I looked back and forth between Tim and Shelly, and I said..."YES!"
Many thoughts were running through my mind and I needed to work them out. Could I be gay? Bi?
The rest of the week was a beast at work, not giving me a moment to think about what had happened Tuesday night, or what was going to happen Friday night. But when I got in bed my mind returned to all that had happened. Whether I like it or not, I have to admit I'm a cocksucker, I DID suck two cocks Tuesday night, but I still think of myself as straight. Is it possible to be a straight cocker? And I did have the most intense orgasm of my life while fucking Shelly and simultaneously getting fucked by Tim.
What would happen Friday? Would I show up at Tim's and think, "what am I doing alone at a gay man's apartment?" Or would I be glad to be there?
Friday night arrived and I found myself knocking on Tim's door, wondering what would happen when it opened. He opened the door and I looked into his deep brown eyes and immediately embraced him and kissed him passionately. He hugged me back and we were kissing deeply, exploring each other's mouths with our tongues. Our embrace was much more physical, the kissing more aggressive, and no woman had ever squeezed and fondled my ass like Tim was. He reached around me and closed the door and we continued to kiss and grope each other. Both of our cocks we're fully erect and we were humping each other as we kissed. His big cock rubbing on my cock and stomach was too much, I wanted him in my mouth. I dropped to my knees and started to undo Tim's pants.
He pulled me back up and said "we had plenty of time for that later, dinner is almost ready, and I'm just opening a great bottle of wine."
I followed him into the kitchen thinking I would rather have a beer, but a week ago I didn't realize I loved sucking cock, so I thought I would go with it and give wine a chance. He poured us both a glass and he proposed a toast, "to Rick discovering his true desires". We clinked our glasses together and I took a big swallow.
The wine was delicious. We continued to drink the wine and chatted like old friends, sharing our past history and much more. Tim talked with excitement about his love for competing in triathlons, usually one per month. That explains his beautiful, fit body. I was the typical football jock that was into muscle and weight lifting. The wine flowed, dinner was great, and we end up sitting on the couch. He put his arm around me and we were soon kissing and groping each other like a couple of teenagers. Clothes started to fly and we were naked, only wearing our bikini tans and big grins.
I dropped down onto the floor between Tim's legs and engulfed his beautiful cock in my mouth. I started bobbing up and down it's full length, loving it sliding in and out of my mouth and throat. It was so soft, yet so hard. The taste was great and he was already leaking delicious pre-cum into my mouth. Tim said he had been looking forward to my wonderful mouth all week. He started moaning and told me to suck his big cock and that I was a great cocksucker. It wasn't long and I heard his breathing accelerate, his body tense up and his cock harden as it erupted in my mouth, shooting load after load, filling my mouth with his delicious cum. I slowed, gently sucking him dry and licking the full nine inches clean. I moved up and kissed Tim affectionately.
Tim asked "do you want another glass of wine?"
I said "sure."
We walked into the kitchen to get the wine. We were both naked, and it hit me how comfortable we both were with our nakedness and with each other. After finishing one glass, Tim refilled our glasses, finishing off the second bottle, and said "it's now time for you to see my bedroom and experience a true, passionate, man on man fucking without the distraction of a woman.". As we walked down the hall he grabbed my ass and said "you have the hottest ass I've had ever fucked and I can't wait to get my cock deep into it again."
I drained my glass of wine to ease my nervousness for what I knew was about to happen. I was looking forward to Tim fucking me, but was still uneasy with the idea that I wanted him to fuck me, that I wanted, desired having him fill my ass with his big cock.
We lay down on the bed and were again embraced, kissing deeply and enjoying the skin to skin contact. I rolled on top of Tim and humped him as we kissed. I massaged his chest and moved down to kiss and suck his smooth, sexy nipple. Tim started to moan and urged me downward to his big cock. I was stroking it as I slowly kissed my way down his stomach, finally arriving at the prize and eagerly taking the big head in my mouth and sucking him in, deep throating all nine inches. He was starting to breathe hard and pulled me off his cock, rolled me over on my back and rolled on top of me, kissing me passionately.
His kissing moved down onto my neck and he whispered in my ear, "Rick, are you ready to accept and admit you are gay?"
I replied "I love being with you, but I still consider myself straight."
We started kissing again with Tim aggressively tonguing my mouth as he humped me with his rock hard cock. His kissing moved down to my neck and he "whispered do you want me to fuck you?"
I replied, "yes, please fuck me."
He replied, "then let me hear you say it. Say Tim, fuck me with your big cock."
I replied, "Tim, please fuck me with your big awesome cock. I want to feel you shoot your seed deep inside me."
He rolled off of me and rolled me over on my stomach and started fingering my ass. He grabbed some lube and squirted some in and on my ass and started probing deeply with two fingers, finding the sweet spot, sending shivers throughout my body. I started raising my ass against his hand trying to get his fingers in even deeper. He removed his fingers and I raised my ass and I said, "Tim, fuck me!"
I felt his cock push into my ready and willing ass. He slowly pushed it in a little at a time, pumping slowly, driving me wild. He had eased it in and I felt his stomach on my ass, realizing all nine inches were deep in me. He continued to slide his cock in and out of my hot ass. I was pushing back against him, keeping in rhythm with him when he suddenly pulled out and rolled me over on my back, raised my legs and plunged his cock back into my ass. He leaned in, kissing me deeply as he slowly pumped his cock in and out of my ass, rubbing my prostate with each stroke, driving me crazy with new sensations and levels of pleasure that I could barely stand. I grabbed his head and held it as I passionately kissed him as he continued to fuck me bringing pleasure I could not imagine. I began to shiver all over, my body tingling with pleasure, and I started erupting, shooting my load all over our stomachs and squeezing Tim's cock with my orgasming ass. I felt him push in deep, his cock started to throb, shooting his seed deep inside me. I lowered my legs and hugged him tightly, not wanting to let him go, or pull out.
We lay still for several minutes, then Tim asked me "are you ready to admit you are gay?" I responded by kissing him. He said "you are having trouble admitting the obvious." He said "a sure sign is having an orgasm from getting fucked without even touching your cock."