After my meeting with Eric I was constantly thinking of sex with a man. I had now sucked my first cock and had my first blowjob. It had been one of the best sexual experiences in my life and had given life to a new part of my sexuality. I wanted more. It had uncovered a concealed part in me, that had been there and wanted to show itself for a long time. I became obsessed and craved for it all the time. My bisexuality had gone from fantasy to reality in one night.
In the weeks after my encounter with Eric, I imagined that I was fucking a man in the ass when I had sex with my wife and the images in my head turned me on more than usually. Indeed, so much, that my wife noticed my new awakening and told me, that she loved I was so horny. She wanted to fuck every evening and enjoyed the new way my stiff dick fucked her hard and with strength. I had now shaved my dick, balls and asshole. There was no hair left except some short hair just above my dick. In the mirror my dick looked larger and when I touched my balls, they felt soft and smooth. I liked to caress them moving my fingers around, squeezing them, hold them at fell the weight. My wife had of course noticed my clean balls and dick. I had told her, that I had read in "Euroman", a Danish monthly men's lifestyle and fashion magazine, that it was a new trend and lots of women thought of it as sexy. She agreed and smiled like Mona Lisa, and the next evening when I started to touch her pussy, she surprised me. Her pussy was all smooth with just a little landing strip Brazilian. Actually, my bisexuality had improved sex at home, even thou I had to keep the real reason for myself.
I continued looking for meetings on the internet and had been in contact with several men, with no success as it was difficult to find the time.
Then I got lucky. My wife told me she was leaving the next weekend for a couple of days with her (girl)friends for shopping in Aarhus in Jutland. This opportunity had to be used.
I made up my mind, this weekend would be a good time to get fucked by a man. The thought of a guy fucking my asshole and dominating me had always tickled my fantasy and fascinated me. Since I began thinking of gay sex, I had speculated how it would feel to have a large stiff dick filling my ass; pumping in and out of my asshole. I do not know why I find it so attractive, but the thought just made my lust for sex grow. Today I understand that it is because I am slightly submissive. I had watched a lot of porn videos with guys fucking each other and it just looks so hot. My first thought had been it would be messy, but of course it is not. In the videos I could see, it was as clean and lovely like fucking a pussy. I had learned how to clean my rectum and lubing it up, so I could fuck myself in a complete clean way. I had trained, stretched and fucked myself with dildoes. I knew I could take a 9-inch cock in my ass without pain. Training with my largest dildo I had learnt to relax and control my sphincter muscle and learnt to massage my prostate giving me some of my best orgasms. I had also shared my fantasies with Eric, and he said, that if I was a true bottom it would be a wonderful feeling for me to get fucked. The thought could not leave my mind. And this weekend with my wife away was the time to have my ass fucked by a guy.
Seconds after saying goodbye to my wife late morning Saturday I logged in on my computer and connected to the usual websites. I chatted with a lot of guys. Online were mostly passive guys looking for a fuck; just as myself, and I did not have any luck. I had a short chat with Eric, but he was having the flue and was not in the mood. Horny as I was, I began to look after alternatives. I truly wanted; no needed a cock in my ass now. I had read about places where gays meet each other for sex and found a gay guide for Copenhagen in the internet. It showed all the sites for cruising and the bars, theaters and saunas. I was not ready for encounters in the open, so I left out the cruising places and searched for adult theaters or saunas. I imagined there was a great chance of having my virgin ass fucked such places. In Copenhagen there were several theaters and saunas at that time. I decided on Amigo Sauna, a recommended gay sauna. I prepared myself by cleaning out my ass and put on a pair of sexy white Calvin Klein's.
I looked at myself in the mirror, and I knew I looked great. I was sure there were guys, that would be attracted by me and wanted to have sex and fuck me. If I met a guy looking like me, I would for sure take the opportunity. I was 180 cm tall, weighted 75 kg and had a fit body. I had short dark brown hair and a nice good-looking face with sexy brown eyes and a seductive smile. I ran several times a week and swam every morning for half an hour. I have very little hair on my body and here in the summer I had a nice tan on my smooth skin. Even thou I had passed my 45 years, my body still looked at little youthful and my 8-inch and thick member is attractive; at least in my wife's view. But my best advantage is my butt. I am narrow over the hips with strong solid buns - hard and white as polished marble. I love to look at a great butt myself. From below my newly shaved cock, balls and asshole looked desirable in the mirror. Looking at it, I got horny and would have fucked myself, if I could. I felt ready for the town.
