottom.
So I kept my secret to myself only,and I was sure no one would know.
So I was finding some ideas to screw my ass, and reduce the smoking desire,I was able to make a sex machine using a dynamo and I used it for anal masturbation and also was able to make a simple vibrator, soI could fuck my hole till I have anal orgasm, but not satisfied the smoking fire inside my hungry hole.
When I arrived at the age of 19, a new neighbor arrived to the same building where we were living, he was living in the apartment above our apartment. He was a gentle man ,classy,elegant and working as doctor.
He was in 34 years old, married and with a small child. We used to greet each other when we met in the stairs or building entrance. One day while I was waiting in the bus station planing to go to my university in which I study he picked up me in his car while he was on his way to work in a hospital near the university.
Also,Once I had a fever, cough and pneumonia, and so they gave me number of treatments, most of them were needles, and I was finding it difficult to find the person nearby who would give me the treatment needle daily according to the course of treatment for ten days.
That time I remember our neighbor doctor who can help me,, and I immediately went to his apartment in the afternoon and knocked on the door, but no one opened, and when I was about to leave, the door opened and the doctor appeared, who greeted me with a smile on his face and I explained to him the reason for my coming. He took me to the reception room and asked me to lie on my stomach on the sofa and I took off my pants while he was preparing the needle.