There I was kneeling in front of a man that I just met with his cock getting hard in my mouth, and I was loving every minute of it. I sucked on him for a couple minutes and just took my time exploring his cock. The shaft was so hard but the head was soft and squishy, and I loved having it in my mouth. I looked up at John and he was enjoying it so I must have been doing something right. I looked over at the TV and there two guys in a 69, so I looked at John and said that we could do that, and he agreed. So several minutes we were in position, I was on all 4's above John with his cock in my mouth. I alternated sucking with stroking, I tried to do what I enjoyed and mimic what my previous partners had done. It wasn't long before I realized that John was moaning and started bucking his hips. So thinking he was about to cum I wanted to see it, so I lifted up my head and started stroking him. After a few minutes of stroking he didn't cum so I went back to sucking him. I can't really describe the feeling of having him thrust into my mouth while I was sucking on him. I was so into sucking on him that I didn't even realize that he had just cum in my mouth, not only that but I swallowed every drop and didn't even think about it. Well I guess I could check that off my list.
So now John and I are sitting on the floor leaning against the couch and all I can think about is feeling that cock sliding in and out of my ass. So looking up at the TV there was one guy banging away at another and I said we can do that next, and that's when John informed me that he wouldn't be able to get hard again. Speaking of getting hard, I was soft as a limp noodle, and apparently had been most of the time. I have had this experience with women while eating pussy. I get so focused on what I am doing that I get soft. But with women I harden right back up when it's time to go to work. That was not the case with John... I don't know if it was the porn or the fact that there wasn't a women there but it took me forever to get an erection. But I finally did, and John being a good host, finished me off in style and swallowed every drop. So after some small talk and discussing a possible ongoing meeting, it was over. I was back in my car on my way home.
I think I worried most about this exact moment, how I would feel knowing that I had just sucked another guy off. Would I enjoy it so much that I would swear off women, would this be a one and done, or something that I would want to add to my sexual playbook. The one feeling I didn't expect was the one that I had. The best way to describe this experience was Meh... It was fun, but I may have been expecting more than it was. I was a little disappointed to not have him in my ass, but it is what it is.
My mind was racing, I had just sucked of and swallowed a man, and I enjoyed it, but why was it so hard for me to get hard? I still want to be with women, and have no desire to be with a man one on one again. I know that is not my thing. Would I be the bottom of a 69 with a women while she is getting her pussy pounded and he slides it out of her pussy and into my mouth for me to suck on for a while? Hell yes, he could either cum in her pussy and I'll eat it out or he could cum in my mouth and I'll still eat her out.
I still very much want to have a cock in my ass, one of my fantasies is to have my ass pounded while eating pussy and having my cock sucked. I can dear to dream right. Will I ever see John again, probably not without a women? I am grateful for the experience, and how gentile it was, I have read many horror stories about bad first experiences.
So this is to be continued....