It was now late afternoon on Saturday. It was a sunny and hot day In Copenhagen. I took the bus to the central Copenhagen and got off close to Amigo Sauna. I had never visited a sauna and I circled it several times. It was in "Studiestræde" a street right in the middle of the red-light district for gays in Copenhagen. The streets were loaded with gay men cruising and visiting the bars. I was in a tight black T-shirt showing my fit upper body. My close-fitting khaki-shorts did not leave anything to the fantasy. I felt a lot of the guys looking at me, and it turned me on. Some gave me a wink with their eye or blew kisses at me. I almost got a hard-on in the middle of the street. Right there I would have liked to be able to join all these guys in their open life about their sexuality, but that was not possible. Lots of good looking guys entered the door to Amigo Sauna and I would have loved to have sex with any of them. All kinds of scenarios and pictures about fucking with one or more guys passed by my inner eye, but in the end my courage failed me. I did not dare to go in that door and participate in their world, and after two hours of inner discussions between the little red devil wanting gay sex and the white angel scared of getting recognized, I took a cap home again. Fortunately, it did not end there.
I connected to the internet again but with no hit's hour after hour the chance of getting fucked this weekend kind of diminished. It was getting very late around 2 o'clock in the night. I was very disappointed and prepared just to jerk off and go to bed. But then I got a hit on Boyfriend. The contact wrote he was horny and would like to fuck now. Not for a short meeting. "I want to play with your butt for several hours," he wrote. That got my attention. He was around my age, gay and had been out in town trying to meet somebody to fuck; also, with no luck. When he got home and had seen my profile and the pictures of my cock and my ass, he got horny as hell. He wanted to fuck me. His name was Michael. My desires jumped back in full and my craving for a cock left me in that strange horny mood again, where I did not care about anything else than the thought of hot sex with a man. I had all night and no plans for Sunday. My wife would not be back before early Sunday evening, so I got his address. I took a bath and cleaned my rectum a last time before driving over to him, and soon again I was back in the central part of Copenhagen.
The address was in a neighborhood where the rich people lived. The building I arrived at was a large old building with large apartments. I rang the bell, and the front door opened. I took the elevator up to the third floor. The door to the apartment was open, and Michael was standing in a large dimly lighted hall. He was in a silk purple robe. The bulge in the rope made it clear that he was horny and ready. I stepped into the hall. Michael dropped the robe. He was complete naked now, smaller than me, thin, muscular and with a long erect cock. His eyes looked intense at me and penetrated me. "You want this in your ass?" he asked and looked down on his cock.
"Yes," I said, "I have wanted to get fucked. Actually, for a long time." His cock was beautiful. It was uncut, longer than mine and about the same thickness and it was rock hard. It was straight with clear veins and a lovely shining head with pearls of precum. It pointed straight up right at my mouth. He was wearing a cockring in black leather with small rivets around both the cock and some big hanging balls and was dressed in a thin leather body harness again with metal rivets. I have watched a lot of porn with leather men dominating other more submissive guys, and this looked as another of my fantasies was going to be fulfilled. I looked at his cock again and could not help thinking it might hurt a little to get banged by it. Michael was ready for sex. I closed the door, turned around and grabbed his erect cock and caressed it. It was lovely to touch. His cock was soft and yet hard with a big purple mushroom. It felt good and I could feel its heaviness. Michael pulled me into him and french kissed me powerful and the sweet taste of his tongue playing with mine made me shiver. I was ready to go down on my knees right there and take his large meat in my mouth and pleasure him, but he backed away and through a door and into a large dining room, where he laid down on a solid dining table. In the background some sexy dancing music was playing.